Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
gosh. we r so bored!!! XD skool's over nd theres nothing to do. -.- today we spent 4 hours cleaning up the damn room! >.<
well... im pretty sure.. yesterday (or some other day) i had a thought... to crop stills from "a video" <--- which i dont remember. -.-
^grr.... -.- damn my stupid brain! nd memory space!
i get how u guys r so addicted to tumblr~ lols ♥ rite now, jim is addicted to forevershiningshinee's tumblr~ looking thru all the pics nd saving them. XD
now i hav to control myself to not go save pics! >o<
yoojin reminds me (or looks like) of xiao gui. nd jungkyun reminds me (or looks like) hongki to me at first. then after someone sed mir. i was like "hm.. yeh. mir too." lols. XD i think n-train's gonna be great~~
congrats to Edison Seniors Class of 11!!! ♥~ ---- hung out w them today. hella fun~~~ jen drove~ first we went bowling. i just sat there, watching them. zhi, liang, and ricky messin' w me. nd we saw michael/anthony zapanta the 2 twins, friends of jim. nd theyre younger brother who goes to seca. jim nd connie came later, bak from badminton sectionals.
then we like "loitered" there, deciding where to go. then we moved outside. stayed THERE for a while. lols.
then we went downtown, to the waterfront. parked the cars in the parking lot. then to starbucks. my first time. ^^ the drink jen got, w chocolate cookie pieces in there, was pretty good. ^^ then we got kicked out. XP FIRST TIME! lols [there was kim, jens friend, nd she took ricky's fone wen he went to linda & connie, nd gave it to jen, then gave to me to hide in my bag. *[bag]first time out! ^^* gosh. i couldnt stop laughing. finally i got myself under control. then he was like "wheres my fone?" lols. (they also talked about 6PM and judgment day etc) he asked kim. then liang. then liang called ricky's fone, asked ricky if it was silent nd he says: "i think its on silent" nd he had that 'unbelievable' look on him. lols. then they were like if u guess rite, u get ur fone bak. he guessed liang. then me! lols. i had to give him his fone bak. LOL. XD] then we just sat on the benches next to the water place, across from weber point. then ricky sang the Philippines national anthem or something. i recorded it. XD and we stayed THERE for a long time. "chilli'n" as liang called it. XD i think we were "chillin ourselves to the bone". damn was it windy. then we walked to the parking lot, pass the theater. kim nd jen were up ahead. ricky, jim, connie, nd linda were behind us (me nd liang) cuz they had "stuff" to talk about. so me nd liang were in the middle. he was like cold. lols. i kept my distance. then it would look like i was "with" him. lols XD [ we always seem to be the ones away from the group... ] we got to the parking lot, standing in a circle near liang's car. nd we stayed THERE for like wat... 1 nd a half hour or so. lols. talking bout ghosts etc. afterwards we took kim bak to ping yi's house to get her car. nd jen drove me nd jim to liang's house. they were like "nu uh. we're not talking bout no more ghosts" nd liang was talking bout how the light turned off on him wen he got his fone out of his car in the garage. then i heard some scritching noises at the door. i was like "is it me, or is there someone at the door?" everyone quieted down nd it got louder. we all like screamed nd ran towards the other side of the room. LOL. XD [liang/ricky was on tht side at the comp] it was his mom. lols. we laughed. XD
then they talked. i just listened. then liang turned on his ps3 nd was playing... dynasty warriors(?) then jen played cuz he had to go eat. then she went to the restroom nd i played. either she finished or i lost.... i think i continued her game... nd lost... then he reset it nd threw the controller at me. (lightly. ^^ ♥) he watched me nd he kept saying i was good. ^^ (♥) [ jim was like: i know! she always play games! ] XD but darn. i lost again. [the darn person escaped] >.< well that was fun... ----- it was such a fun day~~ ^^ {wat else was i gnna rite...} well i was out the whole day. *yawns* tired. >.< {o yeh. also, i easily fall for guys. ;) get wat i mean?} ----- something ricky sed that i remembered: "what does this mean wen someone says this? : 'hi. bye. nvrmind' on chat?" lols. something along those lines~~
man. yesterday was hella fun! [had sushi but thats not the point]
went to jessie's house to paint rockets. our rocket came out pretty good. ^^ its white. with things on the fins: infinite sign. other side: inspirit pawprints. other side: dalmate b2st. other side: b2uty ♡
wat!? we hav a new car!? lols. i srsly did not kno. >w< until my sis goes: "now u dont need to burn CDs" "why not?" "cuz the new car u can plug in the thing" "WHAT!? WE HAVE A NEW CAR!?" *lols that rly was my reaction*
i thot it was my uncles!!! bleh. well... ok... lols. >.<
bleh. jim spilled milk tea on my table. -.- over the cpu. now my whole place smells like milk tea. -.- the desk's.... aura feels different.
