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I didn't know what to put for the title.

So today we did somewhat an icebreaker xD shaking hands w/ someone you don't know (I forgot their names when I turned around. oop lol) Coach made us stand with the same grade group, and tested if we knew everyone else's name. The together in groups by birthmonth (me and Jim have the same bday (& year apparently)! :o) Then we had to do by height. Then we did youngest to oldest. I stood behind Jim and in front of Lee (his birthday's in August I think)
After that we sat down (we sat next to each other) and Coach passed out the schedule. Then paper for us to write our name in print caps. Lee told me he only writes in cursive lol so when the paper got passed to me, I wrote my name and he was like write mine too, so I did xD Coach emphasized writing it "neatly" and he was like yup, so neat. (psh he can't take credit for my handwriting lol)
Coach was talking about her expectations for 2nd, 3rd, & 4th year players. She thought only me and Lee were 4th years (bc she keeps thinking Mary is a junior) so she was like mastering skills/consistencies you two (emphasized bc we were hiding/having that uh-oh, nope. look lol). And then we looked at her somewhat surprised, and she said yes you two. xD Everyone else was like Mary too! xD

Yeah I don't know why we talked so much xD we were just whispering to each other lol

After practice he was leaving and I got a very happy, peppy bye xD (compared to Ivy and Sarah's xD Sarah's bye was like a whisper lolol)

Does this entertain you now Jimmmyyyyyy

am I fantasizing again? Somebody stop meeeee.
Went to practice today, and it felt really short. We did some drills. We did bow-tie drill & I was with Mary, Vito, and Lee (hmong group :p) Then Vito left so Axl then Michael took over his spot. Afterward Joyce took their spot. Lee was funny; he kept hitting the ceiling (luckily we didn't need to do push-ups for that xD)
Then we did smash-hairpin-flick drill and rotated left so we hit with different people. I ended up hitting with Lee and I managed to catch almost all his smashes. (Some of my smashes I thought were beautiful LOL) He did a fail smash and hurt himself? I dunno. He was holding his side xD He's fine though lol

Dude I don't know I just had too many laughs today.
Practice ended 30min early. I left with Ivy. We walked out to the parking lot and I saw Lee sitting on the benches next to Taggart.
Dad was driving out the parking lot and I saw him stare at the car so I reached my hand behind dad's seat and waved. He didn't wave back but I knew he saw me. So I waved again and he waved back. Kekekeke----- someone stahp mehhh >x<

So yesterday I only slept for 2 hrs. Around 5:45am Mom came and woke us up (tbh, for some reason I thought she was waking us up to volunteer & I was thinking what volunteer?)
Until I overheard dad speaking about Gramps. I remember my first thought was "Are you kidding me?" I really couldn't believe it.
We got to the care home to see our other relatives waiting there. We went into the building to see him one last time. Mom couldn't stop crying when she got into the room; she couldn't even go all the way into the room to see Gramps. (Man I couldn't even cry bc freakin' Richard was pissing me off. Already in the car he was already saying how he cried hecka for Grandma's passing but that when mom told him about Gramps', he didn't have any feelings omg yes, mad-hate does seem to overrule all other emotions. Anyway we waited there for the funeral home people to take Gramps away. We left around 8 or 8:30. Got home and had to tell Stephen and it was difficult. Dang...
Jo went back to sleep, and I ended up staying awake til 3 doing hw (bc I really didn't want to do hw).
Had to tell Jim and Jen. Jen ended up coming home...just to be home. She went home after that.

R.I.P. Gramps. We're gonna miss you, even though you nag us alot and sometimes you're stubborn about things. <3

Practice today from 4-6pm. It was cool. Near the end of practice Michael came to visit; what a surprise! I was hitting w/ Alaiza. Psh. Mary ditched me for her "friend" LOL who I'm pretty was her prom date hehe.

Okay so today we conditioned a bit. Seriously about to die already :p
There are like about 10 guys on our team, and when we were on the wall, they were pretty much grouped together. Axl was going to make us do exercises that may cause us to crash so he said guy girl guy girl. So I was going to get in line guy girl guy girl but in between 2 guys before Lee. I don't know why >///< Then Axl told me to move up one so I ended up standing next to Lee. 
So the exercises, girls went first then guys. Then some of them we did together. We had to do 30 & 45 seconds high knee. During the 45 I really wanted to stop. Lee next to me high-kneed in a circle encouraging me and Ivy. Then we ran? or was it lunges? Anyway we did full and half-court suicides. Uhm one was before the lunges? dude I don't remember the order of our workout xD

Anywayyyy we ran the full court suicides I think, 2 of them. His pace was the same as mine. Everytime I do a turn at the ends, I also do a small hop. So when I saw him hesitate or slow down for the first full court turn, I was wondering if he was pacing with me. We ran the rest of the suicides together. I'm pretty sure he could've finished earlier.
Man please don't make me go 두근두근.
Just to let you know, I fall really easily.
Don't make me fall if you're not going to catch me (/∇＼*)｡o○♡

This 4-day weekend passed by so fast! I'm sad. Me and Jen just came back from tong's sister's house. Liang was drunk when we got there. He kept asking for Jamie xD & he kept putting his arm on our shoulders. So scary LOL. We played pool for a while and ate. Then we went inside. The guys stayed out talking except for Ricky. He Connie and Nancy were playing Heads Up. Me and the kids were watching HTTYD2.

