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Practice today from 4-6pm. It was cool. Near the end of practice Michael came to visit; what a surprise! I was hitting w/ Alaiza. Psh. Mary ditched me for her "friend" LOL who I'm pretty was her prom date hehe.

Okay so today we conditioned a bit. Seriously about to die already :p
There are like about 10 guys on our team, and when we were on the wall, they were pretty much grouped together. Axl was going to make us do exercises that may cause us to crash so he said guy girl guy girl. So I was going to get in line guy girl guy girl but in between 2 guys before Lee. I don't know why >///< Then Axl told me to move up one so I ended up standing next to Lee. 
So the exercises, girls went first then guys. Then some of them we did together. We had to do 30 & 45 seconds high knee. During the 45 I really wanted to stop. Lee next to me high-kneed in a circle encouraging me and Ivy. Then we ran? or was it lunges? Anyway we did full and half-court suicides. Uhm one was before the lunges? dude I don't remember the order of our workout xD

Anywayyyy we ran the full court suicides I think, 2 of them. His pace was the same as mine. Everytime I do a turn at the ends, I also do a small hop. So when I saw him hesitate or slow down for the first full court turn, I was wondering if he was pacing with me. We ran the rest of the suicides together. I'm pretty sure he could've finished earlier.
Man please don't make me go 두근두근.
Just to let you know, I fall really easily.
Don't make me fall if you're not going to catch me (/∇＼*)｡o○♡

This 4-day weekend passed by so fast! I'm sad. Me and Jen just came back from tong's sister's house. Liang was drunk when we got there. He kept asking for Jamie xD & he kept putting his arm on our shoulders. So scary LOL. We played pool for a while and ate. Then we went inside. The guys stayed out talking except for Ricky. He Connie and Nancy were playing Heads Up. Me and the kids were watching HTTYD2.

They've been playing/talking for a long time. I already finished the movie. Lily (Tong's niece) was sitting on my lap and hugging me watching the ending of HTTYD2 (it took me a long time to get her to stop playing & watch the movie.) then I rocked her and she finally fell asleep. whoo-whee. lol. It was getting hot. Then I joined Nancy and them playing Heads Up. It's like 2 something and the guys finally came back in. They played for a while and we were watching John Wick. Finally people were feeling sleepy so we all went home.

So yesterday me and Jo volunteered at Lathrop High School for ACADEC. We woke up earlier to get a ride with the bus around 6:30. We were runners; we had to go to our assigned rooms to pick-up/give tests. I got the room with 3 of our Timberwolves. Anyway it was weird weather: raining then sunny etc. There was this guy from Tracy High who was being so productive in the room, and then there's us being loud xD Every time we left he'd follow. Oohhh I just found that funny lol. Near the end he did talk to us a little though, like to tell us where we could get our lunch. hehe. We were waiting outside the room with him, and rain started POURING. So we filmed it. After I was done & posting, I saw him filming the rain too haha. Then the rain would suddenly let up. It was still slightly raining but the sun was out. And then I saw a super bright rainbow. A double rainbow! but the top rainbow was faint. I went over to take a picture. Well, we all did. xD Nice bonding moment? lol. When we were done, we went to the gym for the super quiz and award ceremony. We left him~ I felt bad. But that's 'cause his testing room is never on time xD

Award ceremony: so proud of our ACADEC students!! ♥︎♥︎♥︎ They make me want to study LOL
Me & Jo worked hard to live tweet the awards. Gahhh made some mistakes though, but people loved my tweets ^^

Came home with a headache & feeling sleepy. So after eating, I went to sleep. I woke up at 10 feeling sick. Took my temperature & I had a slight fever. Ate medicines, showered, and slept again. I woke up this morning at like 9:30. Ugh so much homework to do...

Sheeshus!
So yesterday my parents got in a freakin' argument over nothing. My aunt happened to be here and you know what happens when a relative is over: bigger fights.
My aunt kept yelling at my dad for "bullying" my mom (okay, this part of the whole argument was stupid from both sides, like ya'lls need to learn your definitions before you guys argue ugh) So my mom kept trying to force my aunt to go home but she wouldn't leave. These freakin' two people would not back down, I swear. So my dad yelled himself hoarse, I seriously do not understand how. [Forreals, he need to figure out why we all nag him so much. He finds no problem with his actions and/or speech.]
So now, my parents are sleeping separate. My dad still as annoying as ever.
Can't wait to leave this house. (I'm bound to come back but right now...)

Things happened... well I guess not really haha just that I feel like I should write this down & get it outta my head.

Tired from conditioning today > < My back hurts from the ab workout. Last Saturday we were at SF Bintang playing badminton. Barely got over my soreness today lol or yesterday. Other hangouts happened. Ricky made a GroupMe. So 'sticky sticky' LOL. I don't know what's up with him...

Anyway I'm so sleepy right now. We moved out of grandpa's place and yesterday we were busy moving things and cleaning up. Still not done. I have so much trashhh and things I want to keep. So didn't start econ. hw til around 10 something at night. Finished around 2? But I was distracted by deviantart and adopting that I slept at 3. I can't find my sharpener TT The one I got from 99c. 

So yesterday we went bowling from 10-12:45PM with Qi, Alin, Tong, Nancy, Connie, & Brandan. Ricky came later, ready for the 2nd round. After bowling, we went to Jack in the Box, grabbed some "breakfast." Jim rode in Ricky's car. The funny thing was Ricky, Brandan, & Tong ran into Alin's car, ordered with them, & ran out LOL. The other funny thing was, when we went to Nancy's, I noticed all the cars were boy+girl except for me & Jen LOL.

At Nancy's we ate and then played Taboo. After Taboo (around 3:15AM) we were messing around & they were betting on squatting while carrying Alin LOL. That was funny. Qi said she'll treat us to breakfast if we stay up past 5/ 5:30AM lol. After that, we sat around telling stories bc it started w Alin saying he saw something in our condo on the first night. *shivers* Then we just kept talking about random topics: ghosts, dogs, rats, superstitious stuff, high school memories, love letters in middle school (Tong's popularity+drama), Ricky showing off his body to a drunk girl so she would leave (LOLOLOLOLOLOL I'm dying), relationships-ish, funny/scary memories....

We were up til 8AM-ish. Everyone was lazy to get up. Liang texted Qi so we were like let's go visit him~ so we went to 8 Mile Road's McD in the Walmart. Liang served us & gave us free drinks~ kekeke. I got a Mocha Frap. so I was up after we got home. Everyone was tired so we all went home after saying bye to Liang. Tong & Brandan had to go cut up some pig or something.

It was crazyyy I was up til 7:45PM, took a 30 min nap, got up. Slept around 11-12 after putting on masks~

You wanna know all about it? Well I wanna remember it. lol

01.07.15
So we got ready in the morning on Wednesday, Jan 7. Liang came to pick me and Jim up to go to Sacramento to meet up with Ricky and Jen. But we had to wait for Brandan and Connie so we went to iHop since they were hungry. We ate at iHop and waited for Brandan & Connie but they were hecka late so we just packed some pancakes for them and were going to meet them at Nancy's house. We still had to wait for them after we got to Nancy's. Jim was getting annoyed waiting for them. When they finally got here, we packed up everything in Brandan's truck and drove to Sac. When we got there we had to wait for Ricky like 5-ish min. for him to get back from checking his car. Finally everyone was at Ricky's and when everything was ready, we headed out to Tahoe. Me, Jen, Jim, and Liang rode in Ricky's car. Alin, Tong, Nancy, and Connie rode in Brandan's truck. The ride was long. Our speed limit was slow bc we had to wait for Brandan's safe-driving; he was following our car & every time we turned around,  we'd lose his car xD We took a pit stop at this gas station. And then back on the road. I think I fell asleep a little on the way but nothing happened.
We finally got to Tahoe. It was around 5PM. Alin and the guys went to check-in for us. Then we moved into our little condo. It was so nice~ Then I think we went down to the lobby to play. We played ping-pong & billiard. They also hopped into the pool. When we played ping-pong, Ricky & Brandan played a game against this father & son who were from Maryland. They looked Chinese but we don't know. We went back to our apt. & prepared to eat dinna. Connie, Jim, Alin, & Nancy baked chicken wings in the oven while others took turn showering. They baked 3 thin crust pizzas but nobody really ate them. Nancy cooked rice that was dry xD
Brandan & someone bought Smirnoff, raspberry taste. It smelled pretty good. He wanted to do a group "gan bei" with shots (red shot cup). (I tried some too but like 2 drops mixed w Sunny D. It wasn't that bad, but probably cause I can hardly taste it. The aftertaste burned my throat for like 20 sec.) We were playing Cards Against Humanities and Ricky was a little high and crazy bc of the shots xD His face was red. Man, I was dying of laughter, & he was loud and everyone kept shushing him LOL. When we finally went to sleep, it was like a little after 2AM I think? and we were vlogging. Ricky was texting Jen/Jim, saying Alin & Liang were snoring so loud, so we invited him to sleep in our room. He came into our room with his bolsters and slept on the floor next to the bed, in front of the nightstand, under the window. 

01.08.15
We woke up the next morning, pretty early. Liang called Jim at 6:50AM, and Ricky popped up hecka fast when she picked up. Jim went over to Alin & Liang's room, across from us, to say good morning & got ready in our master bedroom. I have a slight memory of seeing Jim walk by and waking me but I was too tired so I told her I didn't want to go. Liang, Ricky, & Jim walked over to the lobby to the gym, from 7:15-8AM-ish. They came back and sat in the living room to kill time since no one else was awake. I woke up around 8ish, when they came back, & me and Jen went out to them. They decided to cook breakfast. Brandan & Connie who were sleeping in the living room's murphy bed (in-wall bed) got up. Ricky cooked rice & said "who cooked rice yesterdy? It was dry." It was the same thing Jim said LOL. They cooked a lot of bacon. Ricky cooked 2 eggs for Liang. Jim did the dishes. I came out of the room with the camera & ate some bacon. Alin woke up, a lil sick, & asked Jim if he should go wake up Nancy & Tong. She said yah, then she started cooking hash browns. I think Connie made pancakes afterward & made me a chocolate chip pancake; her pancakes were so floofy~ Then I think I went to play the Monopoly deal card game with Tong, Ricky, and Liang. Afterward we went to the lake, playing snowball fights along the way. It was a long walk. We had to go down the icy trail, & we took a pic there. We had to walk through this soft sand to reach the lakeside. We took lots of pictures and took a group one, which was difficult to take LOL Nancy & Jen left the camera on a stump up a slight rise, facing the lake. Then Ricky had to run down from there, after clicking the timer so we could take a pic of us looking out into the lake. We also met a fluffy dog named Ruby. So soft~ We trekked back around 1 or 2? I don't remember. On the way back we met a 12 week old puppy. It was so happy & loveddd attention. The owner was nice too. Me, Jen, & Jim stopped on the way to build a small snowman while the others went back first. We got back & I ate a pancake. They were watching Walking Dead & Jen and Jim were inside the room. Soon after went out to the city. The group that rode in Ricky's car hopped onto the back of Brandan's truck to get dropped off at Ricky's car, parked in the parking lot across the lodge. We drove to the city & parked in the casino's parking lot. We walked through the casino & arcade & when we got outside, we came out right next to the horse carriages/city tour. We went to meet the biggo horsie, named Duke! lol. I got to pet it. It was tooooo cute~ Then we just walked through shops. We were pretty bored though. We went to Starbucks after they bought candy at a store. I guess Ricky saw us look tired so he offered to drive us back. We walked back to the casino, but then they wanted to gamble for a while I guess so me, Jen, & Jim went down to the casino. We went a little crazy playing games. xD The rest came to see us when we barely just started to play. Ricky left us his keys and they went back up to the casino. After an hour or two, Alin, Liang, & Nancy joined us. We got around 700 points to redeem when the rest were done gambling so we redeemed a raccoon plush + 3 airplane kits. We drove back but they went back out to gamble, only me, Jen, Jim, Alin, & Nancy stayed. We were watching 2 Broke Girls; Jim fell asleep. Alin, Nancy, & Jen went out to buy stuff. The others came back before Jen did, so we waited. When everyone came back, some showered earlier while others prepared KBBQ stuff. We ate and watched The Giver. Afterward everyone went to sleep. Ricky slept in our room again. Ricky was talking a lot so when it was quiet, I thought they were done, so I fell asleep. I guess I fell asleep pretty fast bc apparently, Ricky and Jim talked til like 5:30AM before falling asleep.

01.09.15
Last day of the trip! The crew woke up around 9-10ish. We cleaned up and packed everything, moved everything to the cars. Alin checked us out around noon. I think we went to eat Thai food at MyThai after that. After eating we drove back to go to the icy lake (was it lake tahoe? 'cause maybe the 1st lake on day 2 was nevada beach ahaha) Anyway we played on ice and Ricky and them so "bak yeem", jumping on floating ice. They would step & jump on them and the water would come up onto the ice. We took lots of pics, selfies, & vids. Afterwards we were done, we went back to find some snow. We found a snowy slope & played for about 2 hours or so. We finally built an actual snowman. When I was at the bottom of the slope, Ricky threw a snowball at me unawares. It hit my ear & it hurt, real bad. We also built our own snowy slide. All that's on video! :D Our shoes & butt got wet so we towelled the car seats, changed our shoes, & went to McD to eat & change our clothes.