sigh. i should make sure n e thing i need here is safe... on hardrive. sigh. that reminds me... vids. damn! if this cpu's messed up, all my bookmarked pages!! o.o nooooo....... T.T *plz cpu. be safe. >.<*
Painstakingly cropped the pics. >.< Hope you like it! It is mines. If you take out or use it, please do credit me. Uh... the pics aren't mine (hence the "cropping").
MWHITE = big fans of MBLAQ that cover their songs. get it? MWHITE | MBLAQ lols. i think thats wat they mean. which reminds me of us, P0LAR*5 (still dont kno if we hav a 5 or s) which then reminds me to get USB from nana~ lols
man! they hav some kool names!! MBLAQ covers = MWHITE 4Minute covers = 4Issue SHINee covers = Luster {u kno, from lucifer i guess~} Big Bang covers = Bangers {dont rly like that name...}
-sigh- meimei. v.v well just looking for TNT vids..~
B2ST - Shock
TNT the best out of here. ^^ He sings better than them, in korean. 0:48 , 0:56 eh.. not that good. love how he's junhyung. lols. ♥ TNT: "This song's not over." *background music: "kay shock."* TNT: "KAY SHOCK!" (a lil late there. lols)
GDragon - Heartbreaker
I posted this already i think. Sing so good. Dance so good. lols. ♥ ♥ love the ending. ^^
TNT - First Kiss
TNT: "I'm TNT. I'm hot. I'm cool. With a spotlight *jump* shinin' on me." yeh TNT. i kno u r. ^^ love his outfit~ ♥ man.. i think thats his mom. nd she just cant stop kissing him. lols. gave the flower to the guy. KISSED the dog and THREW IT INTO THE CROWD!! that lucky fangirl. XD
Taeyang - I Need a Girl
I love his headphones!!!!
Don't touch him!!!! >.< old-looking lady too. don't think this is his best performance.... Justin Bieber - Baby
i like this one too~~ ♥ his outfit so american. love his shoes. nd the dance. lols. nd i like the beginning. ^^ gotta laugh at his stumble on the rap. lols nd its heka clear. (omg! gotta .gif that wink!!!)
How Gee
love TNT's outfit!!! ♥ and his hair~~~ (should do a still of him here too~~)
OK! the end of TNT craze obsession. lols. XP [u kno, red for TS7 TNT!!!]
wanna know my infinite bias? lols. (i find that i like doing bias posts. ^^)
woohyun sungyeol sunggyu (wen his hair is down like in nothing's over) nd L. (he's the popular one eh?)
i think.... thats it? maybe... maybe sungjong... but im still thinking about that... nd maybe hoya... after he rapped for wheesung.... i think hair down fits sunggyu better. ^^ ♥
too many new groups!! im getting them all mixed up! well 2 groups at least. but then again i hav a tendency to mix ppl/groups up. lols. well now im mixing up block b nd x-5. lols. im like "who's in wat?" yup it's confusing~
------- those stupid mexicans came into the gate to steal choi. u kidding me? so damn stupid "we need some!" like wtf? ohoho. next time im gonna spray (in which i mean use the jet option) to spray the ugliness of his face with. psh. he cant do nothing. -.- he's gonna go tell the police "she sprayed cuz i climbed into her garden trying to steal choi." mhm. thats gonna help ALOT. everytime i confront them, i come bak shaking. stupid.
**do bigbang pic from wallpapers. [Wallpapers] (u kno, like crop off them standing nd put into one pic~)**
block b
b1a4 (1 B blood type and all the other 4 are A blood type. Also Be the one, all for one.
.....
i had more ideas.... but i guess i forgot... just... MORE PICS!!!!!