They've been playing/talking for a long time. I already finished the movie. Lily (Tong's niece) was sitting on my lap and hugging me watching the ending of HTTYD2 (it took me a long time to get her to stop playing & watch the movie.) then I rocked her and she finally fell asleep. whoo-whee. lol. It was getting hot. Then I joined Nancy and them playing Heads Up. It's like 2 something and the guys finally came back in. They played for a while and we were watching John Wick. Finally people were feeling sleepy so we all went home.

So yesterday me and Jo volunteered at Lathrop High School for ACADEC. We woke up earlier to get a ride with the bus around 6:30. We were runners; we had to go to our assigned rooms to pick-up/give tests. I got the room with 3 of our Timberwolves. Anyway it was weird weather: raining then sunny etc. There was this guy from Tracy High who was being so productive in the room, and then there's us being loud xD Every time we left he'd follow. Oohhh I just found that funny lol. Near the end he did talk to us a little though, like to tell us where we could get our lunch. hehe. We were waiting outside the room with him, and rain started POURING. So we filmed it. After I was done & posting, I saw him filming the rain too haha. Then the rain would suddenly let up. It was still slightly raining but the sun was out. And then I saw a super bright rainbow. A double rainbow! but the top rainbow was faint. I went over to take a picture. Well, we all did. xD Nice bonding moment? lol. When we were done, we went to the gym for the super quiz and award ceremony. We left him~ I felt bad. But that's 'cause his testing room is never on time xD

Award ceremony: so proud of our ACADEC students!! ♥︎♥︎♥︎ They make me want to study LOL
Me & Jo worked hard to live tweet the awards. Gahhh made some mistakes though, but people loved my tweets ^^

Came home with a headache & feeling sleepy. So after eating, I went to sleep. I woke up at 10 feeling sick. Took my temperature & I had a slight fever. Ate medicines, showered, and slept again. I woke up this morning at like 9:30. Ugh so much homework to do...

I didn't know what to put for the title.

So today we did somewhat an icebreaker xD shaking hands w/ someone you don't know (I forgot their names when I turned around. oop lol) Coach made us stand with the same grade group, and tested if we knew everyone else's name. The together in groups by birthmonth (me and Jim have the same bday (& year apparently)! :o) Then we had to do by height. Then we did youngest to oldest. I stood behind Jim and in front of Lee (his birthday's in August I think)
After that we sat down (we sat next to each other) and Coach passed out the schedule. Then paper for us to write our name in print caps. Lee told me he only writes in cursive lol so when the paper got passed to me, I wrote my name and he was like write mine too, so I did xD Coach emphasized writing it "neatly" and he was like yup, so neat. (psh he can't take credit for my handwriting lol)
Coach was talking about her expectations for 2nd, 3rd, & 4th year players. She thought only me and Lee were 4th years (bc she keeps thinking Mary is a junior) so she was like mastering skills/consistencies you two (emphasized bc we were hiding/having that uh-oh, nope. look lol). And then we looked at her somewhat surprised, and she said yes you two. xD Everyone else was like Mary too! xD

Yeah I don't know why we talked so much xD we were just whispering to each other lol

After practice he was leaving and I got a very happy, peppy bye xD (compared to Ivy and Sarah's xD Sarah's bye was like a whisper lolol)

Does this entertain you now Jimmmyyyyyy

am I fantasizing again? Somebody stop meeeee.
Went to practice today, and it felt really short. We did some drills. We did bow-tie drill & I was with Mary, Vito, and Lee (hmong group :p) Then Vito left so Axl then Michael took over his spot. Afterward Joyce took their spot. Lee was funny; he kept hitting the ceiling (luckily we didn't need to do push-ups for that xD)
Then we did smash-hairpin-flick drill and rotated left so we hit with different people. I ended up hitting with Lee and I managed to catch almost all his smashes. (Some of my smashes I thought were beautiful LOL) He did a fail smash and hurt himself? I dunno. He was holding his side xD He's fine though lol

Dude I don't know I just had too many laughs today.
Practice ended 30min early. I left with Ivy. We walked out to the parking lot and I saw Lee sitting on the benches next to Taggart.
Dad was driving out the parking lot and I saw him stare at the car so I reached my hand behind dad's seat and waved. He didn't wave back but I knew he saw me. So I waved again and he waved back. Kekekeke----- someone stahp mehhh >x<

