 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Can't Save Myself
written on Wednesday, April 12, 2017 @ 2:25 AM ✈
~I can't help, the way my mind is hard-wired to, hate myself~ -- As It Is, "Can't Save Myself"
Ever since the 2nd Music in the Quad, I've been listening to Silent PILOT, which led me to As It Is on Spotify, so that's what I've been listening to.
It's been a while since I posted from my phone. The last time I was active from there was in January lol
Just another month & a half & I'm free from this torture we call college. I feel like there's so much due.. at the same time, not so much... I don't know. The stress just attacks randomly. And I still get random ups-and-downs of art slumps & surges of motivation. The attitude I have towards the school work always makes me question myself: did I choose the right path? At times like these, I wonder if an academic, book-based path would've been better... but most of the times, I don't regret my choice.
And I guess what Steph said just reaffirmed my choice. She told me to take the 16 personality test online; I'm sure we've taken it before, and I feel like I got something different? But I don't remember. She was talking about how accurate the results reflected in how happy some people were with their career path. I still can't remember what I am, other than a Mediator, but she said that it was on an artistic path or something, which got me thinking, "ah, maybe this will work out."
Time sure flies.
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Can't Save Myself
written on Wednesday, April 12, 2017 @ 2:25 AM ✈
~I can't help, the way my mind is hard-wired to, hate myself~ -- As It Is, "Can't Save Myself"
Ever since the 2nd Music in the Quad, I've been listening to Silent PILOT, which led me to As It Is on Spotify, so that's what I've been listening to.
It's been a while since I posted from my phone. The last time I was active from there was in January lol
Just another month & a half & I'm free from this torture we call college. I feel like there's so much due.. at the same time, not so much... I don't know. The stress just attacks randomly. And I still get random ups-and-downs of art slumps & surges of motivation. The attitude I have towards the school work always makes me question myself: did I choose the right path? At times like these, I wonder if an academic, book-based path would've been better... but most of the times, I don't regret my choice.
And I guess what Steph said just reaffirmed my choice. She told me to take the 16 personality test online; I'm sure we've taken it before, and I feel like I got something different? But I don't remember. She was talking about how accurate the results reflected in how happy some people were with their career path. I still can't remember what I am, other than a Mediator, but she said that it was on an artistic path or something, which got me thinking, "ah, maybe this will work out."
Time sure flies.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
: hidenobu suzuki, + follow