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Things happened haha but I don't know what's worth to remember... so many funny things though haha. Well, last night I slept around 5am fixing up my cube rendering and re-drawing my cylinder. Let's skip what I did last night lol

I accidentally took a nap yesterday afternoon when I didn't mean to. Oh yeah, my nap gave me a really weird dream! haha --which I will copy & paste from Kakao bc I'm too lazy to type it out again lol--
2/17 dream: "I just remembered my nap dream xD it was hyung nd his friend tht bea thinks is cute. We call him chingu. In summary, we were having dinner, w me sitting next to hyung nd bea sitting next to chingu. At the end chingu said he'll pay nd then bea had to write down smthing bout who was paying nd she didnt kno his name so she asked hyung.
Then it was just me sitting. Chingu came back and sat next to me. I think hyung was across? But idr seeing him. Then bea came back nd i was sitting so close to chingu nd asked if she wanted to squeeze in next to me. Scene skip. We were waiting somewhere. Bea sat somewhere else from me nd chingu was somewhere else. Then hyung came back and threw this bundle of clothes on me. It was blue nd pink reversible knit sweaters for me bea nd leann. We were surprised nd asked y nd he said he just wanted to give a gift. Nd we were like thanksss. Leanns was a cute blue sweater w jean parts while mine nd beas were plain knit sweaters. Somewhere in my dream was smthing bout a violin i think.... Oh in the beginning, i was thinking bout how bea was sitting rly close to him nd how she looked like his gf. Nd how weird it was tht we didnt even kno him but had dinner w him. Also when chingu sat next to me, i think i slept on his shoulder or smthing."

When I woke up after going to the DC, I was going to do homework, but didn't want to do art homework. So I typed up my Bio notes, after I drew my Flufferbuns. So I started on my homework really late. When I was about to shower, Becca knocked on my door asking for her rubber band. How awkward was it for me to put a towel over myself & open the door a crack to hand her her rubber band? >///< I spent a lot of time writing the notes for Mina, too. I watched Spirit again too while working out. Jo was figuring out her outfit for black and white formal. After working out and since Bea & LeAnn were outside, I danced old songs and sweated myself out in a sweater and sweats. Wow, haven't sweated in forever. Then of course, worked on my homework 'til 5am bc I had Blue Sky Studio presentation to go to today.


2/18-- "I was going to blue sky studio presentation nd there were ppl standing at places leading to the room. It was so awk bc they say hi nd ask me 'blue sky studio?' Nd i nod nd they tell me to go this way nd that. The first dude was shawn (awk moment-read in blog) so i was awk. Then it was 3 girls so i just said hi nd nod. When i was about to enter the room this cute 師兄 came out xD"
Blue Sky came all the way from Connecticut. Mike is so Asian and funny! haha he's kinda quiet but chill and he has such a cute laugh~ after presentation, I went with Elaine to go get ice cream since it's SHM's b-day~ and we got a free pin. I was late to class, and Inga was showing a book after her demo. So I came in & put my stuff down and joined them. Angela and Morgan were snickering at me lol and I asked Angle what'd I miss. She said I smelled like ice cream! haha I only took one bite. Then we went back to our seats and I quickly finished my ice cream and we worked on the grid 'til the end of class.
"Dugun dugun when my adorable TA passed back my cube nd said good job~"
"Hes so freakin nice ugh. LOL i opened the door nd would hav hit him if i swung my drawing board lol cuz he was kneeling down in front of his locker. My friend was like tht is so dangerous 😂"

He critiqued my cylinder, and he was just so nice~ he told me the corrections I needed and then said it looked pretty good~ I need that support haha 
I was going to use the restroom and I saw Wing. A lil' later I was going down to the DC and I bumped into him and an RA coming out of the elevator. He looked so innocent, like he was guilty-of-something look; he still gave me a hi and smile (a smile you'd give when you're tryna tell people you're fine but you're not kind) I think he got locked out.

Spent the morning doing homework. Later in the afternoon, Wing came in to ask for a fork, so Bea gave him one. I thought he left; I was going to throw something away and he was standing behind me. We kinda just looked at each other, and he "faked" to stab me with that plastic fork of his LOL
He was in John's room when I passed by & me in my PJs, he asked if I didn't have any classes today. I told him at 3. Jim also sent me my cover to "approve" but there were some places off haha