[EDITED 04.24.11 - do .gif of L nd sungyeol at 2:44. (in case of removal, its for jeju island inkigayo special) and also in "gif vids" folder on desktop] [EDITED 04.29.11 - ZE:A heart at the end~~ jeju island special. saved in same folder]
gosh. we r so bored!!! XD skool's over nd theres nothing to do. -.- today we spent 4 hours cleaning up the damn room! >.<
well... im pretty sure.. yesterday (or some other day) i had a thought... to crop stills from "a video" <--- which i dont remember. -.-
^grr.... -.- damn my stupid brain! nd memory space!
i get how u guys r so addicted to tumblr~ lols ♥ rite now, jim is addicted to forevershiningshinee's tumblr~ looking thru all the pics nd saving them. XD
now i hav to control myself to not go save pics! >o<
yoojin reminds me (or looks like) of xiao gui. nd jungkyun reminds me (or looks like) hongki to me at first. then after someone sed mir. i was like "hm.. yeh. mir too." lols. XD i think n-train's gonna be great~~
congrats to Edison Seniors Class of 11!!! ♥~ ---- hung out w them today. hella fun~~~ jen drove~ first we went bowling. i just sat there, watching them. zhi, liang, and ricky messin' w me. nd we saw michael/anthony zapanta the 2 twins, friends of jim. nd theyre younger brother who goes to seca. jim nd connie came later, bak from badminton sectionals.
then we like "loitered" there, deciding where to go. then we moved outside. stayed THERE for a while. lols.
then we went downtown, to the waterfront. parked the cars in the parking lot. then to starbucks. my first time. ^^ the drink jen got, w chocolate cookie pieces in there, was pretty good. ^^ then we got kicked out. XP FIRST TIME! lols [there was kim, jens friend, nd she took ricky's fone wen he went to linda & connie, nd gave it to jen, then gave to me to hide in my bag. *[bag]first time out! ^^* gosh. i couldnt stop laughing. finally i got myself under control. then he was like "wheres my fone?" lols. (they also talked about 6PM and judgment day etc) he asked kim. then liang. then liang called ricky's fone, asked ricky if it was silent nd he says: "i think its on silent" nd he had that 'unbelievable' look on him. lols. then they were like if u guess rite, u get ur fone bak. he guessed liang. then me! lols. i had to give him his fone bak. LOL. XD] then we just sat on the benches next to the water place, across from weber point. then ricky sang the Philippines national anthem or something. i recorded it. XD and we stayed THERE for a long time. "chilli'n" as liang called it. XD i think we were "chillin ourselves to the bone". damn was it windy. then we walked to the parking lot, pass the theater. kim nd jen were up ahead. ricky, jim, connie, nd linda were behind us (me nd liang) cuz they had "stuff" to talk about. so me nd liang were in the middle. he was like cold. lols. i kept my distance. then it would look like i was "with" him. lols XD [ we always seem to be the ones away from the group... ] we got to the parking lot, standing in a circle near liang's car. nd we stayed THERE for like wat... 1 nd a half hour or so. lols. talking bout ghosts etc. afterwards we took kim bak to ping yi's house to get her car. nd jen drove me nd jim to liang's house. they were like "nu uh. we're not talking bout no more ghosts" nd liang was talking bout how the light turned off on him wen he got his fone out of his car in the garage. then i heard some scritching noises at the door. i was like "is it me, or is there someone at the door?" everyone quieted down nd it got louder. we all like screamed nd ran towards the other side of the room. LOL. XD [liang/ricky was on tht side at the comp] it was his mom. lols. we laughed. XD
then they talked. i just listened. then liang turned on his ps3 nd was playing... dynasty warriors(?) then jen played cuz he had to go eat. then she went to the restroom nd i played. either she finished or i lost.... i think i continued her game... nd lost... then he reset it nd threw the controller at me. (lightly. ^^ ♥) he watched me nd he kept saying i was good. ^^ (♥) [ jim was like: i know! she always play games! ] XD but darn. i lost again. [the darn person escaped] >.< well that was fun... ----- it was such a fun day~~ ^^ {wat else was i gnna rite...} well i was out the whole day. *yawns* tired. >.< {o yeh. also, i easily fall for guys. ;) get wat i mean?} ----- something ricky sed that i remembered: "what does this mean wen someone says this? : 'hi. bye. nvrmind' on chat?" lols. something along those lines~~
man. yesterday was hella fun! [had sushi but thats not the point]
went to jessie's house to paint rockets. our rocket came out pretty good. ^^ its white. with things on the fins: infinite sign. other side: inspirit pawprints. other side: dalmate b2st. other side: b2uty ♡
wat!? we hav a new car!? lols. i srsly did not kno. >w< until my sis goes: "now u dont need to burn CDs" "why not?" "cuz the new car u can plug in the thing" "WHAT!? WE HAVE A NEW CAR!?" *lols that rly was my reaction*
i thot it was my uncles!!! bleh. well... ok... lols. >.<
bleh. jim spilled milk tea on my table. -.- over the cpu. now my whole place smells like milk tea. -.- the desk's.... aura feels different.