Whew. That's a lot of writing! But it's 3 days. I don't know if I missed anything but it was fun! Everyone got back to Ricky's in Sacramento. Then everyone's tired so we all went home.

Labels: lake tahoe

So earlier Friday (1/2) I went to hang w Meimei & Jessica. Mina couldn't make it. We went to Hobby Lobby and got stuff. I got my Sakura gelly roll and Shrinky Dinks! *swoon* But it took us forever to find the Shrinky Dinks, & when we did, there was only one left bc somebody decided to steal all the plastics from the other packet.

So at night, I called mom to come pick me up. She didn't bring her phone so she couldn't call me to tell me she was out there. So she waited about an hr. And I was talking with Jessica about Junior bc she doesn't know LOL. Anyway, got out there & mom was pissed. The next day was fine. The End :p

Today went on a movie date with Jessica~ we were both late xD
I had a tight schedule~ in the morning me & Jo went back to school for yearbook stuff & I had a headache. Then at 2:15 I went to badminton preconditiong (but got there early).
Conditioned but felt sick afterward. Then I rushed home to shower & meet up with Jessica. We were 20 min. late. The West Ln. theater was comfy & warm. We watched Penguins of Madagacar.
Junior & Deilys were supposed to come but they flaked lol jkay one is sick & the other couldn't come.
After the movies, me and Jessica played the gatchas. We went for the Birthstone Bears. Luckily I got mine! Keke & it's pink~ Jessica got a purple one (June)

Yesterday I asked Deilys for what time & he told me he couldn't go. So then I go ask Junior if he's still going & he said he's too sick to go, but maybe. Today he said he couldn't make it. To be honest, I didn't have much hope for him to say yes. Even though I felt like he didn't want to go any more after I said Deilys wasn't going? But, I don't wanna overthink things. 

Whee! Today we went rollerblading with Ricky, Liang, Alin, Connie, Linda, & Weicheng. It's too much to say but in summary, we went rollerblading at the rink. Tong was there too but he didn't skate. Leo and Mai came too. They were playing. And they did the 'Red Light Green Light' game lol
Weicheng played in-line skating before but he went too fast I guess and slipped. Owie. He was like 2ft in the air. We also did choo-choo train. xD He had to pull me, jim, nd jen. The 1st time, I was at the end and every time we turned, I'd swerve out of line. lol. The 2nd time I was holding onto him but I didn't know how to hold on to him. xD (I held on to Jen by her pants xD) so I was pulling so hard on his sweater that it was going to rip (not really) haha At the end when we were stopping we ended up crashing & I almost fell but Weicheng was holding me up LOL
Ricky was choo-choo train-ing w/ Liang and I was gonna grab onto Ricky, but Ricky let go-ed. The next second Liang slipped and fell back. Oh goodness xD

Afterward we went to In 'n Out ('cause I wanted In 'n Out) & we ate~ yumyumyum~ We ate outside bc there was no more room inside. It was so coldddd. After we were done eating we had to wait for Nancy, but it took them so long to get to us. Then we had to wait for their order of food (we were all done eating, just sitting/standing outside) but their food took too long & we had to leave to see grandpa (me & Jo went to hotpot at Auntie's w/ Gonggong & PoPo).

Now me is going to finish Free! :D Man.. this winter break is not long enough... I have to do stuff for colleges/scholarships but I don't know what. Ughhh

It's been another year! 2014 went by very fast, especially first semester.

Things happened since Winter Break started. Uhm, YeYe had to go to the hospital. He was at St. Joseph's ICU for a day or 2? Then he moved to the regular patient room. This week's gone by so fast and all we've done is doing our errands and visiting him. We stay at the hospital for quite a while.
Today we had a Christmas hotpot, drop off gifts, and stayed at YeYe's again. Hm. I don't know why it has to be during Christmas.

Not to mention I got a slight fever on Christmas Eve lol. But only for a day. It'd suck to be sick on Christmas. I've been lazy on my art too. Sigh I dunnooo~
I'm getting fat too TT and a sore throat; too much chocolate, candy, and I just ate chips. ugh. Gotta start winter workout for Coach. /dies
Nothing else worth mentioning sooo I guess I'll sleep :)

So Junior messaged me, and we were just chatting. Apparently something's bothering him, and I can't help him with that...
Even though it hasn't been "solved" yet, he sounded cheerful when he was talking to me. I hope whatever it is works itself out... Sounds serious though.

We were too "hak hei" to each other lol. Like he said, "We so polite and nice ~" LOL

So after school we went to B&N Starbucks to work on our moot court. Then we just started talking about guys and gossiping about couples at school. Then we got to who I like, I don't even know how LOL
Afterward we went to Stephanie's house. The whole time they were just teasing me about him. xD And Steph wouldn't tell us who she likes.

*a lot of stuff happened but that'll take too long to say. and it's too cold to type. and I have to go finish up hw*

Another burden lifted. I feel better. Then I came home and skyped Jen & Jim. And then they got me thinking about stuff again.
Like I daydream about stuff happening; in reality I know it won't; I'm 50/50 on wanting something to happen; and I wouldn't know what to say if something did happen-do I want to say yes or no?
Either way, it's senior year and I don't think anything's gonna happen :p

Today spent almost the whole day at Jessie's working on the moot court but we were distracted by Criminal Minds: Suspect Behavior lol.
They were looking through winter formal pics. Junior & Roberto took a pic and d'awww they so cute~ hehe. 
Man, he's still on FB. I wanted to chat w/ him, but naw.

Doing EOP but kind of gave up :p
Proud of doing Christmas cards~ ^^ Finishing them up and having mom send them tomorrow~ Then I gotta do the ones for my friends before Friday... 

Actually have to sleep since I gotta get up early to buy a blue book tomorrow... ugh. One final tomorrow. I actually don't even know what to dooo~
Anyway, nights! Can't wait til this week is ovah~

Tomorrow (today) is going to be my first college final of this year. Bleh. Com St 7. But woot! Then I don't have to worry about that class anymore~ Studying for it now.

Was working on the Anthro paper today. 3-ish hours and only got 2 paragraphs done -.-
Weellll I mean I guess.

Was talking to Min-E & she suddenly brought up how everytime she sees him, it reminds her of me. LOL. O gosh. xD (Huh. I seem to avoid using his name now lol I don't even know why >3>)

Badminton pre-conditioning on Mon, Wed, & Fri.
Why. On. Every. Day. I. Have. P.E. -__-
I mean, extra exercise. Yay (sarcasm) I'm just really lazy to go lol.

I think that's the day... and Yay! Lake Tahoe at the end of winter break! Let's bring Olaf to lifeeee! ^^

What have you done to meeee? lol
I don't regret meeting you, though :)
However, you're killing me right now (not to be dramatic/extreme), but I need to stop daydreaming... I need to stop thinking about you because you're distracting~ ♥
You make my heart skip a beat when I see you online...

Is it weird that sometimes I feel left out?

Came home after FNL to find my Mac accessories awaiting me~!
So I quickly put them on. The bottom case didn't snap on all the way tho -3- close enough I guess.
Now I can safely put them away~ <3

*now that I look at it, it looks more like turquoise. Oh wells. it looked more mint the first time I saw it! lol

Gotta make the decals now. Tomorrow maybe? Whee~

Huh. I wonder why this week is going so well~
Good days~ and on such happy days, I treat myself (Quickly, as of now haha)

When I'm stress-free, I guess I get really happy. ^^

So I finally told Min-E about my "crush" (I guess) lol
And I also told Samantha over FB. It was fun talking to her ahaha.
I told her most of the details. I don't know why but I felt like I had to tell someone about it.
Now I can stop thinking about it. Maybe. *sigh*

Anyway, I was also trying to deal with Mac stuff. It wasn't working -_-
I'm so done with Mac. :p

Omy freakin' GOD.
How can Richard be so god damn stupid. Like SHUT UP.
GOD. Why does he gotta be a freakin' damn kid.

NOBODY wants to tell you anything because you always forget. Both just to tell you and to tell you to do something. You freakin' forget EVERYTHING we tell you.
NOBODY wants to tell you anything because you always want it your goddamn way. NOBODY freakin' cares about what/how you want something. Like the freakin damn thing is for auntie or whoever, not for you.

This is why I'm starting to not bother with your permission for anything.
I am switching my major away from pre-pharm whether you freakin' like it or not.
I'm gonna go get a boyfriend, whether he's Chinese or freakin' not. 
I DON'T EVEN CARE WHAT YOU THINK ANYMORE.

I wonder why I even agree to those phone calls xD Like, I seriously hesitate to talk to people on the phone, only a few people talk to me on the phone. lol.

So he wanted one last call xD
Apparently, he didn't wake up at all last night, so when I said he answered me, he was really sleep talking to me! LOL

He sounded better at least~ He fell asleep on me again xD oh wells~ 

Omgeee parents just had a freakin dumb argument. Like seriously, how do things escalate so fast -_-

Dad (ew) picked up Grandpa from mahjong & like before he came back over here, Gramp's called and directly asked for Mom. At that point, I already knew something happened.
Just cried for awhile... Talking to Jen too. To get my mind off things, I told her about yesterday ^^,

He's sick so he wanted someone to talk to. Don't know if I would be the right person haha can't talk xD

I think he fell asleep on me now xD
At one point he woke up? But asleep again I guess.
I think he's hitting the phone... lols

I need to make sure I don't overthink things. Always cautious.

*Omgeee this presentation TT

So I had this weird dream about Junior.
LOL must be because I was anticipating today's hangout. xD

He was in our room. The room was different, with the bed b/t the restroom door and the heater.
He and Jo were sleeping. He was sleeping on the short side of the bed, like he was sitting there and just fell asleep. Blah blah I forgot what happened. I went to sleep too. Then we "woke" up. And I was asking him what he was doing at our house & he was like why can't I & blah blah xD

So today met up with Junior at the mall. Omgee it was supposed to be at 3 but we ended up walking around at 3:40 because he thought the mall would be closed because of Magical Night of Giving (but it was at 6:30 xD)
So I sat in the food court; so lonely & awkward LOLOL

I kept thinking it was gonna be awkward but it went waaay better than I thought~
So he bought some Chinese food but I wanted ice cream (but McD ran out -_-) so instead we walked to the other mall & he got me Peppermint Mocha (Starbucks people put Justine -3-)
After we sat down so he could finish his food & he just asked me a whole bunch of questions. lol

Then we went to H&M. He loves clothes ahaha
We tried the minion crane game. He was so close! haha
Then we went to Tilt and raced (driving) and he played basketball. He was so proud of himself beating the guy next to him haha. We tried to DDR but uh, it didnt take his first 3 coins, so like it didn't work & then yeah.. it was a mess. we couldn't get the 2nd player to join so we were stuck with 1st player only xD we ended doing the tutorial only ahaha but we didn't finish. and so he got me green sour punch with his 12 tickets lol
Afterwards uh I think Forever21. And he was looking for a messenger bag & stuff. He was talking about how the boyfriends are stuck with their girlfriends shopping xD (but it's the other way around + we aren't a couple; also really awkward when we saw Jose & his friends at the mall xDD) Then he wanted to go look at jewelry, but wouldn't usually go by himself because people would see him as a girl, but that it was okay this time because it looks like I was shopping haha.

Then we walked through JCPenney. Left afterward. He didn't want to meet mommy & daddy haha he still did though xD
Anyway it was a fun day and enough for me to de-stress before ComSt. > <

Yesterday we watched Big Hero 6 and omgee~ ♥♥♥
I want to make a Baymax keychain now :3

Anyhow, today is Veteran's Day so no school. I was planning on doing HW but got distracted & lacked motivation. Just texting Deilys & Victor. And stressing about everything...
And I don't know. It's probably me, but texting Victor felt different today? After I had asked him about "adopting" me for my project and asking him about his culture...
I'm probably just worrying too much, like my usual self, right? I guess I get worried when I get really close with some people and suddenly it feels like he/she is distancing from me... Hm...

I just can't wait to get this semester over with...
Need to read some mangas/watch some animes. I'm in a mood to cry my heart out... I dunno. lol
And I want to do some covers~ both dance and vocal ^w^

Yesterday & today I was GOTV for Dyane. Phone banking today and it was pretty fun ^^
Today I went to the office at 9AM and no one was there. I called Steph and she told me it was at 11. I was like omgee why'd I wake up so early then. xD So I arrived like 2 hrs early. (I was texting Victor & he told me he went to work 3 hrs early LOL)
Yesterday we were out walking; Carrie drove us. Weird day though because it rained on our precincts. xD And we couldn't get them done. Then when we were going back, the train just stopped so we went to the street parallel to it. There was no train so we went. As soon as we neared it, the bars dropped down. Just our luck. So Carrie U-turned. I turn around and the bars were going back up. A buggy drove over the tracks. Then Carrie U-turned again and we made it through. We U-turned a lot LOL.