In ANI 14, I didn't manage to finish my cube gouache but at least the flat tones were done. Ulysses (I forgot what nickname he said we could call him by) did his first demo! He was so adorable xD So he was teaching, and then at one point he asked Inga if it was okay to rotate his drawing. She cringed at it, but she said she doesn't know what we do at home, so she can't stop that and then he said "okay, let's pretend Inga's not hereeee" and with an innocent smile, he turns his drawing. And then every time he needed to turn it, he gave the expression like he was doing something bad... innocently LOL. and he'd say quietly, "Inga's not here..." and we'd all laugh LOL
During his demo, he had to raise his drawing board and turn it so we could all see. One time he accidentally hit someone. He kept apologizing xD and we all kinda laughed with him. Omgeee such a cute dork~
I cleaned up late, so I rushed to dorms and back to class. I didn't get to get sushi~ ToT but I wasn't as hungry as last Tues. The last class went over time, so we waited outside. When we could go in, I held the door open for people. People went in but nobody said thanks, until Ulysses and Ashlyn came up. He looked at me and was slightly shocked? and then he said thanks with a smile, and so did Ashlyn ^^ both my favorite TAs~ haha and then this dude was going to let me in first, but I gestured that he could go first. He didn't seem quite happy about that o.o uhm. okay. lol
I sat in the same row as my TAs, with 2 other people b/t us though. I wasn't as nervous as my "first" day of class. Later, out of the corner of my eye, I saw quick motions. It was Ulysses, who was glancing up and down, drawing. I think he was drawing the girl next to me (well, I did wonder if he was drawing me LOL I tried to take a glance at his drawing but it was hard. It didn't look like me though) Sat in there for 2 hours. The chairs are uncomfortable after so long; my legs and butt was really numb. And it was cold; I kept getting goosebumps. After stretch break, he did attendance. When he said my name, he said something to me, but it was all mumbles to me. I just gave him a blank look. I assumed he said he got my e-mail?

After eating a bit at the DC, worked out in the room LOL just some core--some crunches, some planks. A few push-ups. Some obliques, leg lifts. I don't even know lol Originally was going to watch some stuff but it was laggy. Soon after, I lost motivation LOL
Gonna catch up on some Bio right now... or not. I might just sleep lol goodnights! Bea is live streaming Gaon Awards, and commentating on everything LOL So I guess I'ma sleep... feel like I'ma be late tomorrow lol
Bea fish-tail braided my hair last night, so it was pretty wavy when I took it off. Then she curled it; it looked like a tornado xD

So following up with Jen picking me up from SJ, we went to the Great Mall and Mom & Jen went shopping. They looked at clothes and got some dresses at Papaya; that's like $100+! It was a long walk to Ouchii. Me and Jo walked off to find Ouchii while they shopped at Papaya. It was like 30min before we got to Ouchii. The dude who was working there greeted us and gave us Ranako stickers. I got one last time keke. The first time he asked if we needed any help, we said we were just looking. We were waiting for Mom & Jen, but we soon realized... they were gonna take a long time shopping. We loitered some more, then he asked us if we were looking for something specific and we were like, no we're just looking and waiting for my mom/sister. He said okay, and after a while we walked off behind the store, and then just walked away xD
We found a shortcut to Papaya through Uniqlo. That took us 5min! After buying at Papaya, we walked back to Ouchi. We were still whining and pleading mom to let me buy the Anoki snapback but she said $30 hat is not worth it. The worker was watching us whine to mom and he was smile-laughing at us xD Jen decided to buy a shirt, we got 2 since there was a discount. We went up to checkout; he asked me if we wanted the snapback, and I said yes, the Anoki one. But I guess he didn't hear me? bc he just checked out Jen's 2 shirts. So we told him again & he was like, oh I didn't know you wanted it. And we also got Jobee the lanyard I wanted but tis okay. Mom still disapproved LOL but oh wells, but dang we spent so much.

We were in traffic for like 3 hours? And finally got home, but there was nothing to drink! So I ate jubes lol. Saturday we went to pick up Jamie, and also helped Jen move in. After picking up Jim, we went to Ikea to buy Jen's bed. After SF, we went back to Berk to get Jim's stuff and pick up Synequeen too.After dropping her off, we went to Winco to buy drinks and pizza for dinnaaaa.

Then Sunday me and Jo went to T4, Target, and the mall with Jessie, Jessica, Steph, and Kathy. It was an interesting walk through Target LOL. Afterward, me & Jo hurried home for family dinner before I had to go back to SJ, which I got home at 11:30?
Well, we had dinner at China Palace. I kinda ate a lot? and there was this dude that I don't recognize but Jim said he worked there before? but I guess we were caught up with the other workers LOL. but he was kinda cute? We had eye contact when we walked in, and then again when I just took a 2nd glance when I was about to sit. Anyway, I sat next to the table where busboys get napkins, boxes and water with my back towards it. I had to scoot my chair in so they can get to the table. He was behind me--according to Jim-- 80% of the time LOL. There was this one time he walked by our table back and forth and then back. He came to take some plates, and he came in b/t me and Jim a lot. Grandma asked him for boxes, but Grandpa claimed the busboys didn't know Chinese LOL he didn't really look Chinese I guess? but he did. and he brought us one box for like 4 dishes and we kinda laughed at him, bc he asked is this enough in Chinese, then glanced at our table. Auntie laughed and said of course not, give me another box. So he went to get another. He took the empty plates. One was a pot and he took it slowly. I was afraid it'd slip off balance bahaha but he got it. Afterward, we had oranges. There was one orange left on the plate; he came by to take it. When he was about to take it, he noticed the orange and said, oh sorry. LOL me & Jim laughed xD
And then he came back to clear the dishes. He was b/t us again and he took some plates, then he reached to the other side of me and in my head I'm like whyyy  LOL