So yesterday I only slept for 2 hrs. Around 5:45am Mom came and woke us up (tbh, for some reason I thought she was waking us up to volunteer & I was thinking what volunteer?)
Until I overheard dad speaking about Gramps. I remember my first thought was "Are you kidding me?" I really couldn't believe it.
We got to the care home to see our other relatives waiting there. We went into the building to see him one last time. Mom couldn't stop crying when she got into the room; she couldn't even go all the way into the room to see Gramps. (Man I couldn't even cry bc freakin' Richard was pissing me off. Already in the car he was already saying how he cried hecka for Grandma's passing but that when mom told him about Gramps', he didn't have any feelings omg yes, mad-hate does seem to overrule all other emotions. Anyway we waited there for the funeral home people to take Gramps away. We left around 8 or 8:30. Got home and had to tell Stephen and it was difficult. Dang...
Jo went back to sleep, and I ended up staying awake til 3 doing hw (bc I really didn't want to do hw).
Had to tell Jim and Jen. Jen ended up coming home...just to be home. She went home after that.

R.I.P. Gramps. We're gonna miss you, even though you nag us alot and sometimes you're stubborn about things. <3

Practice today from 4-6pm. It was cool. Near the end of practice Michael came to visit; what a surprise! I was hitting w/ Alaiza. Psh. Mary ditched me for her "friend" LOL who I'm pretty was her prom date hehe.

Okay so today we conditioned a bit. Seriously about to die already :p
There are like about 10 guys on our team, and when we were on the wall, they were pretty much grouped together. Axl was going to make us do exercises that may cause us to crash so he said guy girl guy girl. So I was going to get in line guy girl guy girl but in between 2 guys before Lee. I don't know why >///< Then Axl told me to move up one so I ended up standing next to Lee. 
So the exercises, girls went first then guys. Then some of them we did together. We had to do 30 & 45 seconds high knee. During the 45 I really wanted to stop. Lee next to me high-kneed in a circle encouraging me and Ivy. Then we ran? or was it lunges? Anyway we did full and half-court suicides. Uhm one was before the lunges? dude I don't remember the order of our workout xD

Anywayyyy we ran the full court suicides I think, 2 of them. His pace was the same as mine. Everytime I do a turn at the ends, I also do a small hop. So when I saw him hesitate or slow down for the first full court turn, I was wondering if he was pacing with me. We ran the rest of the suicides together. I'm pretty sure he could've finished earlier.
Man please don't make me go 두근두근.
Just to let you know, I fall really easily.
Don't make me fall if you're not going to catch me (/∇＼*)｡o○♡

This 4-day weekend passed by so fast! I'm sad. Me and Jen just came back from tong's sister's house. Liang was drunk when we got there. He kept asking for Jamie xD & he kept putting his arm on our shoulders. So scary LOL. We played pool for a while and ate. Then we went inside. The guys stayed out talking except for Ricky. He Connie and Nancy were playing Heads Up. Me and the kids were watching HTTYD2.

They've been playing/talking for a long time. I already finished the movie. Lily (Tong's niece) was sitting on my lap and hugging me watching the ending of HTTYD2 (it took me a long time to get her to stop playing & watch the movie.) then I rocked her and she finally fell asleep. whoo-whee. lol. It was getting hot. Then I joined Nancy and them playing Heads Up. It's like 2 something and the guys finally came back in. They played for a while and we were watching John Wick. Finally people were feeling sleepy so we all went home.

So yesterday me and Jo volunteered at Lathrop High School for ACADEC. We woke up earlier to get a ride with the bus around 6:30. We were runners; we had to go to our assigned rooms to pick-up/give tests. I got the room with 3 of our Timberwolves. Anyway it was weird weather: raining then sunny etc. There was this guy from Tracy High who was being so productive in the room, and then there's us being loud xD Every time we left he'd follow. Oohhh I just found that funny lol. Near the end he did talk to us a little though, like to tell us where we could get our lunch. hehe. We were waiting outside the room with him, and rain started POURING. So we filmed it. After I was done & posting, I saw him filming the rain too haha. Then the rain would suddenly let up. It was still slightly raining but the sun was out. And then I saw a super bright rainbow. A double rainbow! but the top rainbow was faint. I went over to take a picture. Well, we all did. xD Nice bonding moment? lol. When we were done, we went to the gym for the super quiz and award ceremony. We left him~ I felt bad. But that's 'cause his testing room is never on time xD

Award ceremony: so proud of our ACADEC students!! ♥︎♥︎♥︎ They make me want to study LOL
Me & Jo worked hard to live tweet the awards. Gahhh made some mistakes though, but people loved my tweets ^^

Came home with a headache & feeling sleepy. So after eating, I went to sleep. I woke up at 10 feeling sick. Took my temperature & I had a slight fever. Ate medicines, showered, and slept again. I woke up this morning at like 9:30. Ugh so much homework to do...

Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there.

I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^

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