I came home & showered. Instead of doing my hw, I don't even know what I was doing. I was helping Junior's mom's costume get likes lol. That took about an hour or 2 maybe? But now I don't want to do hw (& I don't have that much either...)

We changed the time back an hr at 2AM. It feels like a long day. I mean, it's only 9 right now. And I thought I wasted so much time lol It's really cold now. My hands & feet are freezing. Jo just made me hot chocolate. I should start some kind of hw now TT

*Baymax! Big Hero 6 is coming out this Friday! ♥ Can I go~
Am I crushing again? I don't even know anymore, but I'm sure I don't like Raccoon anymore... :/

Oh yeah, & I've been talking to Victor & playing LoL with him. I can't stop thinking about how much he makes my day ^^ I mean, don't get me wrong: he's the loving big brother I never had ♥ You don't know how much I owe him~

Today was quite productive~
Woke up at 8AM (couldn't wake up at 7:30 xD)
Cleaned the house for like 2 hours. Then started on my college apps. I'm gonna dieeee TT
Spent abot 3 hours finishing up my Leafypea drawing for dA.

Tomorrow I think I have campaign. I don't even know where.
But anyway, today was really productive, despite it being Friday and our day off xD
It feels like Saturday lolol

Ogawsh. So busy this weekend.

Anyway, on Saturday we all went out to Modesto so I could take my SAT (I probably did worse -.-), and we took Jessica too. Then we went to Kobe's to eat sushi again. Came home around 3 something and was really sleepy. We all slept. Woke up around 6 because Nancy & Tong came to give us our presents. Prismacolor sketching set for me~ ♥. I would've taken a coloring one tooo~ lol
Played with hair chalk :p

Today I forgot I had to make-up campaign. Luckily I got up in time & Steph messaged me. Got to Dyane's house on time. Went canvassing. We couldn't do much the first time because all the houses were gated at Brookside. So we did a different precinct. Dyane wanted to finish up so we divided up by streets. I had the most -- 22 houses. Scared of some Republicans, but it went okay. Most of them were nice, both Dems & Reps. Got pretty good results for my first time walking by myself ;) I struggled w/ the script the first time, but as I got most of the houses, I felt more comfortable. Technically not, but I got used to the script. Still tripping over my words though. So we finished, then Dyane took us to Round Table for pizza ^^ I was the only one not an intern :p but oh wells. It was fun today~

Then Jen and them came to pick me up. We went shopping. I was so sleepy though. Slept til 6:30; had to get up for dinner at China Palace. Whooo! E & him zai~ kekeke E sang for our bday~ yays~ <3 LOL omg the convos they had with dad omg. him zai so smiley but still talks so quiet. That made me all smiley afterward too xD But auntie brought her "friend/client" -- a teacher from Morada. She's... weird o.o & sounds like Marge Simpson LOLOL so straightforward > > sheesh. Thanks for telling me I look old -.-

Well around 8 this lady from Dyane Burgos Medina (Stockton councilwoman) called for the volunteer/intern thingy. Surprised me, and I was speechless when she asked 'volunteer or intern?' lols.
I opted for volunteer, but she told me it was this Saturday (9/27). I couldn't go because of STEM, so she just said call her back.

I guess it's like when I'm looking for a job, and they call for interview or something? LOL preppin' man~
I don't know if I could do it TT

I just finished watching Secret of the Wings, and it was so touching. Especially Queen Clarion's & Lord Milori's love story (that's what made me more emotional than the sisters' story) xD
Then we watched When Girl Meets World about Maya's father and that was sad too.

And then I guess, you know, I was already tearin' up, and I was also looking at stuff through Facebook. And then I started thinking about the end of senior year and going to college. TT
There was also that message from Meimei in that TROY post, and it was really touching.
I love my friends. <3

--Oh was just talking to Jim, and a train horn rang I guess, and suddenly anime with trains passing by made me nostalgic. IDKY lols--

So I was rereading some old FB messages & I found one talking bout music class with Mrs. Balser and omgeee memories~~ <3
Mrs. Balser said that our year was the best (even though 2012-13 year beat our record of going onto the 2nd book lol) and that our year was the "golden year for strings" <-- apparently direct quote lol
That phrase just reminded me La Corda d'Oro -- meaning Golden String in Italy? I think.
It was destiny~

We went to sleep around 4am last night since we were watching drama til 1. Dance til 2 while we all took turns to shower lol

Didn't want to wake up this morning >o>
So Jen & Jim took gramp to eat. I got up around 11 something and played L.o.L til about 3, maybe.
Now I gots to finish hw TT

It's Labor Day and no school. Right now we're eating at GongGong PawPaw's place. I just woke up from a 2-hr nap. It was so cold.
I was writing in my journal for Eng1A. I'm pretty much caught up. I was going to do more HW, but I'ma go out and eat bwahahaha.

So today we went rollerskating. Who knew there was a rollerskating rink in Stockton!

So today we went to SF to have dinner w/ dad's friend. Saw Steph's sister on the road LOL small world xD
Before that, we went to Chinatown to do some errands. Our parking ticket went over like 9 min so we had to pay $6 instead $3.

Then we went to Japantown. We kept circling for a parking spot and finally gave up and went to the parking garage. We went to Daiso 1st, and went on a shopping spree LOL so much cute stationary. I bought letter sets, sticky memos, and message cards. xD (I was on my IG and someone I don't know who I was following for her art was also in Japantown at the time lol she took a pic of her and her friends at PikaPika *photobooth* and we saw that same store LOL) Afterward we got a lil lost going to Sophia's Crepes lol. So we took a while getting there. Then we ordered crepes. Me and Jen went to Maido next door. So cute! I would totally like buy everything in there lol. I ended up getting 2 sheep sticker sheets (when I was looking through the stickers, I was hoping they had just a sheep one and yesh! there were 2 different designs lol), ea for 2.50? I think.

Our garage ticket went over like 5 min and we had to pay $4 instead of $2 LOL
Then we hurried over to his friend's place. From their home we went to eat. No details. Then their son, my age, navigated us to Super Cue for boba drink; tried Peach Oolong Milk Tea. Pretty good I guess, not very peachy. Then we went back to their house and they chatted.

Afterward we met Chris and Miranda at Snowflake in Dublin. We met their friend Eddie; he's so funny lol. So childish ahahaha like our cousin xD We ordered 3 different snow desserts. Lots of laugh hehe.

I think that was all... long day today ^^
Tomorrow's gonna be another long day~

So we got this call that said my dad owed tax or whatever from IRS.
*Note: his accent sounded like those Microsoft virused cpu scams, not trying to be racist or anything
I took up the call 2nd because the 1st time Jo and dad picked up. The talk vol was hella low, no wonder they heard nothing. So Jo hung up. Then he called again like RIGHT after, and was like "what happened ma'am" like angry or something. I could feel the hatred through the phone.
I didn't know whether to trust it or not, since we didn't get a mail or anything. He didn't introduce himself when I first said hello (since he started w/ that rude question -_-), and not until he asked for my name; apparently he heard me wrong. So he explained "stuff" to me and said he'll transfer me, so I held okay. Then he came back and asked me for my name. I swear--I thought it was the same person at first. I was like what the heck. you already know my name. (Seriously, if you plan to play different roles, lose the accent *rolls eyes*)

Okay yadda yadda. I didn't trust him so I was like can you call back later when my sister comes home and I was trying to get off the dang phone. He wouldn't let me. He was like this is urgent and stuff. He kept pestering me about a criminal lawyer and about dad going to jail for 5 years if he fails to comply etc. I had him hold as I "translated back to dad" (obviously I didn't). What I really was doing was researching about this scam. I was also to Jen. Everytime he speaks I hear background noise, when he stops--nothing. I told this to Jen but she said when she worked as translator she did that too, muting herself. So I ended up having to hang up on him 'til Jen deals with the IRS/po-po.

I had to look up some stuff for IRS scams:
1. There would be no unexpected phone calls; they would mail an official letter beforehand.
2. If they state that they are from the IRS, and it is urgent, it is almost certainly a scam.
3. They could most likely recite your last 4-digit SS#.
4. You will hear background noise of calls to mimic a call site.
5. REAL IRS will not send out electronic notifications such as e-mail or texting etc.
That's basically it summarized. 
A tip from irs.gov: "Potential phone scam victims may be told that they owe money that must be paid immediately to the IRS or they are entitled to big refunds. When unsuccessful the first time, sometimes phone scammers call back trying a new strategy."
Be careful of scams everyone!

So we went out to eat at China Palace for Jim's early b-day. E didn't serve us again >3>
I was cute okay LOL *w/ chubbiness*

I came through the door and E was serving the people outside. He looked up and we had eye contact. He scared/surprised me that I kind of jerked back but I tried to keep my cool. I turned away, and DARN there was the mirror I forgot about so I kept turning til I gave Jim a glance behind me. Then I looked forward and kept walking omg xD
We just ate; I ate a lot. At the end, he took away my plate lol. Uh, Jen was hiding away from him so she wouldn't have to look at him while they were at the cash register thingy. Like, darn I would've taken the chance to look at him ahahaha jkayyy
At the end we were leaving. He was waving bye and I guess nobody bye-ed him. He stopped waving and I waved. Did I wave too late? He looked at me for like 3 sec, and turned around to see if someone was behind him (like when you called on in class, you turn around as if looking for someone else and hopefully it wasn't you). I was like hmph and walked out the door through the lobby door LOL
Darn you E why you no wave back~? LOL

Okay. So I have to finish Jessie's poster for FNL and do some reading bleh
*Also I posted a pic of the necklace Jim gave me & the caption was that it's from my boyfriend LOL wonder how many people actually fall for it keke

Lol so today I dressed up, kind of. I wore a pink bow headband w/ a bow shirt in shorts.
Anyway we went to eat and shop at Costco. Oh yeah! Almost forgot lol but Costco's 53" teddy bears were there, and I went to hug one. So I was carrying around that thing while Grandpa was in line. This young guy in his 20s, possible late 20s, was standing behind gramps in line and laughed at me. Not like "hahaha" more like a smile. I know it was toward me lol He was still laughing after I put the bear away. Okay seriously that bear was big. He wasn't that bad looking either LOLOL but he was buying flowers, most likely for his girlfriend. I made eye contact w him once. Funny funny.

We got home and tried to help Jo on her Alg 3-4, and it took us a while. (we had to look up the solution LOL)
Then we dropped off the souvenirs at Leo's place. Nothing much.... then we went shopping at Winco's. Self-checkout was a mess again :P

Got home and I think me and Jo started to do homework. I took like hours because I was so writing blocked TT Anyway I just finished my homework and waiting for Jen to finish showering. It's 1:34 AM right now. I still have to do journal entries for 3 days. Yikes!

I came home after tea and played LoL w/ Alena. Omgee I feel so bad that I made the team lose in normal TT I got yelled at too kinda...

Deilys invited me to watch "The Giver" and we went yesterday, with Nancy & her friend Mia, Roberto, & Junior. The movie was pretty good, the guy was cute ahaha
In the beginning it was black and white and I thought we were going to watch a black and white movie lolol
Roberto and Junior didn't like it and said it was the stupidest movie they watched xD They evaluated like this: 1 kiss, 1 punch, 1 joke. LOL
Mia was really nice, she kept offering me popcorn. I sat next to her. Deilys sat next to me and he asked me if I wanted popcorn too. xD I said no twice and then he was like you don't like popcorn? lol
After the movie we went into the arcade 'cause they wanted to race, but Roberto and Junior didn't bring money or something like that LOL so we went to Cold Stone. Deilys got us ice cream cupcake. My first time and yummy! Dang I owe him ahaha
Oh yeah. And Roberto and Junior didn't know I was 16. We had a little debate-ish about whether I'm a junior or a senior. xD No, I am legit-ly a seniorrr. They didn't know Steph was only 16 too, oh gosh. Junior's oldddd lol he's 18 while Roberto's 17. Roberto thought he was the youngest ahaha

Afterward I had to go to Mikasa in Lathrop so I had to go.
Mikasa was chicken udon, philly roll, and SF roll. We went home late after Baskin Robbins.
I think I came home and played LoL w/ Victor later at night. I don't really remember what we did last night ahaha

Hey who are you reader? Lols There's like posts views in my stats. xD
I wonder who even wants to read about my life lols

If I don't know you personally, Hi! ^^ I don't bite... I don't think xD
Feel free to comment? I'd love to be friends~ Just don't be mean to me? lol
Otherwise, I don't know how the stats stuff work.

Yesterday was Liang's birthday, and we went to Dixon/Davis to eat.
We ate dessert crepes at Crepeville in Davis then went to the MU to bowl. It was fun kinda.
Then we went to Wingstop and bought some chicken and fries. It was my first time at Wingstop.
Ricky drove us back to Jen's and we ate there. Yummy chicken! lol the fries were really good.
We talked a lot about random things and down memory lane ahaha.
We left Jen's around 12AM and Liang got us home at 1:30 O_O
So sleepy. Jim took a quick shower and then we went over to gramp's to sleep. (You see, I already showered when I got home, so I just went to sleep lol)
I didn't even do my journal for Eng1A xD

I just showed Mom my senior portrait pictures and she said they didn't look like me ∑(;°Д°)
Lol. I don't know if that's a good thing.. or a bad thing. LOLOL I don't even know if I'm gonna buy pics...