Well Jim drove me back to SJ. Dad went up with me; Ashley was checking IDs. I saw Andres who just got back I guess, and he saw me? When Dad was about to sign in, Ashley was like he didn't need to check in bc he'll be quick. Andres was holding the elevator for me; d'awww lol. And when we got up, he held the door opened for us and Josh was sitting in the common room, and I had to say thanks to Andres then hey to Josh LOL.
It took a while to unpack, but afterward, I rewrote my whiteboard. and wow, there was a lot happening this week. I was printing out homework for ANI55 but the printer is out of yellow ink, so it's only pink/red & blues coming out > >
Anyway, it's late now & I has lots of homework due tomorrow, goodnight! The stupid cylinder took me about 2 hours to do, since I had to cut it out twice and do the little triangles too...

--Ah! I just remembered, after lab today I went down to DC & met up with Biri & Bea. I was eating a sandwich and when I looked up, I had eye contact with Luis who greeted me with a what-up nod. I was kinda shocked bc I mean, I looked weird--about to take a bite from my sandwich!--so I had a late reaction; I think I took the bite and waved with my other hand. He was about to look away, but he still saw my wave, and gave me a nod. Aiya!! >///< LOL--

I think I broke my habit of needing to update everyday, but I still write pretty long posts.
Well yesterday I stayed up late watching The Bad Seed for class, so I woke up late for class, but class ended up being cancelled! It was my lucky unlucky day.
This week I've been watching so much Pokémon. D'awww I really miss my game. Gah, I wanna do some fanart but I'm so lazy!
Next week Saturday I'm taking my WST omg I hate when they ask for official IDs bc like, who would want to take my test for me? Gahh -.-''
I also got my schedule fixed so I don't have to worry about the 12 units anymore~

(here's the story about David Steph xD)
So the class I was trying to add was ANI1, which was a Tuesday night class. It was a lecture hall, so I sat in the 3rd to last row, in the seat on the edge. People started coming in. Kendall and David were in the class, along with some other 2nd years I've seen around and a few 1st years. David sat right behind me, and I said "hey" of course, but I was so nervous bc while it was everyone's 2nd day of class, it was my 1st. Kendall and the rest sat in his row, but Jonathan (their friend that always comes into ANI12 last semester) asked him why he sat at the end and for him to sit closer. His reply was bc he wanted to sit at the edge seat. Being the Libra that I am, you can imagine what thoughts ran into my head LOL I mean, I still remember that text from this xD -sigh- I think too much... It was awkward when we were leaving bc I did't say bye to him, but I really just wanted to leaveeee

Oh yeah, I think Wed was the day I went out by myself and almost got lost LOL well, the bus I was going to take back to SJSU was actually going the opposite direction, so I ended up in far south SJ with only 20% battery life. Almost panicked, so it took me another hour to get to SJSU.

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Well since I'm too lazy to summarize the week, here are some copy & pasted messages from Kakao xD

"Dude i was in the common rm nd michael (filipino/jap) was leaving nd i said "sup michael" loud LOL nd he said sup but i was laughing nd he was like wats so funny nd i was like nothing nothing. Bc i was thinking to how he doesnt say hiiii" - 02/09

"so i was the only girl in the elevator. how awk. when i got in the elevator somebody had clicked the 3rd floor > > so the elevator went down & this group of chinese dudes came in all talking. yes I'm listening LOL. but they might think that i clicked it. then another group of dudes came in, including the dude that i was tryna tell u guys about when y'all dropped me off (bea thinks he has a nice jawline). and one of the chinese dudes was saying sup to them and shook the 1st dude's hand, tried to shake the 2nd dude's hand but he turned around. awk for him. jawline saw him in that awk situation & extended his hand to shake his. the 2nd dude saw and shook his hand afterward. jawline so nice! haha when the elevator stopped on the 3rd floor, they were looking around for someone who was going to leave, but nobody moved LOL. leaving the elevator, the guys walked out, and the last chinese dude said to me "you first" & i said thanks. xD but i couldn't go anywhere bc there was trafficccc. so awk LOL. jawline looks like a korean actor….? oh and remember that chinese dude w/ the tat i keep seeing? well i c him again. nd he has a pretty heavy accent speaking in eng. i couldn't understand xD" - 02/11

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So that just reminded me that there was this other dude the day before who was also like "after you" when we were leaving the elevator. How nice~ xD and then there's this asian guy that lives in Joe West, who I saw a few times last semester, who I saw consecutively this week from the elevator, dc, to the gym. Like seriously LOL

Waiting for Jen to pick me up now so I can go to Ouchii at the Great Mall & get my snapback~ and to go home to eat tong yoon~ ^^ Don't wanna do hw bc that means I have to be inside the room w/ the lamp. Naww, don't wanna be in the room.

