 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
find me:
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Sleepy
written on Friday, April 24, 2020 @ 9:50 PM ✈
I am so sleepy right now for some reason...
Quarantine got me working non-stop on my laptop so I be staring at these monitors for hours on end. Maybe that's why my eyes are tired...
Today is technically the last day for animating anything for the portfolio half of BFA. Just submitted things for BFA gallery too.
We are finally lighting and rendering for thesis. Hopefully we can be done by May. Oof. We don't really have that much time. I think we actually wanted to finish in April, but of course, animation took longer. And I think we still have 1 or 2 shots that need to be finished animating.
Became a lighter and renderer lolol
Lighting is pretty fun when you get things to work the way you want it too. And if the computer doesn't complain too much about the work LOL
RIP Dr. Lovell
written on Thursday, April 16, 2020 @ 10:57 PM ✈
This week went by fast. And kinda crazy...
We were informed yesterday that Dr. Lovell passed away in his sleep Tuesday night. It's crazy... He even tested negative for COVID-19, but it's possible the test wasn't accurate? Anyway, it was such a shock... I was so lost.. how to feel.. what to feel... It was hard for the team (who worked with him the longest) to process... Arlene was staring into space.. I was trying to find some distraction.. I couldn't help but think about the whole ordeal and ended up crying. He was a jolly guy... as much as he made our job difficult sometimes ^^; he was still a great guy...
It's crazy...
Cooking vlogs
written on Friday, April 10, 2020 @ 2:01 PM ✈
I've been watching a lot of calming vlogs, watching people cook their meals, etc. And I saw this one Youtuber cooking a super simple toast sandwich and another one making a simple fried rice. I've been making sandwiches. They're all right heh.
And today I finally made some fried rice since we had some leftover rice. Made with salad mix, spam, bell pepper, egg, and soy sauce, with oil of course, and some garlic powder (since I don't have garlic LOL). I don't have have any soy sauce or oyster sauce here at Robin's, but we saved the soy sauce packets from Panda Express so I used that. It was surprisingly pretty good!
Took an early shower. My face's been oily... my dandruff's come back. Yikes.
Jen sent care packages with cleaning spray, face masks, and masks xD Gonna reset after this thesis meeting with a face mask~
Also, Pluralsight is offering courses for free this April, so I'll try to cram as many classes as possible LOL
Quarantine week ???
written on Sunday, April 5, 2020 @ 9:35 PM ✈
It rained all day today...
How long as it been? I don't even know but I'm done staying in the room ToT *sigh* when is this over...
But anywho, the past few days, I was able to do some figure drawing practice. Which is good! Because it was never a habit I had. Hopefully, after this quarantine, I'd have better art habits + new skills + improvement!
As I said, it's definitely the time to start new things. I've picked up Blender. I've started to post more on my art Youtube (secret for now, as my content is still bleh) and my art Instagram. Really just trying to break out of my comfort zone and trying to loosen up. I'm always thinking about how "not perfect" something is, but in reality, nothing is perfect. There's no "correct" way of drawing, etc, yet I can't forgive myself for doing it "wrong." But what's right or wrong?
The videos I've posted right now have no audio. I'm not in the best place to be recording audio and stuff. Can't wait to move out~ though I think I'll probably be going back to Stockton for a while... or just move in with Robin. I don't know yet. Am I gonna find a job? I don't know either heh.
Spring break was last week, and it went by so fast. I really did take a break from homework. Probably only did a homework on 2 separate days.
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Sleepy
written on Friday, April 24, 2020 @ 9:50 PM ✈
I am so sleepy right now for some reason...
Quarantine got me working non-stop on my laptop so I be staring at these monitors for hours on end. Maybe that's why my eyes are tired...
Today is technically the last day for animating anything for the portfolio half of BFA. Just submitted things for BFA gallery too.
We are finally lighting and rendering for thesis. Hopefully we can be done by May. Oof. We don't really have that much time. I think we actually wanted to finish in April, but of course, animation took longer. And I think we still have 1 or 2 shots that need to be finished animating.
Became a lighter and renderer lolol
Lighting is pretty fun when you get things to work the way you want it too. And if the computer doesn't complain too much about the work LOL
RIP Dr. Lovell
written on Thursday, April 16, 2020 @ 10:57 PM ✈
This week went by fast. And kinda crazy...
We were informed yesterday that Dr. Lovell passed away in his sleep Tuesday night. It's crazy... He even tested negative for COVID-19, but it's possible the test wasn't accurate? Anyway, it was such a shock... I was so lost.. how to feel.. what to feel... It was hard for the team (who worked with him the longest) to process... Arlene was staring into space.. I was trying to find some distraction.. I couldn't help but think about the whole ordeal and ended up crying. He was a jolly guy... as much as he made our job difficult sometimes ^^; he was still a great guy...
It's crazy...
Cooking vlogs
written on Friday, April 10, 2020 @ 2:01 PM ✈
I've been watching a lot of calming vlogs, watching people cook their meals, etc. And I saw this one Youtuber cooking a super simple toast sandwich and another one making a simple fried rice. I've been making sandwiches. They're all right heh.
And today I finally made some fried rice since we had some leftover rice. Made with salad mix, spam, bell pepper, egg, and soy sauce, with oil of course, and some garlic powder (since I don't have garlic LOL). I don't have have any soy sauce or oyster sauce here at Robin's, but we saved the soy sauce packets from Panda Express so I used that. It was surprisingly pretty good!
Took an early shower. My face's been oily... my dandruff's come back. Yikes.
Jen sent care packages with cleaning spray, face masks, and masks xD Gonna reset after this thesis meeting with a face mask~
Also, Pluralsight is offering courses for free this April, so I'll try to cram as many classes as possible LOL
Quarantine week ???
written on Sunday, April 5, 2020 @ 9:35 PM ✈
It rained all day today...
How long as it been? I don't even know but I'm done staying in the room ToT *sigh* when is this over...
But anywho, the past few days, I was able to do some figure drawing practice. Which is good! Because it was never a habit I had. Hopefully, after this quarantine, I'd have better art habits + new skills + improvement!
As I said, it's definitely the time to start new things. I've picked up Blender. I've started to post more on my art Youtube (secret for now, as my content is still bleh) and my art Instagram. Really just trying to break out of my comfort zone and trying to loosen up. I'm always thinking about how "not perfect" something is, but in reality, nothing is perfect. There's no "correct" way of drawing, etc, yet I can't forgive myself for doing it "wrong." But what's right or wrong?
The videos I've posted right now have no audio. I'm not in the best place to be recording audio and stuff. Can't wait to move out~ though I think I'll probably be going back to Stockton for a while... or just move in with Robin. I don't know yet. Am I gonna find a job? I don't know either heh.
Spring break was last week, and it went by so fast. I really did take a break from homework. Probably only did a homework on 2 separate days.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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