So I went home early. Afterward, me and Jim went to pick Jo up.
Then we went to Barnes & Nobles. We were getting a gift for Liang. I wanted to get the Eng handbook that we needed for Eng1A just because I want to. ahaha
I also wanted to look at some of the art books TT

Then we went to Quicklys. Tried Oreo Snow. It was pretty good. We ate popcorn chicken too.

I'm sleepy... zzzZ

*Late night addition:
I was going to do ComSt7 hw 'cause I wasn't sure if it's due tomorrow or not. And this APA style is killing me > > So I had to ask a few people for help. I haven't talked to Raffy online for a long time ahaha.
I was talking to Deilys. Movies Friday? =D Too soon for another movie? Lols.

Blurp. So today we went out to eat dimsum at China Palace. Funny thing was E wasn't there and Jim was "so sad" lol but he came in later & Jim was like "He's hereee~" xDD Too bad he didn't serve us lol
Aaaand awkward thing was Raccoon was there w his family. Jim was "evaluating" him lol and yeah. She kind of "pitied" him, not really, but said he was a good boy because he walked his grandma(?) out.

Afterward we went to super lion market or whatnot and shopped. Uhh... then we went to Costco afterward and saw uncle Alan. Then Winco and saw Tokay coach? maybe. Still not sure lols.
It's around 4 I guess. Then we went to Grandma's to eat tong yeun. Auntie and them came late and I've already (trying to) fallen asleep on the love seat. Jim went to sleep in Grandma's room. So they came later and I eventually woke up.

Man. Today dad was so annoying though > > the whole darn day ugh

Today we went out to Quicklys with Linda, Ricky, & Liang. We met Nancy & Leo (her bro) there & also saw Delen, Veronica, Steven, & Sigrid there. So funny.
We just walked down memory lane omg LOL & Ricky brought up something about a cup. I can barely remember that ahahaha
Well it was fun; we just talked about a whole bunch of things that we didn't know. Just opening up I guess lol not really.
Then Ricky took us home so Jim could cook, and they waited for us. On the way, he was talking to us about his girlfriend. I'm just like wow, so dedicated. I had a lot of thoughts while he was talking, but I don't remember them.
Then we went to the movies to watch "Cops," rated R. It was kind of... weird. I don't know. Some parts were funny though.
It was nice hanging out.

Omgeee my senior portraits. Eww my hair TT It was parting in my bangs. Luckily, some of them, my hair didn't part ahahaha

Volunteered at Stockton Con today & super tired! My legs are like numb-ish. And my back hurts.

Hard work beats talent any day, huh?
Well I really wish that was true. xD

Anyway, so lost about this creating persona/fursona. Do they need names? lol
People name their fursonas, definitely, but how about persona's? It's usually their username or name they use online. Bleh my persona's Hikari (or Kari) meaning Light in Japanese, which is basically what I identify to. It also reminds me of Kary... Well besides that, I was wondering if my persona should go with my username too, Yun/Yunnie... /shrugs
Who knows, right?

I've been constantly on Paigeeworld & Deviantart. /kills myself
Been borrowing lots of how-to-draw books & trying to just improve on my skills.
I draw like a kid. And even that's not downgrading anymore!
Seriously though, some 14 year olds on PW draw waaaay better than me, & it really brings me down.
At the same time, I tell myself: I have to be as good as them. If they're younger than me and can do that, I can too!
Yeah, I really wished that helped =_=
So far, I've not given up. In fact, I was able to create a style of my own for chibis. I call it the Doodle Chibi. Obviously it's just a cute simple drawing.
I have 2 other chibi style ideas, but they're definitely harder to come up with... [see my doodle chibi here]

I've also managed to finish one complete digital drawing of my persona that I designed by myself. I have to say that before PW, I wouldn't have been able to accomplish it. It was the first of a drawing that I was really proud of. [see my finished digital here; also visit my dA@pinksheepyunnie ^^]

There are some really encouraging and supportive people out there. I may be down in the dumps a lot, but it's hard to give up when strangers continuously shower you with encouragement, and that's what I love about these art communities. They're not without their ups & downs though.

Labels: art, inspiration, motivation

Summer break is almost over. I don't even know what I did over the summer. /dies
Did a lot of felting crafts though, made lots of lil' keychains. The first time to sew was because I wanted to design my own lil' teddy bear keychain, & I ended up learning a lot about sewing & patterns. My goal turned towards wanting to make medium sized plushies, discarded that teddy bear keychain xD

Also been on Paigeeworld an awful lot. and Deviantart.
These past 2 days, messed on the guitar, piano, & my violin~

Oh yeah! I also watched a few animes this summer. Omgee 2nd season for La Corda d'Oro~ too awesome.
There's 2nd season for Free! too but haven't watched it yet.
Also watched some short shounen-ai. Watched a full season one called Gravitation & I fell in love w/ the music in the anime! Seriously, Ryuichi is too cute! <3

Today was orientation. It was meh. I always think going to back to school is so awkward xD but I seriously love my school <3
S-E-C-A SECA all the way! *still lame. xD

So today I went to hangout w/ Steph, and we just walked around the mall. Going into clothing stores and stuff. Then we walked to Tutti Frutti.

Finally off school! Well, I've been off for like 2 days, not counting the weekends. lol

May 3rd was prom!

to say hi :)
Haven't been on in a while & just updated my other blog.
So yeah. Missed blogging haha. Almost everyday I'm like "I'll update soon" but never happens 'cause I'm way too busy. School's about coming to an end in a month. Still need to register for the SAT > >
Right now, slacking off, not wanting to do Calc hw. Been so freakin' sleepy this week.

It's like my diary that I don't update. <3

Waaah I keep having dreams of Raccoon.... I'm gonna dieeeee
Makes me sadd... LOLOL
Gosh keep having these sweet dreams. Makes me cryyy~~ TwT
I need to find some really sad animes to cry my heart out~

Last night's dream was the limit alright. </3

This weekend ate so much because of birthdays TT
Well, on top of that, all that junk food & sugar at home LOL

Fri (10/25) at badminton open gym, played doubles with Tong~
He just went around, wanting to challenge people haha err total of 5 games i think? win 3 lose 2 ;D


Today, i didn't feel like going but ended up going.
Played doubles w/ ron against weicheng & patrick. We lost our 1st set, but then won the 2nd one & 3rd ^^
Nervous nervous~ didn't think i was ready 'cause i hardly warmed up.
Ron said i'm doing better now :D yays~
But not gonna let it get to my head ._.

Yesterday ran a 2 mile & my calves hurt, my muscles felt like they were gonna pop out of my skin TT
Right now it's hurting again. It's so sore i can't even flex my muscle...

Well, November's coming up.
Nov. 9 - EHS Badminton Tournament
Nov. 11 - Infinite's concert

Thanksgiving = food = fat -.-

Hahaha Jungkyun's twitter. xD
Well anyway. It's about all the unfinished "projects" I have going on :p

I have yet to finish Auston's transcription... 
I want to do instrumental for so many songs, with violin, piano, guitar, & flute haha
Violin: Pinocchio, Michiyuki, Tsuki no curse.
That's all I have for violin by ear. Only part of it.

And then there's all the English versions I want to write. Oy.
Started writing English lyrics for Michiyuki. Coming along nicely haha
Never finished Friends lol.
And all the vocal covers I wanna do LOLOL omg. xD

Lots to do. Not enough time.

Came back from STEM 2 hrs ago.
Such a faaillll. We didn't place.
And the test was the same as the practice!! Because they didn't notice they copied the practice... > >
Neither did our towers & bridges > <
Gotta redeem ourselves next year >=O
Well, the physics lab before the math test was fun. ^^
So yeah, STEM was fun =D

Finally starting to do some art and stuff.
And finally decided on a forward-facing head guideline~~ ^^
I have so many dang programs on my computerrrr.
It's gonna be hella laggy >x<

Gah! I want more things! TT
They're so expensive.

Well, I just want 3 things I guess:

1. A new laptop (64-bit so I can use Sony Vegas Pro/Adobe Premiere Pro)
2. A good mic (for covers~)
3. A HD camcorder (also for covers)

Well not really hammer head. It did hit my back though. Not really sure if it was directly on my back... All I felt was the pain. It went away pretty fast.
This was while fixing the gutter. I'm all good now.
Plus! I've started doing some art~ Yay~
My first pixel art is a sheep. Lol. Not really good though.

Err.. these are the things I want to be able to do, I guess you could say:

1. Instruments
• Violin
• Piano
• Guitar
• Flute
2. Drawing (some projects)
• Okami
• Loveless
• OC (original characters)
• Chibis
• Cosplay outfits
• Fanart of anything!!
3. Covers
• Singing
• Dancing
4. Pixel Art
5. Animation

Well, played around with Michiyuki, Tsuki no curse, Everytime We Touch, and Pinocchio (Auston Lam) by ear. Transcribing Auston's song and found out I know so little about counting beats, metronome, and the different notes themselves!
-sigh- Need to hurry & learn perfect pitch.

Going to practice the vibrato exercises everyday. There better be improvement -.-
Still having difficulties holding the bow: my pinky is always straight > >
Hm what else... 
Can't wait for my electric violin to come in~~!!!

Well there's also drawing that I never got to... When am I ever going to have enough time for everything!? TT

Gosh I'm tired. And quite sleepy...
Didn't quite go the way I planned. I slept in a little 'cause it was too cold LOL
Woke up around 6:45. Got lazy and didn't start exercising until 7:20-ish? Didn't go jogging around the neighorhood/park 'cause too dangerous? lol

Regular exercises are boring.
So I did Blogilates! And it seriously kills more than regular workout x5.
Only like 30min or so, and I couldn't keep up. Gaaah.
Guessing that's not going to be a habit haha well, going to start cutting down rice.
Wonder what Cassey has for healthy foods... hm...

So it's finally viernes (Friday)! xD
Spanish has been going okay lol though I agree with our profesor, that we are quite slow i.e. super basic. xD It's still been fun.

Tomorrow is sábado (Saturday). I ended up having to volunteer mañana (tomorrow), but that's okay.
Also, starting tomorrow, I'm gonna be exercising~ Jogging in the morning aiyahhh
Hehe finally decided to take that up, just like how I took up my violin all over again~ <3

It's going to take a while to adjust; hope I can make that a habit.
Er... what else.
Hm.. well. I put up a cover today for Loveless's "Michiyuki" hehe. 'cause I was bored.
And I'm debating of getting a new laptop or camcorder > < But I'm thinking a camcorder 'cause I'm most likely going to get a new laptop for myself starting college... So yeah. But I seriously need a new laptop if I want to run Photoshop, Flash, & Sony Vegas Pro (!!!!)
-getting blisters from the violin & guitar :P -
Oh! I'm also trying to learn perfect pitch, but it always gets me sleepy.
And I should also start doing what I had planned: drawing anime & animation

Bleh. Going to bed now~ So I can wake up early to do, I don't know, blogilates/Korean aerobic instructor before running?

Gahh! Loveless cannot end like this! TT
Nu... But there's a rumor that if the manga & anime are well-loved, then there might be a 2nd season!
PLEASE LET THERE BE A 2ND SEASON! <3
Ah well... the anime ended... accordingly: ENDLESS

My thoughts of the ending of the anime:
Who is Loveless's real sentouki!? I really want to know... T^T
Demo! I like how the we can make up our own endings & even characters(?) basically~
So I heard the light novels [Utakata no Kizuna (Ephemeral Bonds) & Futatsu no Yukibana (Two Snowflakes)] finally mention Loveless's real sentouki - Seiryo Yukiharu. At the same time, he has people who imposes as his sentouki, & so basically, we still wouldn't know who his real sentouki is -3-
They say Yukiharu-kun looks a lot like Semei & so he (kinda) confuses Ritsuka... so is it possible that the 'Semei' we saw in Endless was actually Yukiharu-kun? Which could mean Semei is really dead... Although the manga (being only at vol.9 at the moment) already covered the part where Semei is, in fact, still alive with his real sentouki Nisei (who's also cute keke), being that Soubi isn't his real sentouki - he was a sentouki w/ no name, & Semei engraved his name on him.

What's good about this is that we are free to develop our own ending story line (until a 2nd season or last vol answers the questions). While it may be fun, I can't wait to find out the real answer to the mysteries of Loveless!

Kouga Yun-sensei! Please answer our questions in the upcoming volumes! >w<

I have really fallen in love with Kouga-sama's work & became a huge #1 fan! <3 Although it'll be sad when the manga ends, I will finally be able to understand (hopefully) all the mysteries~ Even after that, I will always be a major fan :D

P.S. A lot of people think of "Loveless" as just a Yaoi, but it really isn't. That may be what it seems, but if you look deeper, it's about the trust, bonds, and love between people, no matter the age or gender.♥

Labels: anime, kouga yun, Loveless, manga

Practice today from 4-6pm. It was cool. Near the end of practice Michael came to visit; what a surprise! I was hitting w/ Alaiza. Psh. Mary ditched me for her "friend" LOL who I'm pretty was her prom date hehe.