We are miles apart, but you guys will always be the closest to my heart 사탕해 POL☆RIS~ #110211

That was what I tweeted. Because it's our 5th anniversary! And of course, we're physically miles apart from each other, some of us at least haha. I always find it funny, what are we celebrating? It seems like we're celebrating our friendship, but our friendship was even way before that. We celebrated our "debut" of K-pop covering since CSSS in 8th grade and managed to continue with comebacks in all 4 years of SECA.
Almost... we almost didn't want to do it the last year.
Those years were worth celebrating. We've been on almost a year of hiatus. When are we coming back? It'll be hard to bc it's difficult to get together. Being together almost all the time made it easier to learn the dances together and block it together. But now, we're not together and sometimes, we're too busy to learn dances.
Our challenge now, is to learn the dances ourselves. Block it in a day or 2. And film it. Well, how is that going to go.

Anyways, happy 5th anniversary, celebrating our debut and our friendship. 

Hey y'alls! Happy Chinese New Year! It's the year of the monkey~

I didn't go home this weekend even though that was the plan. So on Friday, I went to SHM's 14F, after me, Bea, & Biri grabbed Thirst Tea. We watched Shaolin Soccer xD I wanna learn martial arts... LOL. I finally bought a beanie; I kinda almost bought every apparel? lol And there was no line; very few people came to 14F. I always go just to support. But yeah, I went to buy a beanie & Shawn/Sean/Shaun (I don't know how you spell his name ahaha) asked me for my name, saying he doesn't think he's seen me around. So I shook hands with him. And I had to also greet Sydney bc she was standing next to him. I almost forgot my change! LOL. At the end of the film was the raffle. I didn't expect to win something, but I won this square-ish Teen Titans Go backpack from San Diego Comic Con. This guy 3D printed Luxo Jr. & his ball. I wanted that! ahaha.

Saturday we went to the Great Mall. I wanted to go bc I knew Ouchii was gonna open their store there. The owner was really nice! I got my picture taken tooo x'D I spent $50+ on 2 t-shirts & a beanie. I didn't realize 'til after that girl t-shirts were more expensive than guy t-shirts; I got guy t-shirts bc I liked them more LOL. They didn't have the snapbacks in stock, but he told me they'll be in stock this week! I want everything Anoki! I'm getting an Anoki snapback, & Anoki backpack, hopefully. I also wanted a decal but naw... and a lanyard and a collector wood keychain. I also wanted a pair of clear glasses, but they're out of stock....(?) Their items are "unique" so once they cut the item, it might not come back again ToT
Jen also bought me a white sheep and white alpaca. I think I'm ending my sheep collection soon. Last one is probably getting one from that cute store in Irvine lol

Today, I did laundry but it took me like almost 2-3 hours to finish? bc I had to wait another hr for the broken dryer to finish. I wasn't sure if I could just open it, but I didn't want to risk it. After an hr, I went back down to switch dryers. After laundry was done, I went to 99c & Dollar Tree by myself to get some floss and envelopes. It was so warm today so I was sweating when I walked back from the bus station. I walked quite a lot.
I also tried Dazzling White's teeth whitening gel I got from Daiso (it turns out 99c & Dollar Tree had it too). I also found this other whitening gel with a plastic teeth mold. I'll see how Dazzling White turns out. If it's good enough, I'll just stick with that one.

Welp, time to do homework and eat.
[I tried to change the color, but the light brown text won't change to dark...]

I wonder if it's a good day today too...
Well, Bea's alarm was ringing for a very long time; why does it ring for 15min? My alarm turns off after a minute > >
Then I went to class. Omgeee so my whiteboard said Rm250, but it was actually 415 -facepalm- So I sat in that class, and no wonder the teacher already started and was already halfway through the syllabus. The syllabus said Chem1. I was like what the heck? So I checked my schedule and it was wrong room. It was so awkward when I walked out after barely sitting down for like 2min. I still made it in time for my actual class! Then I went for lab.
The class seemed fairly fun, though I don't know why I always happen to choose the class with oral presentationsssss. Still, the class seems like my ENVS class, a little like my Geog. class but that's okay. When we did introductions, I thought I was the only 1st year, but there was one other 1st year. Phew.

After eating, I went to check my mail but I couldn't open my mailbox. I texted Bea for help lol but Wing happened to walk by. He saw me & asked if I had stamps, which I did. He said he'll buy them off of me x'D Then he asked if he just give the mail to the mailroom, but they don't send out mail, so I told him to drop it off in the blue mailboxes. He was like okay, and seemed to be edging away, but I said I can't open it or Can you open it, pointing to my mailbox. He said he's never opened his. But he one-try opened mine like magic! Yays for hyung xD
We took the elevator back together. When we got into my room, it was so warm. Too warm.
So he took the "stickers" (he called them sticker-things at first ahaha) and left~ and I got my earphones~ wheeee

I went to the Student Union with Bea and when we were leaving, this dude said nice shirt as we passed by. Since Bea was closer to him, I thought he was saying it to her, but she didn't respond. Then I remembered what shirt I was wearing (Pokémon) & quickly said thanks xD He was wearing a beanie with a Pokéball xD

Well anyway, I haven't figured out my schedule... and I probably messed up big time. So now I have to go talk to John tomorrow... it's gonna be awkward 'cause he failed me in ANI12... ahaha..haha.. ha.

