 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Feeling better.
written on Thursday, October 19, 2017 @ 2:13 AM ✈
These past 3 days I was feeling sick.
Day1 -- feeling heavy; Day2 -- constant headache, lack of energy, hot, feel like vomiting; Day3 -- less headache, burning mouth/throat.
I try to avoid eating medicine if I can though :p
Despite feeling feverish, I ended up staying up 'til 5:30am, finishing up my DSGN 100W essay (which I'm pretty proud of) & modeling the brake latch (UVs killed me but finally figured it after an hour; got a perfect score for it). Woke up, almost late for class; was still feeling a little heavy and hot, but towards the end of the day I didn't feel quite as sick anymore.
Oh good day! I did my phone interview for Hot Gourmet Coffee, LLC to be a chocolatier, and it seems I'm hired! :D As a student, I prefer to do side jobs and probably seasonal lol instead of holding a stable part-time job :p. So yeah, I like temporary jobs--like helping out Arlene ahaha.
The other day, Steph invited me to go to Japan with her parents in January and ughhhhh I'm so tempted to ToT they're doing a tour in Japan for 5 days I think, and then they're heading to Hong Kong for another 5 days. I want to goooo~ I asked Mom, and she said because she's going with family, it'd be inconvenient for them if I went; that she'd let me go if I was only going alone with Steph, like, what mother. x'D Just today, Steph asked her mom if I could go, and her mom was like yeah sure x'D Advantages of being a good girl and likable lol
I still haven't finished my homework for RTVF, but I don't think it'll take me longer than 30min, if I focused and isn't picky with what I write haha. Instead of doing homework I was looking into scholarships. The greeting card scholarship is back! $10,000... I could buy a Cintiq! Though I probably won't since that's a big jump for where I'm at skill-wise.
Ergh. IVVY's CD-eee~ I want~ ToT
And UNIONE's.
Steph's reason for me to go to Japan. LOL
Crappy. Spontaneous.
written on Saturday, October 14, 2017 @ 10:16 PM ✈
I had a headache the whole day. Plus constantly feeling carsick.
First, I couldn't get to Stanford because there was no way for me to refill my Clipper Card & I already went back and forth between the bus and train. By the time I went back to the bus, I would've gotten to Stanford around maybe 3. I wasted so much time. It was stressing me out, and I tried so hard to stop the tears. I ended up having to ask Jim to come pick me up. While waiting for her, I just finished up my part for our model since Jonathan texted me then.
Now I'm spontaneously staying over. Ugh cat allergies ^^; We had dessert at Sweet Honey Dessert (to spy on this "cute" guy friend of theirs LOL). Somehow... weird that I waved to him first when we don't even know each other LOL but he was just staring and Jim didn't recognize him x'D
Time to finish some homework :p
Another year older~
written on Friday, October 13, 2017 @ 11:37 PM ✈
My birthday passed not long ago. It's not necessarily that I'm too busy to post; more like too lazy haha. It's crazy how I still have so much motivation keeping me working, like, it's already halfway through the semester and not one slump x'D
Anyway, my birthday. It was a just another ol' day. Really. lol. I wasn't expecting anything, and I'm always awkward if anyone presented anything or said anything to me for my birthday. But I was just a lil' (like very little lol) shocked that out of everyone that's said happy birthday to me in the years past, literally only a handful bothered to text me or anything. Suprisingly, ones who I thought wouldn't wish me a happy birthday, did lol I guess that makes up for it x'D (aww I kinda miss them lol) Makes me wonder... lol. But eh.
Oh Minar, don't put me on a pedestal x'D ^3^* I was just talking about crushes/relationships with my sister! And we came to the conclusion that we don't look for someone to date/have crushes on anymore, but we just like to check out guys LOL. We think a lil' far ^^; Thanks for the well wishes :3
Currently working on learning simple Japanese -w-
The future...
it's always an unknown galaxy, no?
A galaxy where we're all going to be a shining star within.
