 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Quick Update
written on Sunday, September 2, 2012 @ 12:38 AM ✈
Mainly it's just about point break on last friday on the 24th. ahh.. theres not much to talk about. it was emotional. idk y i started to cry. i just felt like i NEED to.
i really dont kno how to summarize it all... i dont even kno how i felt...
it was weird bcuz my knee-to-knee partner was brandon her. [wat we said to each other is confidential]
in the end, there were the thanks to and sorry speeches.
if i did it, i would thank POLARIS~♥ john & robin (idk y for robin but... idk)
nd tht day [just to myself] i would thank sabreena nd aracely.
i would also say sorry to robin. just because. i guess cuz ppl always be "mean" to him bcuz of me. (nd other times, it's not even me :p)
and after that... idk. i figured nobody will rly stop judging ppl by their appearances. i mean, look at this generation -.-
it was a rly great experience tho. it made me like hugs more than b4. hugs are... somehow special sometimes. other times... hugs r just nice. ^^
still... problems continued, even tho it seemed tht there wont be n e. we're still hiding stuff no matter wat.
nd i'm sorry... just sorry... i can't do n e thing bcuz im not the type to be mean to one person, just to satisfy the other. i'm sorry... but if u hav n e problems w it, let's compromise, k?
i'm sorry for not knowing u more, even if i knew the gist of it. i'm sorry for not bothering to ask n e more. i'm sorry for not being there for u all the time. i'm sorry for hiding as much stuff as u.
i just can't say enuf sorries.
please forgive me.
and even wen u do, i probably won't be n e different. v.v
i don't go thru wat u do. i can't feel wat u do. so tell me. even if i cant help. tell me.
nd i kno most of the time im busy w lots of stuff. sorry...
there were LOTS of things tht i didnt kno about... until today...
.... wow. it was rly nice to rite out all this nd reread it. i kno im forgetting to sorry about something tho w so much on my mind... i just cant help change n e thing. TT
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Quick Update
written on Sunday, September 2, 2012 @ 12:38 AM ✈
Mainly it's just about point break on last friday on the 24th. ahh.. theres not much to talk about. it was emotional. idk y i started to cry. i just felt like i NEED to.
i really dont kno how to summarize it all... i dont even kno how i felt...
it was weird bcuz my knee-to-knee partner was brandon her. [wat we said to each other is confidential]
in the end, there were the thanks to and sorry speeches.
if i did it, i would thank POLARIS~♥ john & robin (idk y for robin but... idk)
nd tht day [just to myself] i would thank sabreena nd aracely.
i would also say sorry to robin. just because. i guess cuz ppl always be "mean" to him bcuz of me. (nd other times, it's not even me :p)
and after that... idk. i figured nobody will rly stop judging ppl by their appearances. i mean, look at this generation -.-
it was a rly great experience tho. it made me like hugs more than b4. hugs are... somehow special sometimes. other times... hugs r just nice. ^^
still... problems continued, even tho it seemed tht there wont be n e. we're still hiding stuff no matter wat.
nd i'm sorry... just sorry... i can't do n e thing bcuz im not the type to be mean to one person, just to satisfy the other. i'm sorry... but if u hav n e problems w it, let's compromise, k?
i'm sorry for not knowing u more, even if i knew the gist of it. i'm sorry for not bothering to ask n e more. i'm sorry for not being there for u all the time. i'm sorry for hiding as much stuff as u.
i just can't say enuf sorries.
please forgive me.
and even wen u do, i probably won't be n e different. v.v
i don't go thru wat u do. i can't feel wat u do. so tell me. even if i cant help. tell me.
nd i kno most of the time im busy w lots of stuff. sorry...
there were LOTS of things tht i didnt kno about... until today...
.... wow. it was rly nice to rite out all this nd reread it. i kno im forgetting to sorry about something tho w so much on my mind... i just cant help change n e thing. TT
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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