Things happened haha but I don't know what's worth to remember... so many funny things though haha. Well, last night I slept around 5am fixing up my cube rendering and re-drawing my cylinder. Let's skip what I did last night lol

I accidentally took a nap yesterday afternoon when I didn't mean to. Oh yeah, my nap gave me a really weird dream! haha --which I will copy & paste from Kakao bc I'm too lazy to type it out again lol--
2/17 dream: "I just remembered my nap dream xD it was hyung nd his friend tht bea thinks is cute. We call him chingu. In summary, we were having dinner, w me sitting next to hyung nd bea sitting next to chingu. At the end chingu said he'll pay nd then bea had to write down smthing bout who was paying nd she didnt kno his name so she asked hyung.
Then it was just me sitting. Chingu came back and sat next to me. I think hyung was across? But idr seeing him. Then bea came back nd i was sitting so close to chingu nd asked if she wanted to squeeze in next to me. Scene skip. We were waiting somewhere. Bea sat somewhere else from me nd chingu was somewhere else. Then hyung came back and threw this bundle of clothes on me. It was blue nd pink reversible knit sweaters for me bea nd leann. We were surprised nd asked y nd he said he just wanted to give a gift. Nd we were like thanksss. Leanns was a cute blue sweater w jean parts while mine nd beas were plain knit sweaters. Somewhere in my dream was smthing bout a violin i think.... Oh in the beginning, i was thinking bout how bea was sitting rly close to him nd how she looked like his gf. Nd how weird it was tht we didnt even kno him but had dinner w him. Also when chingu sat next to me, i think i slept on his shoulder or smthing."

When I woke up after going to the DC, I was going to do homework, but didn't want to do art homework. So I typed up my Bio notes, after I drew my Flufferbuns. So I started on my homework really late. When I was about to shower, Becca knocked on my door asking for her rubber band. How awkward was it for me to put a towel over myself & open the door a crack to hand her her rubber band? >///< I spent a lot of time writing the notes for Mina, too. I watched Spirit again too while working out. Jo was figuring out her outfit for black and white formal. After working out and since Bea & LeAnn were outside, I danced old songs and sweated myself out in a sweater and sweats. Wow, haven't sweated in forever. Then of course, worked on my homework 'til 5am bc I had Blue Sky Studio presentation to go to today.


2/18-- "I was going to blue sky studio presentation nd there were ppl standing at places leading to the room. It was so awk bc they say hi nd ask me 'blue sky studio?' Nd i nod nd they tell me to go this way nd that. The first dude was shawn (awk moment-read in blog) so i was awk. Then it was 3 girls so i just said hi nd nod. When i was about to enter the room this cute 師兄 came out xD"
Blue Sky came all the way from Connecticut. Mike is so Asian and funny! haha he's kinda quiet but chill and he has such a cute laugh~ after presentation, I went with Elaine to go get ice cream since it's SHM's b-day~ and we got a free pin. I was late to class, and Inga was showing a book after her demo. So I came in & put my stuff down and joined them. Angela and Morgan were snickering at me lol and I asked Angle what'd I miss. She said I smelled like ice cream! haha I only took one bite. Then we went back to our seats and I quickly finished my ice cream and we worked on the grid 'til the end of class.
"Dugun dugun when my adorable TA passed back my cube nd said good job~"
"Hes so freakin nice ugh. LOL i opened the door nd would hav hit him if i swung my drawing board lol cuz he was kneeling down in front of his locker. My friend was like tht is so dangerous 😂"

He critiqued my cylinder, and he was just so nice~ he told me the corrections I needed and then said it looked pretty good~ I need that support haha 
I was going to use the restroom and I saw Wing. A lil' later I was going down to the DC and I bumped into him and an RA coming out of the elevator. He looked so innocent, like he was guilty-of-something look; he still gave me a hi and smile (a smile you'd give when you're tryna tell people you're fine but you're not kind) I think he got locked out.

Spent the morning doing homework. Later in the afternoon, Wing came in to ask for a fork, so Bea gave him one. I thought he left; I was going to throw something away and he was standing behind me. We kinda just looked at each other, and he "faked" to stab me with that plastic fork of his LOL
He was in John's room when I passed by & me in my PJs, he asked if I didn't have any classes today. I told him at 3. Jim also sent me my cover to "approve" but there were some places off haha

