 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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I'm pathetic
written on Monday, November 28, 2016 @ 11:27 PM ✈
I'm so pathetic. I feel pathetic.
I swear, all I do is whine. I just couldn't help but complain to Minar. Thanks to her for hearing me out, I feel a lot better. Also, it's because I skipped my classes. 2 out of 3 though, since Lizz cancelled class. I rendered all day. Like, you must be kidding me ToT I finally finished the sphere. I don't think I'ma do the 3-tonal value... maybe over winter break. I'm just going to focus on the cylinder, sphere, and woodpecker. Oh, by the way, there were NO WOODPECKERS. I mean, there was a cute guy working at the Great Valley Museum in Modesto, but there were still no woodpeckers. The museums were cool and all but where da woodpeckers at!? Like, they're native here yet none in the museums? OTL
Also, feeling a lil' good because of all the support I got on the teaser vid. People who don't even usually like my photos/vids, and then there's Caleb with an outburst of "you dance?!" xD Oh man, his was the funniest when I woke up to see he commented lol
Alright, I only had a cup noodle for dinner, apples and soup. Yup, didn't eat much since I woke up. I just found a video talking about depressive disorder aka (chronic) depression. I don't have it, but I sure was depressed here and there this month o_o
Time to sleep...
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I'm pathetic
written on Monday, November 28, 2016 @ 11:27 PM ✈
I'm so pathetic. I feel pathetic.
I swear, all I do is whine. I just couldn't help but complain to Minar. Thanks to her for hearing me out, I feel a lot better. Also, it's because I skipped my classes. 2 out of 3 though, since Lizz cancelled class. I rendered all day. Like, you must be kidding me ToT I finally finished the sphere. I don't think I'ma do the 3-tonal value... maybe over winter break. I'm just going to focus on the cylinder, sphere, and woodpecker. Oh, by the way, there were NO WOODPECKERS. I mean, there was a cute guy working at the Great Valley Museum in Modesto, but there were still no woodpeckers. The museums were cool and all but where da woodpeckers at!? Like, they're native here yet none in the museums? OTL
Also, feeling a lil' good because of all the support I got on the teaser vid. People who don't even usually like my photos/vids, and then there's Caleb with an outburst of "you dance?!" xD Oh man, his was the funniest when I woke up to see he commented lol
Alright, I only had a cup noodle for dinner, apples and soup. Yup, didn't eat much since I woke up. I just found a video talking about depressive disorder aka (chronic) depression. I don't have it, but I sure was depressed here and there this month o_o
Time to sleep...
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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