Okay so today we conditioned a bit. Seriously about to die already :p
There are like about 10 guys on our team, and when we were on the wall, they were pretty much grouped together. Axl was going to make us do exercises that may cause us to crash so he said guy girl guy girl. So I was going to get in line guy girl guy girl but in between 2 guys before Lee. I don't know why >///< Then Axl told me to move up one so I ended up standing next to Lee. 
So the exercises, girls went first then guys. Then some of them we did together. We had to do 30 & 45 seconds high knee. During the 45 I really wanted to stop. Lee next to me high-kneed in a circle encouraging me and Ivy. Then we ran? or was it lunges? Anyway we did full and half-court suicides. Uhm one was before the lunges? dude I don't remember the order of our workout xD

Anywayyyy we ran the full court suicides I think, 2 of them. His pace was the same as mine. Everytime I do a turn at the ends, I also do a small hop. So when I saw him hesitate or slow down for the first full court turn, I was wondering if he was pacing with me. We ran the rest of the suicides together. I'm pretty sure he could've finished earlier.
Man please don't make me go 두근두근.
Just to let you know, I fall really easily.
Don't make me fall if you're not going to catch me (/∇＼*)｡o○♡

This 4-day weekend passed by so fast! I'm sad. Me and Jen just came back from tong's sister's house. Liang was drunk when we got there. He kept asking for Jamie xD & he kept putting his arm on our shoulders. So scary LOL. We played pool for a while and ate. Then we went inside. The guys stayed out talking except for Ricky. He Connie and Nancy were playing Heads Up. Me and the kids were watching HTTYD2.

They've been playing/talking for a long time. I already finished the movie. Lily (Tong's niece) was sitting on my lap and hugging me watching the ending of HTTYD2 (it took me a long time to get her to stop playing & watch the movie.) then I rocked her and she finally fell asleep. whoo-whee. lol. It was getting hot. Then I joined Nancy and them playing Heads Up. It's like 2 something and the guys finally came back in. They played for a while and we were watching John Wick. Finally people were feeling sleepy so we all went home.

So yesterday me and Jo volunteered at Lathrop High School for ACADEC. We woke up earlier to get a ride with the bus around 6:30. We were runners; we had to go to our assigned rooms to pick-up/give tests. I got the room with 3 of our Timberwolves. Anyway it was weird weather: raining then sunny etc. There was this guy from Tracy High who was being so productive in the room, and then there's us being loud xD Every time we left he'd follow. Oohhh I just found that funny lol. Near the end he did talk to us a little though, like to tell us where we could get our lunch. hehe. We were waiting outside the room with him, and rain started POURING. So we filmed it. After I was done & posting, I saw him filming the rain too haha. Then the rain would suddenly let up. It was still slightly raining but the sun was out. And then I saw a super bright rainbow. A double rainbow! but the top rainbow was faint. I went over to take a picture. Well, we all did. xD Nice bonding moment? lol. When we were done, we went to the gym for the super quiz and award ceremony. We left him~ I felt bad. But that's 'cause his testing room is never on time xD

Award ceremony: so proud of our ACADEC students!! ♥︎♥︎♥︎ They make me want to study LOL
Me & Jo worked hard to live tweet the awards. Gahhh made some mistakes though, but people loved my tweets ^^

Came home with a headache & feeling sleepy. So after eating, I went to sleep. I woke up at 10 feeling sick. Took my temperature & I had a slight fever. Ate medicines, showered, and slept again. I woke up this morning at like 9:30. Ugh so much homework to do...

Sheeshus!
So yesterday my parents got in a freakin' argument over nothing. My aunt happened to be here and you know what happens when a relative is over: bigger fights.
My aunt kept yelling at my dad for "bullying" my mom (okay, this part of the whole argument was stupid from both sides, like ya'lls need to learn your definitions before you guys argue ugh) So my mom kept trying to force my aunt to go home but she wouldn't leave. These freakin' two people would not back down, I swear. So my dad yelled himself hoarse, I seriously do not understand how. [Forreals, he need to figure out why we all nag him so much. He finds no problem with his actions and/or speech.]
So now, my parents are sleeping separate. My dad still as annoying as ever.
Can't wait to leave this house. (I'm bound to come back but right now...)

Things happened... well I guess not really haha just that I feel like I should write this down & get it outta my head.

Tired from conditioning today > < My back hurts from the ab workout. Last Saturday we were at SF Bintang playing badminton. Barely got over my soreness today lol or yesterday. Other hangouts happened. Ricky made a GroupMe. So 'sticky sticky' LOL. I don't know what's up with him...

Anyway I'm so sleepy right now. We moved out of grandpa's place and yesterday we were busy moving things and cleaning up. Still not done. I have so much trashhh and things I want to keep. So didn't start econ. hw til around 10 something at night. Finished around 2? But I was distracted by deviantart and adopting that I slept at 3. I can't find my sharpener TT The one I got from 99c. 

So yesterday we went bowling from 10-12:45PM with Qi, Alin, Tong, Nancy, Connie, & Brandan. Ricky came later, ready for the 2nd round. After bowling, we went to Jack in the Box, grabbed some "breakfast." Jim rode in Ricky's car. The funny thing was Ricky, Brandan, & Tong ran into Alin's car, ordered with them, & ran out LOL. The other funny thing was, when we went to Nancy's, I noticed all the cars were boy+girl except for me & Jen LOL.

At Nancy's we ate and then played Taboo. After Taboo (around 3:15AM) we were messing around & they were betting on squatting while carrying Alin LOL. That was funny. Qi said she'll treat us to breakfast if we stay up past 5/ 5:30AM lol. After that, we sat around telling stories bc it started w Alin saying he saw something in our condo on the first night. *shivers* Then we just kept talking about random topics: ghosts, dogs, rats, superstitious stuff, high school memories, love letters in middle school (Tong's popularity+drama), Ricky showing off his body to a drunk girl so she would leave (LOLOLOLOLOLOL I'm dying), relationships-ish, funny/scary memories....

We were up til 8AM-ish. Everyone was lazy to get up. Liang texted Qi so we were like let's go visit him~ so we went to 8 Mile Road's McD in the Walmart. Liang served us & gave us free drinks~ kekeke. I got a Mocha Frap. so I was up after we got home. Everyone was tired so we all went home after saying bye to Liang. Tong & Brandan had to go cut up some pig or something.

It was crazyyy I was up til 7:45PM, took a 30 min nap, got up. Slept around 11-12 after putting on masks~

You wanna know all about it? Well I wanna remember it. lol

01.07.15
So we got ready in the morning on Wednesday, Jan 7. Liang came to pick me and Jim up to go to Sacramento to meet up with Ricky and Jen. But we had to wait for Brandan and Connie so we went to iHop since they were hungry. We ate at iHop and waited for Brandan & Connie but they were hecka late so we just packed some pancakes for them and were going to meet them at Nancy's house. We still had to wait for them after we got to Nancy's. Jim was getting annoyed waiting for them. When they finally got here, we packed up everything in Brandan's truck and drove to Sac. When we got there we had to wait for Ricky like 5-ish min. for him to get back from checking his car. Finally everyone was at Ricky's and when everything was ready, we headed out to Tahoe. Me, Jen, Jim, and Liang rode in Ricky's car. Alin, Tong, Nancy, and Connie rode in Brandan's truck. The ride was long. Our speed limit was slow bc we had to wait for Brandan's safe-driving; he was following our car & every time we turned around,  we'd lose his car xD We took a pit stop at this gas station. And then back on the road. I think I fell asleep a little on the way but nothing happened.
We finally got to Tahoe. It was around 5PM. Alin and the guys went to check-in for us. Then we moved into our little condo. It was so nice~ Then I think we went down to the lobby to play. We played ping-pong & billiard. They also hopped into the pool. When we played ping-pong, Ricky & Brandan played a game against this father & son who were from Maryland. They looked Chinese but we don't know. We went back to our apt. & prepared to eat dinna. Connie, Jim, Alin, & Nancy baked chicken wings in the oven while others took turn showering. They baked 3 thin crust pizzas but nobody really ate them. Nancy cooked rice that was dry xD
Brandan & someone bought Smirnoff, raspberry taste. It smelled pretty good. He wanted to do a group "gan bei" with shots (red shot cup). (I tried some too but like 2 drops mixed w Sunny D. It wasn't that bad, but probably cause I can hardly taste it. The aftertaste burned my throat for like 20 sec.) We were playing Cards Against Humanities and Ricky was a little high and crazy bc of the shots xD His face was red. Man, I was dying of laughter, & he was loud and everyone kept shushing him LOL. When we finally went to sleep, it was like a little after 2AM I think? and we were vlogging. Ricky was texting Jen/Jim, saying Alin & Liang were snoring so loud, so we invited him to sleep in our room. He came into our room with his bolsters and slept on the floor next to the bed, in front of the nightstand, under the window. 

01.08.15
We woke up the next morning, pretty early. Liang called Jim at 6:50AM, and Ricky popped up hecka fast when she picked up. Jim went over to Alin & Liang's room, across from us, to say good morning & got ready in our master bedroom. I have a slight memory of seeing Jim walk by and waking me but I was too tired so I told her I didn't want to go. Liang, Ricky, & Jim walked over to the lobby to the gym, from 7:15-8AM-ish. They came back and sat in the living room to kill time since no one else was awake. I woke up around 8ish, when they came back, & me and Jen went out to them. They decided to cook breakfast. Brandan & Connie who were sleeping in the living room's murphy bed (in-wall bed) got up. Ricky cooked rice & said "who cooked rice yesterdy? It was dry." It was the same thing Jim said LOL. They cooked a lot of bacon. Ricky cooked 2 eggs for Liang. Jim did the dishes. I came out of the room with the camera & ate some bacon. Alin woke up, a lil sick, & asked Jim if he should go wake up Nancy & Tong. She said yah, then she started cooking hash browns. I think Connie made pancakes afterward & made me a chocolate chip pancake; her pancakes were so floofy~ Then I think I went to play the Monopoly deal card game with Tong, Ricky, and Liang. Afterward we went to the lake, playing snowball fights along the way. It was a long walk. We had to go down the icy trail, & we took a pic there. We had to walk through this soft sand to reach the lakeside. We took lots of pictures and took a group one, which was difficult to take LOL Nancy & Jen left the camera on a stump up a slight rise, facing the lake. Then Ricky had to run down from there, after clicking the timer so we could take a pic of us looking out into the lake. We also met a fluffy dog named Ruby. So soft~ We trekked back around 1 or 2? I don't remember. On the way back we met a 12 week old puppy. It was so happy & loveddd attention. The owner was nice too. Me, Jen, & Jim stopped on the way to build a small snowman while the others went back first. We got back & I ate a pancake. They were watching Walking Dead & Jen and Jim were inside the room. Soon after went out to the city. The group that rode in Ricky's car hopped onto the back of Brandan's truck to get dropped off at Ricky's car, parked in the parking lot across the lodge. We drove to the city & parked in the casino's parking lot. We walked through the casino & arcade & when we got outside, we came out right next to the horse carriages/city tour. We went to meet the biggo horsie, named Duke! lol. I got to pet it. It was tooooo cute~ Then we just walked through shops. We were pretty bored though. We went to Starbucks after they bought candy at a store. I guess Ricky saw us look tired so he offered to drive us back. We walked back to the casino, but then they wanted to gamble for a while I guess so me, Jen, & Jim went down to the casino. We went a little crazy playing games. xD The rest came to see us when we barely just started to play. Ricky left us his keys and they went back up to the casino. After an hour or two, Alin, Liang, & Nancy joined us. We got around 700 points to redeem when the rest were done gambling so we redeemed a raccoon plush + 3 airplane kits. We drove back but they went back out to gamble, only me, Jen, Jim, Alin, & Nancy stayed. We were watching 2 Broke Girls; Jim fell asleep. Alin, Nancy, & Jen went out to buy stuff. The others came back before Jen did, so we waited. When everyone came back, some showered earlier while others prepared KBBQ stuff. We ate and watched The Giver. Afterward everyone went to sleep. Ricky slept in our room again. Ricky was talking a lot so when it was quiet, I thought they were done, so I fell asleep. I guess I fell asleep pretty fast bc apparently, Ricky and Jim talked til like 5:30AM before falling asleep.

01.09.15
Last day of the trip! The crew woke up around 9-10ish. We cleaned up and packed everything, moved everything to the cars. Alin checked us out around noon. I think we went to eat Thai food at MyThai after that. After eating we drove back to go to the icy lake (was it lake tahoe? 'cause maybe the 1st lake on day 2 was nevada beach ahaha) Anyway we played on ice and Ricky and them so "bak yeem", jumping on floating ice. They would step & jump on them and the water would come up onto the ice. We took lots of pics, selfies, & vids. Afterwards we were done, we went back to find some snow. We found a snowy slope & played for about 2 hours or so. We finally built an actual snowman. When I was at the bottom of the slope, Ricky threw a snowball at me unawares. It hit my ear & it hurt, real bad. We also built our own snowy slide. All that's on video! :D Our shoes & butt got wet so we towelled the car seats, changed our shoes, & went to McD to eat & change our clothes.