sigh. i should make sure n e thing i need here is safe... on hardrive. sigh. that reminds me... vids. damn! if this cpu's messed up, all my bookmarked pages!! o.o nooooo....... T.T *plz cpu. be safe. >.<*
Painstakingly cropped the pics. >.< Hope you like it! It is mines. If you take out or use it, please do credit me. Uh... the pics aren't mine (hence the "cropping").
MWHITE = big fans of MBLAQ that cover their songs. get it? MWHITE | MBLAQ lols. i think thats wat they mean. which reminds me of us, P0LAR*5 (still dont kno if we hav a 5 or s) which then reminds me to get USB from nana~ lols
man! they hav some kool names!! MBLAQ covers = MWHITE 4Minute covers = 4Issue SHINee covers = Luster {u kno, from lucifer i guess~} Big Bang covers = Bangers {dont rly like that name...}
-sigh- meimei. v.v well just looking for TNT vids..~
B2ST - Shock
TNT the best out of here. ^^ He sings better than them, in korean. 0:48 , 0:56 eh.. not that good. love how he's junhyung. lols. ♥ TNT: "This song's not over." *background music: "kay shock."* TNT: "KAY SHOCK!" (a lil late there. lols)
GDragon - Heartbreaker
I posted this already i think. Sing so good. Dance so good. lols. ♥ ♥ love the ending. ^^
TNT - First Kiss
TNT: "I'm TNT. I'm hot. I'm cool. With a spotlight *jump* shinin' on me." yeh TNT. i kno u r. ^^ love his outfit~ ♥ man.. i think thats his mom. nd she just cant stop kissing him. lols. gave the flower to the guy. KISSED the dog and THREW IT INTO THE CROWD!! that lucky fangirl. XD
Taeyang - I Need a Girl
I love his headphones!!!!
Don't touch him!!!! >.< old-looking lady too. don't think this is his best performance.... Justin Bieber - Baby
i like this one too~~ ♥ his outfit so american. love his shoes. nd the dance. lols. nd i like the beginning. ^^ gotta laugh at his stumble on the rap. lols nd its heka clear. (omg! gotta .gif that wink!!!)
How Gee
love TNT's outfit!!! ♥ and his hair~~~ (should do a still of him here too~~)
OK! the end of TNT craze obsession. lols. XP [u kno, red for TS7 TNT!!!]
wanna know my infinite bias? lols. (i find that i like doing bias posts. ^^)
woohyun sungyeol sunggyu (wen his hair is down like in nothing's over) nd L. (he's the popular one eh?)
i think.... thats it? maybe... maybe sungjong... but im still thinking about that... nd maybe hoya... after he rapped for wheesung.... i think hair down fits sunggyu better. ^^ ♥
too many new groups!! im getting them all mixed up! well 2 groups at least. but then again i hav a tendency to mix ppl/groups up. lols. well now im mixing up block b nd x-5. lols. im like "who's in wat?" yup it's confusing~
------- those stupid mexicans came into the gate to steal choi. u kidding me? so damn stupid "we need some!" like wtf? ohoho. next time im gonna spray (in which i mean use the jet option) to spray the ugliness of his face with. psh. he cant do nothing. -.- he's gonna go tell the police "she sprayed cuz i climbed into her garden trying to steal choi." mhm. thats gonna help ALOT. everytime i confront them, i come bak shaking. stupid.
**do bigbang pic from wallpapers. [Wallpapers] (u kno, like crop off them standing nd put into one pic~)**
block b
b1a4 (1 B blood type and all the other 4 are A blood type. Also Be the one, all for one.
.....
i had more ideas.... but i guess i forgot... just... MORE PICS!!!!!
[EDITED 04.24.11 - do .gif of L nd sungyeol at 2:44. (in case of removal, its for jeju island inkigayo special) and also in "gif vids" folder on desktop] [EDITED 04.29.11 - ZE:A heart at the end~~ jeju island special. saved in same folder]
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
: hidenobu suzuki, + follow
