 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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The unexpected...
written on Wednesday, November 7, 2012 @ 9:55 PM ✈
What do you do when the unexpected falls upon you?
There is probably nothing you can do...
So the quote is always true: You notice the people you miss and regret not cherishing when they were still here.
That you don't know what you've done wrong until the very end.
Until you never get the chance...
to say sorry... to be with them...
Until they're just memories...
But why can't and won't we learn from this lesson?
It's human nature.
And probably because they never really expected them to truly disappear... forever.
I want to change my ways... but why can't I? Why won't I?
Why...
I know myself to regret many many things I've done and how I've acted.
And of course, history can't be changed.
I always try to do things I won't regret...
But there's always something that I regret... always...
Today the news just hit us.
Grandma has cancer. It was a surprising shock to us.
I just... I just don't know what we should do or can do.
We can't just cry... that won't do any good.
And for the time being, I don't think Grandpa knows.
I'm worried about how he'll take it... It could be the biggest impact on him...
And it might be too much for him...
I hate the way I treated her.
I hate the way I've gotten angry at her for the tiniest things.
I hate how I've never shown affection to her.
I hate all the bad things I've done to her.
I hate how I know almost NOTHING about her.
I hate myself for all that.
And I hate how life is so unfair.
But what can we puny, powerless humans do?
Life is a cycle from birth to death.
Some things will end up being gone forever.
And we all have to accept that...
Grandma... Stay strong for a little while longer...
If it pains you too much... then that is the time we'll say our farewells.
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The unexpected...
written on Wednesday, November 7, 2012 @ 9:55 PM ✈
What do you do when the unexpected falls upon you?
There is probably nothing you can do...
So the quote is always true: You notice the people you miss and regret not cherishing when they were still here.
That you don't know what you've done wrong until the very end.
Until you never get the chance...
to say sorry... to be with them...
Until they're just memories...
But why can't and won't we learn from this lesson?
It's human nature.
And probably because they never really expected them to truly disappear... forever.
I want to change my ways... but why can't I? Why won't I?
Why...
I know myself to regret many many things I've done and how I've acted.
And of course, history can't be changed.
I always try to do things I won't regret...
But there's always something that I regret... always...
Today the news just hit us.
Grandma has cancer. It was a surprising shock to us.
I just... I just don't know what we should do or can do.
We can't just cry... that won't do any good.
And for the time being, I don't think Grandpa knows.
I'm worried about how he'll take it... It could be the biggest impact on him...
And it might be too much for him...
I hate the way I treated her.
I hate the way I've gotten angry at her for the tiniest things.
I hate how I've never shown affection to her.
I hate all the bad things I've done to her.
I hate how I know almost NOTHING about her.
I hate myself for all that.
And I hate how life is so unfair.
But what can we puny, powerless humans do?
Life is a cycle from birth to death.
Some things will end up being gone forever.
And we all have to accept that...
Grandma... Stay strong for a little while longer...
If it pains you too much... then that is the time we'll say our farewells.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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