Whew. That's a lot of writing! But it's 3 days. I don't know if I missed anything but it was fun! Everyone got back to Ricky's in Sacramento. Then everyone's tired so we all went home.

Labels: lake tahoe

So earlier Friday (1/2) I went to hang w Meimei & Jessica. Mina couldn't make it. We went to Hobby Lobby and got stuff. I got my Sakura gelly roll and Shrinky Dinks! *swoon* But it took us forever to find the Shrinky Dinks, & when we did, there was only one left bc somebody decided to steal all the plastics from the other packet.

So at night, I called mom to come pick me up. She didn't bring her phone so she couldn't call me to tell me she was out there. So she waited about an hr. And I was talking with Jessica about Junior bc she doesn't know LOL. Anyway, got out there & mom was pissed. The next day was fine. The End :p

Today went on a movie date with Jessica~ we were both late xD
I had a tight schedule~ in the morning me & Jo went back to school for yearbook stuff & I had a headache. Then at 2:15 I went to badminton preconditiong (but got there early).
Conditioned but felt sick afterward. Then I rushed home to shower & meet up with Jessica. We were 20 min. late. The West Ln. theater was comfy & warm. We watched Penguins of Madagacar.
Junior & Deilys were supposed to come but they flaked lol jkay one is sick & the other couldn't come.
After the movies, me and Jessica played the gatchas. We went for the Birthstone Bears. Luckily I got mine! Keke & it's pink~ Jessica got a purple one (June)

Yesterday I asked Deilys for what time & he told me he couldn't go. So then I go ask Junior if he's still going & he said he's too sick to go, but maybe. Today he said he couldn't make it. To be honest, I didn't have much hope for him to say yes. Even though I felt like he didn't want to go any more after I said Deilys wasn't going? But, I don't wanna overthink things. 

Whee! Today we went rollerblading with Ricky, Liang, Alin, Connie, Linda, & Weicheng. It's too much to say but in summary, we went rollerblading at the rink. Tong was there too but he didn't skate. Leo and Mai came too. They were playing. And they did the 'Red Light Green Light' game lol
Weicheng played in-line skating before but he went too fast I guess and slipped. Owie. He was like 2ft in the air. We also did choo-choo train. xD He had to pull me, jim, nd jen. The 1st time, I was at the end and every time we turned, I'd swerve out of line. lol. The 2nd time I was holding onto him but I didn't know how to hold on to him. xD (I held on to Jen by her pants xD) so I was pulling so hard on his sweater that it was going to rip (not really) haha At the end when we were stopping we ended up crashing & I almost fell but Weicheng was holding me up LOL
Ricky was choo-choo train-ing w/ Liang and I was gonna grab onto Ricky, but Ricky let go-ed. The next second Liang slipped and fell back. Oh goodness xD

Afterward we went to In 'n Out ('cause I wanted In 'n Out) & we ate~ yumyumyum~ We ate outside bc there was no more room inside. It was so coldddd. After we were done eating we had to wait for Nancy, but it took them so long to get to us. Then we had to wait for their order of food (we were all done eating, just sitting/standing outside) but their food took too long & we had to leave to see grandpa (me & Jo went to hotpot at Auntie's w/ Gonggong & PoPo).

Now me is going to finish Free! :D Man.. this winter break is not long enough... I have to do stuff for colleges/scholarships but I don't know what. Ughhh

It's been another year! 2014 went by very fast, especially first semester.

Things happened since Winter Break started. Uhm, YeYe had to go to the hospital. He was at St. Joseph's ICU for a day or 2? Then he moved to the regular patient room. This week's gone by so fast and all we've done is doing our errands and visiting him. We stay at the hospital for quite a while.
Today we had a Christmas hotpot, drop off gifts, and stayed at YeYe's again. Hm. I don't know why it has to be during Christmas.

Not to mention I got a slight fever on Christmas Eve lol. But only for a day. It'd suck to be sick on Christmas. I've been lazy on my art too. Sigh I dunnooo~
I'm getting fat too TT and a sore throat; too much chocolate, candy, and I just ate chips. ugh. Gotta start winter workout for Coach. /dies
Nothing else worth mentioning sooo I guess I'll sleep :)

So Junior messaged me, and we were just chatting. Apparently something's bothering him, and I can't help him with that...
Even though it hasn't been "solved" yet, he sounded cheerful when he was talking to me. I hope whatever it is works itself out... Sounds serious though.

We were too "hak hei" to each other lol. Like he said, "We so polite and nice ~" LOL

So after school we went to B&N Starbucks to work on our moot court. Then we just started talking about guys and gossiping about couples at school. Then we got to who I like, I don't even know how LOL
Afterward we went to Stephanie's house. The whole time they were just teasing me about him. xD And Steph wouldn't tell us who she likes.

*a lot of stuff happened but that'll take too long to say. and it's too cold to type. and I have to go finish up hw*

Another burden lifted. I feel better. Then I came home and skyped Jen & Jim. And then they got me thinking about stuff again.
Like I daydream about stuff happening; in reality I know it won't; I'm 50/50 on wanting something to happen; and I wouldn't know what to say if something did happen-do I want to say yes or no?
Either way, it's senior year and I don't think anything's gonna happen :p

Today spent almost the whole day at Jessie's working on the moot court but we were distracted by Criminal Minds: Suspect Behavior lol.
They were looking through winter formal pics. Junior & Roberto took a pic and d'awww they so cute~ hehe. 
Man, he's still on FB. I wanted to chat w/ him, but naw.

Doing EOP but kind of gave up :p
Proud of doing Christmas cards~ ^^ Finishing them up and having mom send them tomorrow~ Then I gotta do the ones for my friends before Friday... 

Actually have to sleep since I gotta get up early to buy a blue book tomorrow... ugh. One final tomorrow. I actually don't even know what to dooo~
Anyway, nights! Can't wait til this week is ovah~

Tomorrow (today) is going to be my first college final of this year. Bleh. Com St 7. But woot! Then I don't have to worry about that class anymore~ Studying for it now.

Was working on the Anthro paper today. 3-ish hours and only got 2 paragraphs done -.-
Weellll I mean I guess.

Was talking to Min-E & she suddenly brought up how everytime she sees him, it reminds her of me. LOL. O gosh. xD (Huh. I seem to avoid using his name now lol I don't even know why >3>)

Badminton pre-conditioning on Mon, Wed, & Fri.
Why. On. Every. Day. I. Have. P.E. -__-
I mean, extra exercise. Yay (sarcasm) I'm just really lazy to go lol.

I think that's the day... and Yay! Lake Tahoe at the end of winter break! Let's bring Olaf to lifeeee! ^^

What have you done to meeee? lol
I don't regret meeting you, though :)
However, you're killing me right now (not to be dramatic/extreme), but I need to stop daydreaming... I need to stop thinking about you because you're distracting~ ♥
You make my heart skip a beat when I see you online...

Is it weird that sometimes I feel left out?

Came home after FNL to find my Mac accessories awaiting me~!
So I quickly put them on. The bottom case didn't snap on all the way tho -3- close enough I guess.
Now I can safely put them away~ <3

*now that I look at it, it looks more like turquoise. Oh wells. it looked more mint the first time I saw it! lol

Gotta make the decals now. Tomorrow maybe? Whee~

Huh. I wonder why this week is going so well~
Good days~ and on such happy days, I treat myself (Quickly, as of now haha)

When I'm stress-free, I guess I get really happy. ^^

So I finally told Min-E about my "crush" (I guess) lol
And I also told Samantha over FB. It was fun talking to her ahaha.
I told her most of the details. I don't know why but I felt like I had to tell someone about it.
Now I can stop thinking about it. Maybe. *sigh*

Anyway, I was also trying to deal with Mac stuff. It wasn't working -_-
I'm so done with Mac. :p

Omy freakin' GOD.
How can Richard be so god damn stupid. Like SHUT UP.
GOD. Why does he gotta be a freakin' damn kid.

NOBODY wants to tell you anything because you always forget. Both just to tell you and to tell you to do something. You freakin' forget EVERYTHING we tell you.
NOBODY wants to tell you anything because you always want it your goddamn way. NOBODY freakin' cares about what/how you want something. Like the freakin damn thing is for auntie or whoever, not for you.

This is why I'm starting to not bother with your permission for anything.
I am switching my major away from pre-pharm whether you freakin' like it or not.
I'm gonna go get a boyfriend, whether he's Chinese or freakin' not. 
I DON'T EVEN CARE WHAT YOU THINK ANYMORE.

I wonder why I even agree to those phone calls xD Like, I seriously hesitate to talk to people on the phone, only a few people talk to me on the phone. lol.

So he wanted one last call xD
Apparently, he didn't wake up at all last night, so when I said he answered me, he was really sleep talking to me! LOL

He sounded better at least~ He fell asleep on me again xD oh wells~ 

Omgeee parents just had a freakin dumb argument. Like seriously, how do things escalate so fast -_-

Dad (ew) picked up Grandpa from mahjong & like before he came back over here, Gramp's called and directly asked for Mom. At that point, I already knew something happened.
Just cried for awhile... Talking to Jen too. To get my mind off things, I told her about yesterday ^^,

He's sick so he wanted someone to talk to. Don't know if I would be the right person haha can't talk xD

I think he fell asleep on me now xD
At one point he woke up? But asleep again I guess.
I think he's hitting the phone... lols

I need to make sure I don't overthink things. Always cautious.

*Omgeee this presentation TT

So I had this weird dream about Junior.
LOL must be because I was anticipating today's hangout. xD

He was in our room. The room was different, with the bed b/t the restroom door and the heater.
He and Jo were sleeping. He was sleeping on the short side of the bed, like he was sitting there and just fell asleep. Blah blah I forgot what happened. I went to sleep too. Then we "woke" up. And I was asking him what he was doing at our house & he was like why can't I & blah blah xD

So today met up with Junior at the mall. Omgee it was supposed to be at 3 but we ended up walking around at 3:40 because he thought the mall would be closed because of Magical Night of Giving (but it was at 6:30 xD)
So I sat in the food court; so lonely & awkward LOLOL

I kept thinking it was gonna be awkward but it went waaay better than I thought~
So he bought some Chinese food but I wanted ice cream (but McD ran out -_-) so instead we walked to the other mall & he got me Peppermint Mocha (Starbucks people put Justine -3-)
After we sat down so he could finish his food & he just asked me a whole bunch of questions. lol

Then we went to H&M. He loves clothes ahaha
We tried the minion crane game. He was so close! haha
Then we went to Tilt and raced (driving) and he played basketball. He was so proud of himself beating the guy next to him haha. We tried to DDR but uh, it didnt take his first 3 coins, so like it didn't work & then yeah.. it was a mess. we couldn't get the 2nd player to join so we were stuck with 1st player only xD we ended doing the tutorial only ahaha but we didn't finish. and so he got me green sour punch with his 12 tickets lol
Afterwards uh I think Forever21. And he was looking for a messenger bag & stuff. He was talking about how the boyfriends are stuck with their girlfriends shopping xD (but it's the other way around + we aren't a couple; also really awkward when we saw Jose & his friends at the mall xDD) Then he wanted to go look at jewelry, but wouldn't usually go by himself because people would see him as a girl, but that it was okay this time because it looks like I was shopping haha.

Then we walked through JCPenney. Left afterward. He didn't want to meet mommy & daddy haha he still did though xD
Anyway it was a fun day and enough for me to de-stress before ComSt. > <

Yesterday we watched Big Hero 6 and omgee~ ♥♥♥
I want to make a Baymax keychain now :3

Anyhow, today is Veteran's Day so no school. I was planning on doing HW but got distracted & lacked motivation. Just texting Deilys & Victor. And stressing about everything...
And I don't know. It's probably me, but texting Victor felt different today? After I had asked him about "adopting" me for my project and asking him about his culture...
I'm probably just worrying too much, like my usual self, right? I guess I get worried when I get really close with some people and suddenly it feels like he/she is distancing from me... Hm...

I just can't wait to get this semester over with...
Need to read some mangas/watch some animes. I'm in a mood to cry my heart out... I dunno. lol
And I want to do some covers~ both dance and vocal ^w^

Yesterday & today I was GOTV for Dyane. Phone banking today and it was pretty fun ^^
Today I went to the office at 9AM and no one was there. I called Steph and she told me it was at 11. I was like omgee why'd I wake up so early then. xD So I arrived like 2 hrs early. (I was texting Victor & he told me he went to work 3 hrs early LOL)
Yesterday we were out walking; Carrie drove us. Weird day though because it rained on our precincts. xD And we couldn't get them done. Then when we were going back, the train just stopped so we went to the street parallel to it. There was no train so we went. As soon as we neared it, the bars dropped down. Just our luck. So Carrie U-turned. I turn around and the bars were going back up. A buggy drove over the tracks. Then Carrie U-turned again and we made it through. We U-turned a lot LOL.