In ANI 14, I didn't manage to finish my cube gouache but at least the flat tones were done. Ulysses (I forgot what nickname he said we could call him by) did his first demo! He was so adorable xD So he was teaching, and then at one point he asked Inga if it was okay to rotate his drawing. She cringed at it, but she said she doesn't know what we do at home, so she can't stop that and then he said "okay, let's pretend Inga's not hereeee" and with an innocent smile, he turns his drawing. And then every time he needed to turn it, he gave the expression like he was doing something bad... innocently LOL. and he'd say quietly, "Inga's not here..." and we'd all laugh LOL
During his demo, he had to raise his drawing board and turn it so we could all see. One time he accidentally hit someone. He kept apologizing xD and we all kinda laughed with him. Omgeee such a cute dork~
I cleaned up late, so I rushed to dorms and back to class. I didn't get to get sushi~ ToT but I wasn't as hungry as last Tues. The last class went over time, so we waited outside. When we could go in, I held the door open for people. People went in but nobody said thanks, until Ulysses and Ashlyn came up. He looked at me and was slightly shocked? and then he said thanks with a smile, and so did Ashlyn ^^ both my favorite TAs~ haha and then this dude was going to let me in first, but I gestured that he could go first. He didn't seem quite happy about that o.o uhm. okay. lol
I sat in the same row as my TAs, with 2 other people b/t us though. I wasn't as nervous as my "first" day of class. Later, out of the corner of my eye, I saw quick motions. It was Ulysses, who was glancing up and down, drawing. I think he was drawing the girl next to me (well, I did wonder if he was drawing me LOL I tried to take a glance at his drawing but it was hard. It didn't look like me though) Sat in there for 2 hours. The chairs are uncomfortable after so long; my legs and butt was really numb. And it was cold; I kept getting goosebumps. After stretch break, he did attendance. When he said my name, he said something to me, but it was all mumbles to me. I just gave him a blank look. I assumed he said he got my e-mail?

After eating a bit at the DC, worked out in the room LOL just some core--some crunches, some planks. A few push-ups. Some obliques, leg lifts. I don't even know lol Originally was going to watch some stuff but it was laggy. Soon after, I lost motivation LOL
Gonna catch up on some Bio right now... or not. I might just sleep lol goodnights! Bea is live streaming Gaon Awards, and commentating on everything LOL So I guess I'ma sleep... feel like I'ma be late tomorrow lol
Bea fish-tail braided my hair last night, so it was pretty wavy when I took it off. Then she curled it; it looked like a tornado xD

So following up with Jen picking me up from SJ, we went to the Great Mall and Mom & Jen went shopping. They looked at clothes and got some dresses at Papaya; that's like $100+! It was a long walk to Ouchii. Me and Jo walked off to find Ouchii while they shopped at Papaya. It was like 30min before we got to Ouchii. The dude who was working there greeted us and gave us Ranako stickers. I got one last time keke. The first time he asked if we needed any help, we said we were just looking. We were waiting for Mom & Jen, but we soon realized... they were gonna take a long time shopping. We loitered some more, then he asked us if we were looking for something specific and we were like, no we're just looking and waiting for my mom/sister. He said okay, and after a while we walked off behind the store, and then just walked away xD
We found a shortcut to Papaya through Uniqlo. That took us 5min! After buying at Papaya, we walked back to Ouchi. We were still whining and pleading mom to let me buy the Anoki snapback but she said $30 hat is not worth it. The worker was watching us whine to mom and he was smile-laughing at us xD Jen decided to buy a shirt, we got 2 since there was a discount. We went up to checkout; he asked me if we wanted the snapback, and I said yes, the Anoki one. But I guess he didn't hear me? bc he just checked out Jen's 2 shirts. So we told him again & he was like, oh I didn't know you wanted it. And we also got Jobee the lanyard I wanted but tis okay. Mom still disapproved LOL but oh wells, but dang we spent so much.

We were in traffic for like 3 hours? And finally got home, but there was nothing to drink! So I ate jubes lol. Saturday we went to pick up Jamie, and also helped Jen move in. After picking up Jim, we went to Ikea to buy Jen's bed. After SF, we went back to Berk to get Jim's stuff and pick up Synequeen too.After dropping her off, we went to Winco to buy drinks and pizza for dinnaaaa.

Then Sunday me and Jo went to T4, Target, and the mall with Jessie, Jessica, Steph, and Kathy. It was an interesting walk through Target LOL. Afterward, me & Jo hurried home for family dinner before I had to go back to SJ, which I got home at 11:30?
Well, we had dinner at China Palace. I kinda ate a lot? and there was this dude that I don't recognize but Jim said he worked there before? but I guess we were caught up with the other workers LOL. but he was kinda cute? We had eye contact when we walked in, and then again when I just took a 2nd glance when I was about to sit. Anyway, I sat next to the table where busboys get napkins, boxes and water with my back towards it. I had to scoot my chair in so they can get to the table. He was behind me--according to Jim-- 80% of the time LOL. There was this one time he walked by our table back and forth and then back. He came to take some plates, and he came in b/t me and Jim a lot. Grandma asked him for boxes, but Grandpa claimed the busboys didn't know Chinese LOL he didn't really look Chinese I guess? but he did. and he brought us one box for like 4 dishes and we kinda laughed at him, bc he asked is this enough in Chinese, then glanced at our table. Auntie laughed and said of course not, give me another box. So he went to get another. He took the empty plates. One was a pot and he took it slowly. I was afraid it'd slip off balance bahaha but he got it. Afterward, we had oranges. There was one orange left on the plate; he came by to take it. When he was about to take it, he noticed the orange and said, oh sorry. LOL me & Jim laughed xD
And then he came back to clear the dishes. He was b/t us again and he took some plates, then he reached to the other side of me and in my head I'm like whyyy  LOL