I've posted before, that everyone finds that one thing at their own pace. Don't feel rushed to find your future, because you'll know it when the time's right! Some people don't find it until after college or something. This production coordinator at Tonko House was a lawyer beforehand; this friend of my professor's used to be a bio major, & now uses his science knowledge to work with art related stuff. So you see? There's no need to rush. No need to feel guilty that you don't have concrete path set out for you. Best of luck! <3
Woop!
written on Friday, October 6, 2017 @ 1:04 PM ✈
Just re-read my previous posts and ahahha I repeated quite a few things xD
Helping at Arlene's job was fun (I actually got paid $55 for staying longer, but even though I stayed longer, we didn't do anything more LOL) It was pretty cool because I did registration! One of the girls who actually worked there had to go deal with something and I so happened to be by Arlene, so she just told me to take over. Which shocked me because I don't know how to x'D At first Arlene said she got it, but there were just so many people so I just copied what she did and it worked well haha even Arlene was seeming to say I did well xD And when the girl came back, I was going to give her her seat back but she was like "you're good" ( =you can stay where you are LOL) Side note, she really reminds me of Samantha LOL the way she talks and acts x'D
Also, update. I will [do] have a YT for my art stuff :p
Went home for a day Wednesday, and Jim drove me back Thursday morning. Still had to skip ARTH though lolol I gots money for my birthday, but the more money I get, the guiltier I feel and the more I don't want the money LOL wow I'm weird x'D MONEY STRESSES ME OUT OK
Fire on the Fountain was lit last night! Celine was shooo cute in SJSU Hip Hop's performance~~ reppin' SHM ;D
In DSGN 100W today, we got into 2 groups to talk about interview questions. Everyone else was industrial design majors (& one graphic design major) and they were talking about their portfolio review and how they would get "cut" and I'm like wtf!? so scary ToT It's even possible to get cut in your last year. Isn't that kind of harsh? My friend explained that getting "cut" meant you can't say you got a BA or something...
We got our resumé and cover letters back; whew I did good! Got docked points only because the template had bolded the greeting & I forgot to put a signature in the salutations LOL
Side note. UCI already started school; Meimei kinda disappeared ^^; Well, actually I realized we talk less as a group. Seems everyone is really busy nowadays. We adultin' for reals now x')
A quote I came across on FB:
"Working hard for something we don't care about is called stress. Working hard for something we love is called passion." SIMON SINEK
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Feeling better.
written on Thursday, October 19, 2017 @ 2:13 AM ✈
These past 3 days I was feeling sick.
Day1 -- feeling heavy; Day2 -- constant headache, lack of energy, hot, feel like vomiting; Day3 -- less headache, burning mouth/throat.
I try to avoid eating medicine if I can though :p
Despite feeling feverish, I ended up staying up 'til 5:30am, finishing up my DSGN 100W essay (which I'm pretty proud of) & modeling the brake latch (UVs killed me but finally figured it after an hour; got a perfect score for it). Woke up, almost late for class; was still feeling a little heavy and hot, but towards the end of the day I didn't feel quite as sick anymore.
Oh good day! I did my phone interview for Hot Gourmet Coffee, LLC to be a chocolatier, and it seems I'm hired! :D As a student, I prefer to do side jobs and probably seasonal lol instead of holding a stable part-time job :p. So yeah, I like temporary jobs--like helping out Arlene ahaha.
The other day, Steph invited me to go to Japan with her parents in January and ughhhhh I'm so tempted to ToT they're doing a tour in Japan for 5 days I think, and then they're heading to Hong Kong for another 5 days. I want to goooo~ I asked Mom, and she said because she's going with family, it'd be inconvenient for them if I went; that she'd let me go if I was only going alone with Steph, like, what mother. x'D Just today, Steph asked her mom if I could go, and her mom was like yeah sure x'D Advantages of being a good girl and likable lol
I still haven't finished my homework for RTVF, but I don't think it'll take me longer than 30min, if I focused and isn't picky with what I write haha. Instead of doing homework I was looking into scholarships. The greeting card scholarship is back! $10,000... I could buy a Cintiq! Though I probably won't since that's a big jump for where I'm at skill-wise.
Ergh. IVVY's CD-eee~ I want~ ToT
And UNIONE's.
Steph's reason for me to go to Japan. LOL
Crappy. Spontaneous.
written on Saturday, October 14, 2017 @ 10:16 PM ✈
I had a headache the whole day. Plus constantly feeling carsick.
