 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Running thoughts
written on Monday, August 15, 2016 @ 1:54 AM ✈
Hm. I just keep putting off the idea of writing here. I'm so lazy. Everything is piling up so that there's gonna be such a loooong post. Well, I finished DRAMAtical Murder. The ending... I can't believe I teared a bit and wanted to cry :'( but it was still really good. So happy for Aoba; for a second I really thought Ren was gone. The ending when Virus & Trip calls him again, I really couldn't figure out why he called "Sei" Ren. But after I looked up the Wiki, it made sense, but it made me wish Sei wasn't dead. I really like the song Clear sings; it's such a lullaby.
***now I'm here again, in the dark room, at 1:36am, searching desperately for the 2nd disc... only to find out his song was the last 3 songs in the drama CD omg I'm so dumb***
Any who. That relaxed me lol & it did lead me to more links~
Jim is in the dark too, applying for jobs? Aiyo, she works too hard. And dad is still so annoying. I hate it when she's already looking for jobs, and he comes over to see what she's doing and asks her is she looking for jobs. Is this the typical Asian (Chinese) pressure that I haven't felt "correctly"?
あーっ もうー. 面倒くさい -.-
Another thing I don't know why I'm doki doki for is Lee & Robin. (Well, I guess I know lols) Well, Robin wanted to hang tomorrow night. Of course I wouldn't mind. As a friend right? Then Lee texts me that he wanted to pick up his keychain tomorrow morning. The funny thing is, I'm messaging these 2 guys at the same; it's like I'm cheating on them (this will make sense when I post about the other day/yesterday) I kept trying to think... who is it I'm more comfortable with? To be honest... neither? lol Lee's always teasing me. Hmph. I don't know how to respondddd (bc I guess, sometimes I take his "jokes" literally? Iunno) Yet, it's not like he's always serious. If it had to come down to anything... L or R? At times like these, I wish I didn't feel like this... overthinking things & whatnot. It stresses me...
Welp. My eyes are starting to water because they're so dry. Time to sleep!
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Running thoughts
written on Monday, August 15, 2016 @ 1:54 AM ✈
Hm. I just keep putting off the idea of writing here. I'm so lazy. Everything is piling up so that there's gonna be such a loooong post. Well, I finished DRAMAtical Murder. The ending... I can't believe I teared a bit and wanted to cry :'( but it was still really good. So happy for Aoba; for a second I really thought Ren was gone. The ending when Virus & Trip calls him again, I really couldn't figure out why he called "Sei" Ren. But after I looked up the Wiki, it made sense, but it made me wish Sei wasn't dead. I really like the song Clear sings; it's such a lullaby.
***now I'm here again, in the dark room, at 1:36am, searching desperately for the 2nd disc... only to find out his song was the last 3 songs in the drama CD omg I'm so dumb***
Any who. That relaxed me lol & it did lead me to more links~
Jim is in the dark too, applying for jobs? Aiyo, she works too hard. And dad is still so annoying. I hate it when she's already looking for jobs, and he comes over to see what she's doing and asks her is she looking for jobs. Is this the typical Asian (Chinese) pressure that I haven't felt "correctly"?
あーっ もうー. 面倒くさい -.-
Another thing I don't know why I'm doki doki for is Lee & Robin. (Well, I guess I know lols) Well, Robin wanted to hang tomorrow night. Of course I wouldn't mind. As a friend right? Then Lee texts me that he wanted to pick up his keychain tomorrow morning. The funny thing is, I'm messaging these 2 guys at the same; it's like I'm cheating on them (this will make sense when I post about the other day/yesterday) I kept trying to think... who is it I'm more comfortable with? To be honest... neither? lol Lee's always teasing me. Hmph. I don't know how to respondddd (bc I guess, sometimes I take his "jokes" literally? Iunno) Yet, it's not like he's always serious. If it had to come down to anything... L or R? At times like these, I wish I didn't feel like this... overthinking things & whatnot. It stresses me...
Welp. My eyes are starting to water because they're so dry. Time to sleep!
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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