Well Jim drove me back to SJ. Dad went up with me; Ashley was checking IDs. I saw Andres who just got back I guess, and he saw me? When Dad was about to sign in, Ashley was like he didn't need to check in bc he'll be quick. Andres was holding the elevator for me; d'awww lol. And when we got up, he held the door opened for us and Josh was sitting in the common room, and I had to say thanks to Andres then hey to Josh LOL.
It took a while to unpack, but afterward, I rewrote my whiteboard. and wow, there was a lot happening this week. I was printing out homework for ANI55 but the printer is out of yellow ink, so it's only pink/red & blues coming out > >
Anyway, it's late now & I has lots of homework due tomorrow, goodnight! The stupid cylinder took me about 2 hours to do, since I had to cut it out twice and do the little triangles too...

--Ah! I just remembered, after lab today I went down to DC & met up with Biri & Bea. I was eating a sandwich and when I looked up, I had eye contact with Luis who greeted me with a what-up nod. I was kinda shocked bc I mean, I looked weird--about to take a bite from my sandwich!--so I had a late reaction; I think I took the bite and waved with my other hand. He was about to look away, but he still saw my wave, and gave me a nod. Aiya!! >///< LOL--

I think I broke my habit of needing to update everyday, but I still write pretty long posts.
Well yesterday I stayed up late watching The Bad Seed for class, so I woke up late for class, but class ended up being cancelled! It was my lucky unlucky day.
This week I've been watching so much Pokémon. D'awww I really miss my game. Gah, I wanna do some fanart but I'm so lazy!
Next week Saturday I'm taking my WST omg I hate when they ask for official IDs bc like, who would want to take my test for me? Gahh -.-''
I also got my schedule fixed so I don't have to worry about the 12 units anymore~

(here's the story about David Steph xD)
So the class I was trying to add was ANI1, which was a Tuesday night class. It was a lecture hall, so I sat in the 3rd to last row, in the seat on the edge. People started coming in. Kendall and David were in the class, along with some other 2nd years I've seen around and a few 1st years. David sat right behind me, and I said "hey" of course, but I was so nervous bc while it was everyone's 2nd day of class, it was my 1st. Kendall and the rest sat in his row, but Jonathan (their friend that always comes into ANI12 last semester) asked him why he sat at the end and for him to sit closer. His reply was bc he wanted to sit at the edge seat. Being the Libra that I am, you can imagine what thoughts ran into my head LOL I mean, I still remember that text from this xD -sigh- I think too much... It was awkward when we were leaving bc I did't say bye to him, but I really just wanted to leaveeee

Oh yeah, I think Wed was the day I went out by myself and almost got lost LOL well, the bus I was going to take back to SJSU was actually going the opposite direction, so I ended up in far south SJ with only 20% battery life. Almost panicked, so it took me another hour to get to SJSU.

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Well since I'm too lazy to summarize the week, here are some copy & pasted messages from Kakao xD

"Dude i was in the common rm nd michael (filipino/jap) was leaving nd i said "sup michael" loud LOL nd he said sup but i was laughing nd he was like wats so funny nd i was like nothing nothing. Bc i was thinking to how he doesnt say hiiii" - 02/09

"so i was the only girl in the elevator. how awk. when i got in the elevator somebody had clicked the 3rd floor > > so the elevator went down & this group of chinese dudes came in all talking. yes I'm listening LOL. but they might think that i clicked it. then another group of dudes came in, including the dude that i was tryna tell u guys about when y'all dropped me off (bea thinks he has a nice jawline). and one of the chinese dudes was saying sup to them and shook the 1st dude's hand, tried to shake the 2nd dude's hand but he turned around. awk for him. jawline saw him in that awk situation & extended his hand to shake his. the 2nd dude saw and shook his hand afterward. jawline so nice! haha when the elevator stopped on the 3rd floor, they were looking around for someone who was going to leave, but nobody moved LOL. leaving the elevator, the guys walked out, and the last chinese dude said to me "you first" & i said thanks. xD but i couldn't go anywhere bc there was trafficccc. so awk LOL. jawline looks like a korean actor….? oh and remember that chinese dude w/ the tat i keep seeing? well i c him again. nd he has a pretty heavy accent speaking in eng. i couldn't understand xD" - 02/11

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So that just reminded me that there was this other dude the day before who was also like "after you" when we were leaving the elevator. How nice~ xD and then there's this asian guy that lives in Joe West, who I saw a few times last semester, who I saw consecutively this week from the elevator, dc, to the gym. Like seriously LOL

Waiting for Jen to pick me up now so I can go to Ouchii at the Great Mall & get my snapback~ and to go home to eat tong yoon~ ^^ Don't wanna do hw bc that means I have to be inside the room w/ the lamp. Naww, don't wanna be in the room.