I came home & showered. Instead of doing my hw, I don't even know what I was doing. I was helping Junior's mom's costume get likes lol. That took about an hour or 2 maybe? But now I don't want to do hw (& I don't have that much either...)

We changed the time back an hr at 2AM. It feels like a long day. I mean, it's only 9 right now. And I thought I wasted so much time lol It's really cold now. My hands & feet are freezing. Jo just made me hot chocolate. I should start some kind of hw now TT

*Baymax! Big Hero 6 is coming out this Friday! ♥ Can I go~
Am I crushing again? I don't even know anymore, but I'm sure I don't like Raccoon anymore... :/

Oh yeah, & I've been talking to Victor & playing LoL with him. I can't stop thinking about how much he makes my day ^^ I mean, don't get me wrong: he's the loving big brother I never had ♥ You don't know how much I owe him~

Today was quite productive~
Woke up at 8AM (couldn't wake up at 7:30 xD)
Cleaned the house for like 2 hours. Then started on my college apps. I'm gonna dieeee TT
Spent abot 3 hours finishing up my Leafypea drawing for dA.

Tomorrow I think I have campaign. I don't even know where.
But anyway, today was really productive, despite it being Friday and our day off xD
It feels like Saturday lolol

Ogawsh. So busy this weekend.

Anyway, on Saturday we all went out to Modesto so I could take my SAT (I probably did worse -.-), and we took Jessica too. Then we went to Kobe's to eat sushi again. Came home around 3 something and was really sleepy. We all slept. Woke up around 6 because Nancy & Tong came to give us our presents. Prismacolor sketching set for me~ ♥. I would've taken a coloring one tooo~ lol
Played with hair chalk :p

Today I forgot I had to make-up campaign. Luckily I got up in time & Steph messaged me. Got to Dyane's house on time. Went canvassing. We couldn't do much the first time because all the houses were gated at Brookside. So we did a different precinct. Dyane wanted to finish up so we divided up by streets. I had the most -- 22 houses. Scared of some Republicans, but it went okay. Most of them were nice, both Dems & Reps. Got pretty good results for my first time walking by myself ;) I struggled w/ the script the first time, but as I got most of the houses, I felt more comfortable. Technically not, but I got used to the script. Still tripping over my words though. So we finished, then Dyane took us to Round Table for pizza ^^ I was the only one not an intern :p but oh wells. It was fun today~

Then Jen and them came to pick me up. We went shopping. I was so sleepy though. Slept til 6:30; had to get up for dinner at China Palace. Whooo! E & him zai~ kekeke E sang for our bday~ yays~ <3 LOL omg the convos they had with dad omg. him zai so smiley but still talks so quiet. That made me all smiley afterward too xD But auntie brought her "friend/client" -- a teacher from Morada. She's... weird o.o & sounds like Marge Simpson LOLOL so straightforward > > sheesh. Thanks for telling me I look old -.-

Well around 8 this lady from Dyane Burgos Medina (Stockton councilwoman) called for the volunteer/intern thingy. Surprised me, and I was speechless when she asked 'volunteer or intern?' lols.
I opted for volunteer, but she told me it was this Saturday (9/27). I couldn't go because of STEM, so she just said call her back.

I guess it's like when I'm looking for a job, and they call for interview or something? LOL preppin' man~
I don't know if I could do it TT

I just finished watching Secret of the Wings, and it was so touching. Especially Queen Clarion's & Lord Milori's love story (that's what made me more emotional than the sisters' story) xD
Then we watched When Girl Meets World about Maya's father and that was sad too.

And then I guess, you know, I was already tearin' up, and I was also looking at stuff through Facebook. And then I started thinking about the end of senior year and going to college. TT
There was also that message from Meimei in that TROY post, and it was really touching.
I love my friends. <3

--Oh was just talking to Jim, and a train horn rang I guess, and suddenly anime with trains passing by made me nostalgic. IDKY lols--

So I was rereading some old FB messages & I found one talking bout music class with Mrs. Balser and omgeee memories~~ <3
Mrs. Balser said that our year was the best (even though 2012-13 year beat our record of going onto the 2nd book lol) and that our year was the "golden year for strings" <-- apparently direct quote lol
That phrase just reminded me La Corda d'Oro -- meaning Golden String in Italy? I think.
It was destiny~

We went to sleep around 4am last night since we were watching drama til 1. Dance til 2 while we all took turns to shower lol

Didn't want to wake up this morning >o>
So Jen & Jim took gramp to eat. I got up around 11 something and played L.o.L til about 3, maybe.
Now I gots to finish hw TT

It's Labor Day and no school. Right now we're eating at GongGong PawPaw's place. I just woke up from a 2-hr nap. It was so cold.
I was writing in my journal for Eng1A. I'm pretty much caught up. I was going to do more HW, but I'ma go out and eat bwahahaha.

So today we went rollerskating. Who knew there was a rollerskating rink in Stockton!

So today we went to SF to have dinner w/ dad's friend. Saw Steph's sister on the road LOL small world xD
Before that, we went to Chinatown to do some errands. Our parking ticket went over like 9 min so we had to pay $6 instead $3.

Then we went to Japantown. We kept circling for a parking spot and finally gave up and went to the parking garage. We went to Daiso 1st, and went on a shopping spree LOL so much cute stationary. I bought letter sets, sticky memos, and message cards. xD (I was on my IG and someone I don't know who I was following for her art was also in Japantown at the time lol she took a pic of her and her friends at PikaPika *photobooth* and we saw that same store LOL) Afterward we got a lil lost going to Sophia's Crepes lol. So we took a while getting there. Then we ordered crepes. Me and Jen went to Maido next door. So cute! I would totally like buy everything in there lol. I ended up getting 2 sheep sticker sheets (when I was looking through the stickers, I was hoping they had just a sheep one and yesh! there were 2 different designs lol), ea for 2.50? I think.

Our garage ticket went over like 5 min and we had to pay $4 instead of $2 LOL
Then we hurried over to his friend's place. From their home we went to eat. No details. Then their son, my age, navigated us to Super Cue for boba drink; tried Peach Oolong Milk Tea. Pretty good I guess, not very peachy. Then we went back to their house and they chatted.

Afterward we met Chris and Miranda at Snowflake in Dublin. We met their friend Eddie; he's so funny lol. So childish ahahaha like our cousin xD We ordered 3 different snow desserts. Lots of laugh hehe.

I think that was all... long day today ^^
Tomorrow's gonna be another long day~

So we got this call that said my dad owed tax or whatever from IRS.
*Note: his accent sounded like those Microsoft virused cpu scams, not trying to be racist or anything
I took up the call 2nd because the 1st time Jo and dad picked up. The talk vol was hella low, no wonder they heard nothing. So Jo hung up. Then he called again like RIGHT after, and was like "what happened ma'am" like angry or something. I could feel the hatred through the phone.
I didn't know whether to trust it or not, since we didn't get a mail or anything. He didn't introduce himself when I first said hello (since he started w/ that rude question -_-), and not until he asked for my name; apparently he heard me wrong. So he explained "stuff" to me and said he'll transfer me, so I held okay. Then he came back and asked me for my name. I swear--I thought it was the same person at first. I was like what the heck. you already know my name. (Seriously, if you plan to play different roles, lose the accent *rolls eyes*)

Okay yadda yadda. I didn't trust him so I was like can you call back later when my sister comes home and I was trying to get off the dang phone. He wouldn't let me. He was like this is urgent and stuff. He kept pestering me about a criminal lawyer and about dad going to jail for 5 years if he fails to comply etc. I had him hold as I "translated back to dad" (obviously I didn't). What I really was doing was researching about this scam. I was also to Jen. Everytime he speaks I hear background noise, when he stops--nothing. I told this to Jen but she said when she worked as translator she did that too, muting herself. So I ended up having to hang up on him 'til Jen deals with the IRS/po-po.

I had to look up some stuff for IRS scams:
1. There would be no unexpected phone calls; they would mail an official letter beforehand.
2. If they state that they are from the IRS, and it is urgent, it is almost certainly a scam.
3. They could most likely recite your last 4-digit SS#.
4. You will hear background noise of calls to mimic a call site.
5. REAL IRS will not send out electronic notifications such as e-mail or texting etc.
That's basically it summarized. 
A tip from irs.gov: "Potential phone scam victims may be told that they owe money that must be paid immediately to the IRS or they are entitled to big refunds. When unsuccessful the first time, sometimes phone scammers call back trying a new strategy."
Be careful of scams everyone!

So we went out to eat at China Palace for Jim's early b-day. E didn't serve us again >3>
I was cute okay LOL *w/ chubbiness*

I came through the door and E was serving the people outside. He looked up and we had eye contact. He scared/surprised me that I kind of jerked back but I tried to keep my cool. I turned away, and DARN there was the mirror I forgot about so I kept turning til I gave Jim a glance behind me. Then I looked forward and kept walking omg xD
We just ate; I ate a lot. At the end, he took away my plate lol. Uh, Jen was hiding away from him so she wouldn't have to look at him while they were at the cash register thingy. Like, darn I would've taken the chance to look at him ahahaha jkayyy
At the end we were leaving. He was waving bye and I guess nobody bye-ed him. He stopped waving and I waved. Did I wave too late? He looked at me for like 3 sec, and turned around to see if someone was behind him (like when you called on in class, you turn around as if looking for someone else and hopefully it wasn't you). I was like hmph and walked out the door through the lobby door LOL
Darn you E why you no wave back~? LOL

Okay. So I have to finish Jessie's poster for FNL and do some reading bleh
*Also I posted a pic of the necklace Jim gave me & the caption was that it's from my boyfriend LOL wonder how many people actually fall for it keke

Lol so today I dressed up, kind of. I wore a pink bow headband w/ a bow shirt in shorts.
Anyway we went to eat and shop at Costco. Oh yeah! Almost forgot lol but Costco's 53" teddy bears were there, and I went to hug one. So I was carrying around that thing while Grandpa was in line. This young guy in his 20s, possible late 20s, was standing behind gramps in line and laughed at me. Not like "hahaha" more like a smile. I know it was toward me lol He was still laughing after I put the bear away. Okay seriously that bear was big. He wasn't that bad looking either LOLOL but he was buying flowers, most likely for his girlfriend. I made eye contact w him once. Funny funny.

We got home and tried to help Jo on her Alg 3-4, and it took us a while. (we had to look up the solution LOL)
Then we dropped off the souvenirs at Leo's place. Nothing much.... then we went shopping at Winco's. Self-checkout was a mess again :P

Got home and I think me and Jo started to do homework. I took like hours because I was so writing blocked TT Anyway I just finished my homework and waiting for Jen to finish showering. It's 1:34 AM right now. I still have to do journal entries for 3 days. Yikes!

I came home after tea and played LoL w/ Alena. Omgee I feel so bad that I made the team lose in normal TT I got yelled at too kinda...

Deilys invited me to watch "The Giver" and we went yesterday, with Nancy & her friend Mia, Roberto, & Junior. The movie was pretty good, the guy was cute ahaha
In the beginning it was black and white and I thought we were going to watch a black and white movie lolol
Roberto and Junior didn't like it and said it was the stupidest movie they watched xD They evaluated like this: 1 kiss, 1 punch, 1 joke. LOL
Mia was really nice, she kept offering me popcorn. I sat next to her. Deilys sat next to me and he asked me if I wanted popcorn too. xD I said no twice and then he was like you don't like popcorn? lol
After the movie we went into the arcade 'cause they wanted to race, but Roberto and Junior didn't bring money or something like that LOL so we went to Cold Stone. Deilys got us ice cream cupcake. My first time and yummy! Dang I owe him ahaha
Oh yeah. And Roberto and Junior didn't know I was 16. We had a little debate-ish about whether I'm a junior or a senior. xD No, I am legit-ly a seniorrr. They didn't know Steph was only 16 too, oh gosh. Junior's oldddd lol he's 18 while Roberto's 17. Roberto thought he was the youngest ahaha

Afterward I had to go to Mikasa in Lathrop so I had to go.
Mikasa was chicken udon, philly roll, and SF roll. We went home late after Baskin Robbins.
I think I came home and played LoL w/ Victor later at night. I don't really remember what we did last night ahaha

Hey who are you reader? Lols There's like posts views in my stats. xD
I wonder who even wants to read about my life lols

If I don't know you personally, Hi! ^^ I don't bite... I don't think xD
Feel free to comment? I'd love to be friends~ Just don't be mean to me? lol
Otherwise, I don't know how the stats stuff work.

Yesterday was Liang's birthday, and we went to Dixon/Davis to eat.
We ate dessert crepes at Crepeville in Davis then went to the MU to bowl. It was fun kinda.
Then we went to Wingstop and bought some chicken and fries. It was my first time at Wingstop.
Ricky drove us back to Jen's and we ate there. Yummy chicken! lol the fries were really good.
We talked a lot about random things and down memory lane ahaha.
We left Jen's around 12AM and Liang got us home at 1:30 O_O
So sleepy. Jim took a quick shower and then we went over to gramp's to sleep. (You see, I already showered when I got home, so I just went to sleep lol)
I didn't even do my journal for Eng1A xD

I just showed Mom my senior portrait pictures and she said they didn't look like me ∑(;°Д°)
Lol. I don't know if that's a good thing.. or a bad thing. LOLOL I don't even know if I'm gonna buy pics...

