 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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The mess I call life.
written on Thursday, October 25, 2018 @ 9:29 AM ✈
Welp. This week just wasn't going so well right? Shoulda known from a bad Monday.
I wasn't able to finish & turn in homework on time.
I woke up late so I didn't go to class.
Now I'm just being a downer because I'm so guilty of things & just so stressed.
But at the same time, a part of me is saying, there's no need to be so hard on yourself.
It's just one assignment. It's just some points off. The only thing that matters is the final product.
I had a reset on Tuesday, but that either didn't help and really just wasted my time.
What I learned: resets only work at the end of the week/on weekends (probably).
So yeah... this week I skipped all my classes at least once.
I don't feel like doing anything right now...
at the same time I don't have time to cry.
Actually, I was on the verge of crying since yesterday. I guess I was at my limit this week. On top of all that stress, I can't help missing him either. So me being emotionally weak, can't help but cry right now.
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The mess I call life.
written on Thursday, October 25, 2018 @ 9:29 AM ✈
Welp. This week just wasn't going so well right? Shoulda known from a bad Monday.
I wasn't able to finish & turn in homework on time.
I woke up late so I didn't go to class.
Now I'm just being a downer because I'm so guilty of things & just so stressed.
But at the same time, a part of me is saying, there's no need to be so hard on yourself.
It's just one assignment. It's just some points off. The only thing that matters is the final product.
I had a reset on Tuesday, but that either didn't help and really just wasted my time.
What I learned: resets only work at the end of the week/on weekends (probably).
So yeah... this week I skipped all my classes at least once.
I don't feel like doing anything right now...
at the same time I don't have time to cry.
Actually, I was on the verge of crying since yesterday. I guess I was at my limit this week. On top of all that stress, I can't help missing him either. So me being emotionally weak, can't help but cry right now.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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