We are miles apart, but you guys will always be the closest to my heart 사탕해 POL☆RIS~ #110211

That was what I tweeted. Because it's our 5th anniversary! And of course, we're physically miles apart from each other, some of us at least haha. I always find it funny, what are we celebrating? It seems like we're celebrating our friendship, but our friendship was even way before that. We celebrated our "debut" of K-pop covering since CSSS in 8th grade and managed to continue with comebacks in all 4 years of SECA.
Almost... we almost didn't want to do it the last year.
Those years were worth celebrating. We've been on almost a year of hiatus. When are we coming back? It'll be hard to bc it's difficult to get together. Being together almost all the time made it easier to learn the dances together and block it together. But now, we're not together and sometimes, we're too busy to learn dances.
Our challenge now, is to learn the dances ourselves. Block it in a day or 2. And film it. Well, how is that going to go.

Anyways, happy 5th anniversary, celebrating our debut and our friendship. 

Hey y'alls! Happy Chinese New Year! It's the year of the monkey~

I didn't go home this weekend even though that was the plan. So on Friday, I went to SHM's 14F, after me, Bea, & Biri grabbed Thirst Tea. We watched Shaolin Soccer xD I wanna learn martial arts... LOL. I finally bought a beanie; I kinda almost bought every apparel? lol And there was no line; very few people came to 14F. I always go just to support. But yeah, I went to buy a beanie & Shawn/Sean/Shaun (I don't know how you spell his name ahaha) asked me for my name, saying he doesn't think he's seen me around. So I shook hands with him. And I had to also greet Sydney bc she was standing next to him. I almost forgot my change! LOL. At the end of the film was the raffle. I didn't expect to win something, but I won this square-ish Teen Titans Go backpack from San Diego Comic Con. This guy 3D printed Luxo Jr. & his ball. I wanted that! ahaha.

Saturday we went to the Great Mall. I wanted to go bc I knew Ouchii was gonna open their store there. The owner was really nice! I got my picture taken tooo x'D I spent $50+ on 2 t-shirts & a beanie. I didn't realize 'til after that girl t-shirts were more expensive than guy t-shirts; I got guy t-shirts bc I liked them more LOL. They didn't have the snapbacks in stock, but he told me they'll be in stock this week! I want everything Anoki! I'm getting an Anoki snapback, & Anoki backpack, hopefully. I also wanted a decal but naw... and a lanyard and a collector wood keychain. I also wanted a pair of clear glasses, but they're out of stock....(?) Their items are "unique" so once they cut the item, it might not come back again ToT
Jen also bought me a white sheep and white alpaca. I think I'm ending my sheep collection soon. Last one is probably getting one from that cute store in Irvine lol

Today, I did laundry but it took me like almost 2-3 hours to finish? bc I had to wait another hr for the broken dryer to finish. I wasn't sure if I could just open it, but I didn't want to risk it. After an hr, I went back down to switch dryers. After laundry was done, I went to 99c & Dollar Tree by myself to get some floss and envelopes. It was so warm today so I was sweating when I walked back from the bus station. I walked quite a lot.
I also tried Dazzling White's teeth whitening gel I got from Daiso (it turns out 99c & Dollar Tree had it too). I also found this other whitening gel with a plastic teeth mold. I'll see how Dazzling White turns out. If it's good enough, I'll just stick with that one.

Welp, time to do homework and eat.
[I tried to change the color, but the light brown text won't change to dark...]

I wonder if it's a good day today too...
Well, Bea's alarm was ringing for a very long time; why does it ring for 15min? My alarm turns off after a minute > >
Then I went to class. Omgeee so my whiteboard said Rm250, but it was actually 415 -facepalm- So I sat in that class, and no wonder the teacher already started and was already halfway through the syllabus. The syllabus said Chem1. I was like what the heck? So I checked my schedule and it was wrong room. It was so awkward when I walked out after barely sitting down for like 2min. I still made it in time for my actual class! Then I went for lab.
The class seemed fairly fun, though I don't know why I always happen to choose the class with oral presentationsssss. Still, the class seems like my ENVS class, a little like my Geog. class but that's okay. When we did introductions, I thought I was the only 1st year, but there was one other 1st year. Phew.

After eating, I went to check my mail but I couldn't open my mailbox. I texted Bea for help lol but Wing happened to walk by. He saw me & asked if I had stamps, which I did. He said he'll buy them off of me x'D Then he asked if he just give the mail to the mailroom, but they don't send out mail, so I told him to drop it off in the blue mailboxes. He was like okay, and seemed to be edging away, but I said I can't open it or Can you open it, pointing to my mailbox. He said he's never opened his. But he one-try opened mine like magic! Yays for hyung xD
We took the elevator back together. When we got into my room, it was so warm. Too warm.
So he took the "stickers" (he called them sticker-things at first ahaha) and left~ and I got my earphones~ wheeee

I went to the Student Union with Bea and when we were leaving, this dude said nice shirt as we passed by. Since Bea was closer to him, I thought he was saying it to her, but she didn't respond. Then I remembered what shirt I was wearing (Pokémon) & quickly said thanks xD He was wearing a beanie with a Pokéball xD

Well anyway, I haven't figured out my schedule... and I probably messed up big time. So now I have to go talk to John tomorrow... it's gonna be awkward 'cause he failed me in ANI12... ahaha..haha.. ha.

Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there.

I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^

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