So I went home early. Afterward, me and Jim went to pick Jo up.
Then we went to Barnes & Nobles. We were getting a gift for Liang. I wanted to get the Eng handbook that we needed for Eng1A just because I want to. ahaha
I also wanted to look at some of the art books TT

Then we went to Quicklys. Tried Oreo Snow. It was pretty good. We ate popcorn chicken too.

I'm sleepy... zzzZ

*Late night addition:
I was going to do ComSt7 hw 'cause I wasn't sure if it's due tomorrow or not. And this APA style is killing me > > So I had to ask a few people for help. I haven't talked to Raffy online for a long time ahaha.
I was talking to Deilys. Movies Friday? =D Too soon for another movie? Lols.

Blurp. So today we went out to eat dimsum at China Palace. Funny thing was E wasn't there and Jim was "so sad" lol but he came in later & Jim was like "He's hereee~" xDD Too bad he didn't serve us lol
Aaaand awkward thing was Raccoon was there w his family. Jim was "evaluating" him lol and yeah. She kind of "pitied" him, not really, but said he was a good boy because he walked his grandma(?) out.

Afterward we went to super lion market or whatnot and shopped. Uhh... then we went to Costco afterward and saw uncle Alan. Then Winco and saw Tokay coach? maybe. Still not sure lols.
It's around 4 I guess. Then we went to Grandma's to eat tong yeun. Auntie and them came late and I've already (trying to) fallen asleep on the love seat. Jim went to sleep in Grandma's room. So they came later and I eventually woke up.

Man. Today dad was so annoying though > > the whole darn day ugh

Today we went out to Quicklys with Linda, Ricky, & Liang. We met Nancy & Leo (her bro) there & also saw Delen, Veronica, Steven, & Sigrid there. So funny.
We just walked down memory lane omg LOL & Ricky brought up something about a cup. I can barely remember that ahahaha
Well it was fun; we just talked about a whole bunch of things that we didn't know. Just opening up I guess lol not really.
Then Ricky took us home so Jim could cook, and they waited for us. On the way, he was talking to us about his girlfriend. I'm just like wow, so dedicated. I had a lot of thoughts while he was talking, but I don't remember them.
Then we went to the movies to watch "Cops," rated R. It was kind of... weird. I don't know. Some parts were funny though.
It was nice hanging out.

Omgeee my senior portraits. Eww my hair TT It was parting in my bangs. Luckily, some of them, my hair didn't part ahahaha

Volunteered at Stockton Con today & super tired! My legs are like numb-ish. And my back hurts.

Hard work beats talent any day, huh?
Well I really wish that was true. xD

Anyway, so lost about this creating persona/fursona. Do they need names? lol
People name their fursonas, definitely, but how about persona's? It's usually their username or name they use online. Bleh my persona's Hikari (or Kari) meaning Light in Japanese, which is basically what I identify to. It also reminds me of Kary... Well besides that, I was wondering if my persona should go with my username too, Yun/Yunnie... /shrugs
Who knows, right?

I've been constantly on Paigeeworld & Deviantart. /kills myself
Been borrowing lots of how-to-draw books & trying to just improve on my skills.
I draw like a kid. And even that's not downgrading anymore!
Seriously though, some 14 year olds on PW draw waaaay better than me, & it really brings me down.
At the same time, I tell myself: I have to be as good as them. If they're younger than me and can do that, I can too!
Yeah, I really wished that helped =_=
So far, I've not given up. In fact, I was able to create a style of my own for chibis. I call it the Doodle Chibi. Obviously it's just a cute simple drawing.
I have 2 other chibi style ideas, but they're definitely harder to come up with... [see my doodle chibi here]

I've also managed to finish one complete digital drawing of my persona that I designed by myself. I have to say that before PW, I wouldn't have been able to accomplish it. It was the first of a drawing that I was really proud of. [see my finished digital here; also visit my dA@pinksheepyunnie ^^]

There are some really encouraging and supportive people out there. I may be down in the dumps a lot, but it's hard to give up when strangers continuously shower you with encouragement, and that's what I love about these art communities. They're not without their ups & downs though.

Labels: art, inspiration, motivation

Summer break is almost over. I don't even know what I did over the summer. /dies
Did a lot of felting crafts though, made lots of lil' keychains. The first time to sew was because I wanted to design my own lil' teddy bear keychain, & I ended up learning a lot about sewing & patterns. My goal turned towards wanting to make medium sized plushies, discarded that teddy bear keychain xD

Also been on Paigeeworld an awful lot. and Deviantart.
These past 2 days, messed on the guitar, piano, & my violin~

Oh yeah! I also watched a few animes this summer. Omgee 2nd season for La Corda d'Oro~ too awesome.
There's 2nd season for Free! too but haven't watched it yet.
Also watched some short shounen-ai. Watched a full season one called Gravitation & I fell in love w/ the music in the anime! Seriously, Ryuichi is too cute! <3

Today was orientation. It was meh. I always think going to back to school is so awkward xD but I seriously love my school <3
S-E-C-A SECA all the way! *still lame. xD

So today I went to hangout w/ Steph, and we just walked around the mall. Going into clothing stores and stuff. Then we walked to Tutti Frutti.

Finally off school! Well, I've been off for like 2 days, not counting the weekends. lol

May 3rd was prom!

to say hi :)
Haven't been on in a while & just updated my other blog.
So yeah. Missed blogging haha. Almost everyday I'm like "I'll update soon" but never happens 'cause I'm way too busy. School's about coming to an end in a month. Still need to register for the SAT > >
Right now, slacking off, not wanting to do Calc hw. Been so freakin' sleepy this week.

It's like my diary that I don't update. <3

Waaah I keep having dreams of Raccoon.... I'm gonna dieeeee
Makes me sadd... LOLOL
Gosh keep having these sweet dreams. Makes me cryyy~~ TwT
I need to find some really sad animes to cry my heart out~

Last night's dream was the limit alright. </3

This weekend ate so much because of birthdays TT
Well, on top of that, all that junk food & sugar at home LOL

Fri (10/25) at badminton open gym, played doubles with Tong~
He just went around, wanting to challenge people haha err total of 5 games i think? win 3 lose 2 ;D


Today, i didn't feel like going but ended up going.
Played doubles w/ ron against weicheng & patrick. We lost our 1st set, but then won the 2nd one & 3rd ^^
Nervous nervous~ didn't think i was ready 'cause i hardly warmed up.
Ron said i'm doing better now :D yays~
But not gonna let it get to my head ._.

Yesterday ran a 2 mile & my calves hurt, my muscles felt like they were gonna pop out of my skin TT
Right now it's hurting again. It's so sore i can't even flex my muscle...

Well, November's coming up.
Nov. 9 - EHS Badminton Tournament
Nov. 11 - Infinite's concert

Thanksgiving = food = fat -.-

Hahaha Jungkyun's twitter. xD
Well anyway. It's about all the unfinished "projects" I have going on :p

I have yet to finish Auston's transcription... 
I want to do instrumental for so many songs, with violin, piano, guitar, & flute haha
Violin: Pinocchio, Michiyuki, Tsuki no curse.
That's all I have for violin by ear. Only part of it.

And then there's all the English versions I want to write. Oy.
Started writing English lyrics for Michiyuki. Coming along nicely haha
Never finished Friends lol.
And all the vocal covers I wanna do LOLOL omg. xD

Lots to do. Not enough time.

Came back from STEM 2 hrs ago.
Such a faaillll. We didn't place.
And the test was the same as the practice!! Because they didn't notice they copied the practice... > >
Neither did our towers & bridges > <
Gotta redeem ourselves next year >=O
Well, the physics lab before the math test was fun. ^^
So yeah, STEM was fun =D

Finally starting to do some art and stuff.
And finally decided on a forward-facing head guideline~~ ^^
I have so many dang programs on my computerrrr.
It's gonna be hella laggy >x<

Gah! I want more things! TT
They're so expensive.

Well, I just want 3 things I guess:

1. A new laptop (64-bit so I can use Sony Vegas Pro/Adobe Premiere Pro)
2. A good mic (for covers~)
3. A HD camcorder (also for covers)

Well not really hammer head. It did hit my back though. Not really sure if it was directly on my back... All I felt was the pain. It went away pretty fast.
This was while fixing the gutter. I'm all good now.
Plus! I've started doing some art~ Yay~
My first pixel art is a sheep. Lol. Not really good though.

Err.. these are the things I want to be able to do, I guess you could say:

1. Instruments
• Violin
• Piano
• Guitar
• Flute
2. Drawing (some projects)
• Okami
• Loveless
• OC (original characters)
• Chibis
• Cosplay outfits
• Fanart of anything!!
3. Covers
• Singing
• Dancing
4. Pixel Art
5. Animation

Well, played around with Michiyuki, Tsuki no curse, Everytime We Touch, and Pinocchio (Auston Lam) by ear. Transcribing Auston's song and found out I know so little about counting beats, metronome, and the different notes themselves!
-sigh- Need to hurry & learn perfect pitch.

Going to practice the vibrato exercises everyday. There better be improvement -.-
Still having difficulties holding the bow: my pinky is always straight > >
Hm what else... 
Can't wait for my electric violin to come in~~!!!

Well there's also drawing that I never got to... When am I ever going to have enough time for everything!? TT

Gosh I'm tired. And quite sleepy...
Didn't quite go the way I planned. I slept in a little 'cause it was too cold LOL
Woke up around 6:45. Got lazy and didn't start exercising until 7:20-ish? Didn't go jogging around the neighorhood/park 'cause too dangerous? lol

Regular exercises are boring.
So I did Blogilates! And it seriously kills more than regular workout x5.
Only like 30min or so, and I couldn't keep up. Gaaah.
Guessing that's not going to be a habit haha well, going to start cutting down rice.
Wonder what Cassey has for healthy foods... hm...

So it's finally viernes (Friday)! xD
Spanish has been going okay lol though I agree with our profesor, that we are quite slow i.e. super basic. xD It's still been fun.

Tomorrow is sábado (Saturday). I ended up having to volunteer mañana (tomorrow), but that's okay.
Also, starting tomorrow, I'm gonna be exercising~ Jogging in the morning aiyahhh
Hehe finally decided to take that up, just like how I took up my violin all over again~ <3

It's going to take a while to adjust; hope I can make that a habit.
Er... what else.
Hm.. well. I put up a cover today for Loveless's "Michiyuki" hehe. 'cause I was bored.
And I'm debating of getting a new laptop or camcorder > < But I'm thinking a camcorder 'cause I'm most likely going to get a new laptop for myself starting college... So yeah. But I seriously need a new laptop if I want to run Photoshop, Flash, & Sony Vegas Pro (!!!!)
-getting blisters from the violin & guitar :P -
Oh! I'm also trying to learn perfect pitch, but it always gets me sleepy.
And I should also start doing what I had planned: drawing anime & animation

Bleh. Going to bed now~ So I can wake up early to do, I don't know, blogilates/Korean aerobic instructor before running?

Gahh! Loveless cannot end like this! TT
Nu... But there's a rumor that if the manga & anime are well-loved, then there might be a 2nd season!
PLEASE LET THERE BE A 2ND SEASON! <3
Ah well... the anime ended... accordingly: ENDLESS

My thoughts of the ending of the anime:
Who is Loveless's real sentouki!? I really want to know... T^T
Demo! I like how the we can make up our own endings & even characters(?) basically~
So I heard the light novels [Utakata no Kizuna (Ephemeral Bonds) & Futatsu no Yukibana (Two Snowflakes)] finally mention Loveless's real sentouki - Seiryo Yukiharu. At the same time, he has people who imposes as his sentouki, & so basically, we still wouldn't know who his real sentouki is -3-
They say Yukiharu-kun looks a lot like Semei & so he (kinda) confuses Ritsuka... so is it possible that the 'Semei' we saw in Endless was actually Yukiharu-kun? Which could mean Semei is really dead... Although the manga (being only at vol.9 at the moment) already covered the part where Semei is, in fact, still alive with his real sentouki Nisei (who's also cute keke), being that Soubi isn't his real sentouki - he was a sentouki w/ no name, & Semei engraved his name on him.

What's good about this is that we are free to develop our own ending story line (until a 2nd season or last vol answers the questions). While it may be fun, I can't wait to find out the real answer to the mysteries of Loveless!

Kouga Yun-sensei! Please answer our questions in the upcoming volumes! >w<

I have really fallen in love with Kouga-sama's work & became a huge #1 fan! <3 Although it'll be sad when the manga ends, I will finally be able to understand (hopefully) all the mysteries~ Even after that, I will always be a major fan :D

P.S. A lot of people think of "Loveless" as just a Yaoi, but it really isn't. That may be what it seems, but if you look deeper, it's about the trust, bonds, and love between people, no matter the age or gender.♥

Labels: anime, kouga yun, Loveless, manga

Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there.

I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^

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