First, I couldn't get to Stanford because there was no way for me to refill my Clipper Card & I already went back and forth between the bus and train. By the time I went back to the bus, I would've gotten to Stanford around maybe 3. I wasted so much time. It was stressing me out, and I tried so hard to stop the tears. I ended up having to ask Jim to come pick me up. While waiting for her, I just finished up my part for our model since Jonathan texted me then.
Now I'm spontaneously staying over. Ugh cat allergies ^^; We had dessert at Sweet Honey Dessert (to spy on this "cute" guy friend of theirs LOL). Somehow... weird that I waved to him first when we don't even know each other LOL but he was just staring and Jim didn't recognize him x'D
Time to finish some homework :p
Another year older~
written on Friday, October 13, 2017 @ 11:37 PM ✈
My birthday passed not long ago. It's not necessarily that I'm too busy to post; more like too lazy haha. It's crazy how I still have so much motivation keeping me working, like, it's already halfway through the semester and not one slump x'D
Anyway, my birthday. It was a just another ol' day. Really. lol. I wasn't expecting anything, and I'm always awkward if anyone presented anything or said anything to me for my birthday. But I was just a lil' (like very little lol) shocked that out of everyone that's said happy birthday to me in the years past, literally only a handful bothered to text me or anything. Suprisingly, ones who I thought wouldn't wish me a happy birthday, did lol I guess that makes up for it x'D (aww I kinda miss them lol) Makes me wonder... lol. But eh.
Oh Minar, don't put me on a pedestal x'D ^3^* I was just talking about crushes/relationships with my sister! And we came to the conclusion that we don't look for someone to date/have crushes on anymore, but we just like to check out guys LOL. We think a lil' far ^^; Thanks for the well wishes :3
Currently working on learning simple Japanese -w-
The future...
it's always an unknown galaxy, no?
A galaxy where we're all going to be a shining star within.
I've posted before, that everyone finds that one thing at their own pace. Don't feel rushed to find your future, because you'll know it when the time's right! Some people don't find it until after college or something. This production coordinator at Tonko House was a lawyer beforehand; this friend of my professor's used to be a bio major, & now uses his science knowledge to work with art related stuff. So you see? There's no need to rush. No need to feel guilty that you don't have concrete path set out for you. Best of luck! <3
Woop!
written on Friday, October 6, 2017 @ 1:04 PM ✈
Just re-read my previous posts and ahahha I repeated quite a few things xD
Helping at Arlene's job was fun (I actually got paid $55 for staying longer, but even though I stayed longer, we didn't do anything more LOL) It was pretty cool because I did registration! One of the girls who actually worked there had to go deal with something and I so happened to be by Arlene, so she just told me to take over. Which shocked me because I don't know how to x'D At first Arlene said she got it, but there were just so many people so I just copied what she did and it worked well haha even Arlene was seeming to say I did well xD And when the girl came back, I was going to give her her seat back but she was like "you're good" ( =you can stay where you are LOL) Side note, she really reminds me of Samantha LOL the way she talks and acts x'D
Also, update. I will [do] have a YT for my art stuff :p
Went home for a day Wednesday, and Jim drove me back Thursday morning. Still had to skip ARTH though lolol I gots money for my birthday, but the more money I get, the guiltier I feel and the more I don't want the money LOL wow I'm weird x'D MONEY STRESSES ME OUT OK
Fire on the Fountain was lit last night! Celine was shooo cute in SJSU Hip Hop's performance~~ reppin' SHM ;D
In DSGN 100W today, we got into 2 groups to talk about interview questions. Everyone else was industrial design majors (& one graphic design major) and they were talking about their portfolio review and how they would get "cut" and I'm like wtf!? so scary ToT It's even possible to get cut in your last year. Isn't that kind of harsh? My friend explained that getting "cut" meant you can't say you got a BA or something...
We got our resumé and cover letters back; whew I did good! Got docked points only because the template had bolded the greeting & I forgot to put a signature in the salutations LOL
Side note. UCI already started school; Meimei kinda disappeared ^^; Well, actually I realized we talk less as a group. Seems everyone is really busy nowadays. We adultin' for reals now x')
A quote I came across on FB:
"Working hard for something we don't care about is called stress. Working hard for something we love is called passion." SIMON SINEK
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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