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konnichiwa~

Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/

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Quick Update
written on Sunday, September 2, 2012 @ 12:38 AM ✈

Mainly it's just about point break on last friday on the 24th. ahh.. theres not much to talk about. it was emotional. idk y i started to cry. i just felt like i NEED to.
i really dont kno how to summarize it all... i dont even kno how i felt...
it was weird bcuz my knee-to-knee partner was brandon her. [wat we said to each other is confidential]


in the end, there were the thanks to and sorry speeches.
if i did it, i would thank POLARIS~♥ john & robin (idk y for robin but... idk)
nd tht day [just to myself] i would thank sabreena nd aracely.

i would also say sorry to robin. just because. i guess cuz ppl always be "mean" to him bcuz of me. (nd other times, it's not even me :p)

and after that... idk. i figured nobody will rly stop judging ppl by their appearances. i mean, look at this generation -.-
it was a rly great experience tho. it made me like hugs more than b4. hugs are... somehow special sometimes. other times... hugs r just nice. ^^


still... problems continued, even tho it seemed tht there wont be n e. we're still hiding stuff no matter wat.
nd i'm sorry... just sorry... i can't do n e thing bcuz im not the type to be mean to one person, just to satisfy the other. i'm sorry... but if u hav n e problems w it, let's compromise, k?
i'm sorry for not knowing u more, even if i knew the gist of it. i'm sorry for not bothering to ask n e more. i'm sorry for not being there for u all the time. i'm sorry for hiding as much stuff as u.

i just can't say enuf sorries.

please forgive me.

and even wen u do, i probably won't be n e different. v.v
i don't go thru wat u do. i can't feel wat u do. so tell me. even if i cant help. tell me.
nd i kno most of the time im busy w lots of stuff. sorry...
there were LOTS of things tht i didnt kno about... until today...

.... wow. it was rly nice to rite out all this nd reread it. i kno im forgetting to sorry about something tho w so much on my mind... i just cant help change n e thing. TT

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TO THE TWINS .::. D17-62
written on Saturday, September 1, 2012 @ 10:37 PM ✈

Wow so long ago that i haven't written.
For the most part i was too lazy. > <
And for the rest, i'm just too busy~

Well it has been about 2 months already.
Coming back soon? i don't kno. hope they're hanging in there.


DAY 17---62
(thats about 45 days. too much to list. xD)

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D12-16
written on Monday, July 16, 2012 @ 11:53 PM ✈

aiya. didn't write for a couple days but i still counted on twitter. ^^
BUTTT! i kept missing 11:11 TT for the past 2 days only.

well nothing much. it's been quite a while since they left...
DAY 12
DAY 13
DAY 14
DAY 15
DAY 16

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTONY ZAPANTA!

MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D11
written on Wednesday, July 11, 2012 @ 11:53 PM ✈

i guess he got shipped out now huh?
no more calls from him.
hm... nothing much.
got to much on my mind...
caught up w/ mvs.
need to start on:
-exercises (&dance)
-hw
-cleaning up
-sleeping early
-waking early
=_=
so much to do...
DAY 11

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D10
written on Tuesday, July 10, 2012 @ 11:58 PM ✈

u kno wat? i need to release nd relax myself more :\
keep forgetting stuff nd not letting this burden go...
so today is prob michael's last call. they talked a long time.

he's getting shipped out 2moro afternoon.
idk bout anthony tho...
aiyah. been slacking off on exercise. TT
at least i finished my summer rding bk.

went to nancy's house today. they played mahjong.
we (rly just me) were (was) watching "alpha and omega" but didn't finish TT
too many comebacks.

omg nu'est & n-train! <3
nu'est is looking for fans to be their "sandy" for their new mv "SANDY". they'll play the leading role.
omg i want tooooo! xD
nd b2st (finally!) nd infinite~

DAY 10

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D8 & D9
written on Monday, July 9, 2012 @ 11:05 PM ✈

rawr! didn't write one yesterday. TT^TT
well.. nothing much yesterday n e way.
michael called today. i heard jim talking to him
saying tht it's going away nd i guess it's the bump from the TB shot.
guess he's okay. haha.
she sed tht it's gnna be his last call today or 2moro.
theyre being shipped to places but i think anthony is getting shipped after michael.
same place tho or something. they sound like packages. LOL
well wish them luck!
DAY 8
DAY9


GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!

MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D7
written on Saturday, July 7, 2012 @ 11:28 PM ✈

today went to pick jamie up from berkeley.
then went to oakland to shop.
usual thing after we came home.
michael called jim around 6
telling her about taking his TB shot nd worrying bout getting tuberculosis.
he got a bump where he was shot nd it was itching.
now he has to get a chest x-ray to determine whether he's contagious or something like tht.
nd something bout getting shots on his butt. Dx owiee tht gotta hurt.
hope he's okay.
writing from my old old Dell cpu tht only has 1.something GB -.-
nd i can't get n e more space....
it's still going pretty fast for all tht it's worth > >
i guess it'd be ok to use still (i kno it is)
i just don't like seeing my bar red. LOL
hope somehow it gets fixed...
DAY 7


GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D6
written on Friday, July 6, 2012 @ 11:15 PM ✈


berkeley was cooooooold! TT
tracy was hotttttt! -.-

well gonna pick up jim 2moro at berk.
err... i was texting her nd she kept saying "shhhh" xD
nd for some reason it reminds me of michael haha. 
we ate at duran cafe at berk.
walkin' walkin' walkin' around berk.
it's gnna be so many days b4 the twins come back...
wonder if i can write tht many posts. xD
DAY 6


GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D5
written on Thursday, July 5, 2012 @ 11:39 PM ✈

Nothing much w the twins.
Michael reported having a bald/bold cut. Haha guess thts a style lol.
Made pancakes today.
My mickey mouse was a fail haha.
It had 1 mouse ear nd 1 cat ear xD
Err... Going berkeley 2moro.
Around 4/5 AM.

DAY 5


GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D4
written on Wednesday, July 4, 2012 @ 11:58 PM ✈

yay! anthony finally caught up w/ michael! ^^
my wish came true haha.
but theyre in different platoons (subdivision) :p
michael called today too. he sed we're weird, me jo nd jen, cuz we were crowding jim. xD
she told him tht we wanted to listen to him LOL
he told me to do something haha to record jim wen she's crying.
nd i guess he heard me nd jen singing LOL
they kinda had a day off cuz it's july 4th [happy july 4th!!]
they still trained a bit in the morning. idk the time difference
we made crepes today~ pretty good ;)
just happy tht they're together (somewhat) again. ^^
DAY 4


GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D3
written on Tuesday, July 3, 2012 @ 11:25 PM ✈

This morning michael left for Texas / Oklahoma.
anthony was left in CA cuz his paperwork got messed up. 
michael hopes that anthony can catch up w/ michael b4 training.
it's so sad just thinking bout the lost black goat. TT
my 11:11 wish was better today. 
hope they get back together soon.
DAY 3


GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D2
written on Monday, July 2, 2012 @ 11:58 PM ✈

Jim said today was gonna be their last day at the Sac. hotel.
They're officially OFFICIALLY flying to their camp 2moro.
i made my first 11:11 wish today. it was pretty messy... i didn't rly kno wat to say.
pixlr-o-matic was so slow in saving the pic tht it was a bit past 11:11 already b4 i posted -.-
instagram is a mess now after being updated nd stuff. jim's still works -.-
my computer is still losing GB. can't w8 'til somehow i can get a new one. argh!
lose weight lose fat lose fat!! skinny down the thigh!! nd lower thigh!! -.-
so new cpu & fix the lumix camera. >.<
im forgetting something... o.o
i just noticed the titles r "TO THE TWINS" when it's rly just thoughts bout them nd stuff. xD
it still includes my stuff haha
DAY 2


GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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TO THE TWINS .::. D1
written on Sunday, July 1, 2012 @ 1:40 PM ✈

Today the twins officially left for their boot camp/army (still confused)
Everyone's sad and stuff :(

I wish them the best of luck. Hope they're safe.
They'll be back in 4-5 months. (But i thought they were leavin agin to JOIN the army for 4 years... idk)
They came to visit us before they left and to drop off some pics.
They gave us hugs before they left. [anthony is so skinny!! :o i think my arms almost went all the way around his waist. LOL] jamie gave michael an extra long hug. i thought it was really cute. she's really gnna miss him. but she aint gnna let tht bother her while he's gone.
they were rly fun. i nvr got the chance to get to kno them. or talk to them much.
i wonder how much they'll change...
how fast is 4 months....
i didnt think tht i would actually miss them... cuz u kno, im not tht close. who knew feelings can develop so fast, even wen u dont interact?
but i do miss them....
they're also basically my inspiration. ^^
DAY 1


GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

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My plan =p
written on @ 12:16 PM ✈

on summer break for a while. (did i mention? haha)
well need to start on my summer reading soon.
computer broke again. -.- fix tht later damn.
uh.. wat ive been doing...
err... i can tell u wat ive NOT been doing: saving pics.

rly i think i broke my habit. ^^ rly proud of myself. haha.
only some pics tht i want ya kno. ive controlled myself.
i mean, i dont rly do much... i just HAV them... i dont even edit much.

oh wells. like i dont even hav a VIXX folder. no more exo pics.
mostly only btob, JJ Project... & teen top.
others include comeback pics nd stuff.
i havnt even caught up on new songs. =p


i actually hav more blog posts to catch up w/ but im just so lazy! they're still on my memo on the comp. xDD
well bye for now... im gnna write another post :)

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06.09.12 Ju-on 2
written on Sunday, June 10, 2012 @ 8:52 PM ✈


I haven't posted since hecka long. I still hav sticky notes to need to post about but I'm really lazy to. > <
School's out since Wed (06.06.12)

So... maybe there'll be more. I'm just lazy~


So.. yesterday was fun~ ^^
I went to have pho w/ jamie & nancy, tong, anthony, michael, leo, (their cousins) michelle & matt, mai, melissa, bryan, johnmhar, alin, & kurt. [i don't think i missed n e one]
then we hung out at the twins's [michael & anthony] house. at first, everyone did their own thing.
then we had deep-fried oreos (yum!) i took a bite from matt's oreo. it's funny cuz he doesnt even kno me. lol

then we just ate dinner after watching the Fight b/t Manny & Bradley.
it was funny watching the guys get all hyped over manny's loss nd they were all shouting nd cussing. xD
then we watched Ju-on 2. it was hella scary. o.o
i was holding on to axl the whole time. (more like he was holding onto me the whole time)
he made me scream! xD
he watched the beginning so he was whispering to me wat's gnna happen.
he was so close :p nd i was suffocating. LOL
at times where it wasn't scary axl kept singsonging ~i just want to cuddle~
i couldn't NOT laugh. xD
he kept jumping/screaming at the scary parts.
(it was so scary tht wen axl got off the couch, matt took my pillow but i still had axl's sweater but i was like "u stole my pillow" nd he was like sorry nd we shared the pillow. axl jumped on him nd was holding on to both of us. xD)
[yeh 5 ppl on a couch. it was from left to right (facing us) me, axl, matt, michael, and jamie. it was so squishy. xD matt was like "i feel like the 5th wheel. xD i think it was nancy/tong/bryan tht was like "i thot axl was hugging a pillow but then i saw a moving head. LOL]
it was so like THRILLING nd scary nd stuff. i was suffocated. xP nd we were like sweating (we barely started nd axl had to take off his sweater after the 1st scream. xD) nd stuff. lol
some ppl didnt watch w/ us. like leo. he wore my blue sweater from coach. he looked like a stick! lol. i can't even say 'he stretched out my sweater' cuz he's too skinny! lol. well yeah he was wearing it the whole time when we were watching the Fight. some ppl were saying like ur still wearing tht sweater. nd he sed it's actually not tht bad cuz it's not that thick. he nd axl were teaching me how to solve a rubix cube. he was supposed to write down the algorithms or something like tht.
so we watched until 3 something. (did i tell u we were out of the house since 1PM? i woke up at 12:30 too. xD) at first we watched some other scary movie (chebyul diaries?) but we didn't get it. it was all dark nd stuff nd we just didn't kno wat was happening. so they stopped like half-way & watched ju-on 2. it's a jap movie. after finishing ju-on 2 we watched the legend of fists: the return of chen zhen. something like tht. 
we didnt finish tht one; we went home. (i was scared. >.<) leo was still wearing my sweater so i told jim to get it for me. she went inside to say bye to those ppl in the room. she sed we're going now. nd he was like ok bye. nd my sister was like uh the sweater? xD he liked tht sweater tht much? haha.
so like i got home, smelling like axl nd leo. LOL. i didnt give a hug to axl. :( i regret it~ he said ur welcome (or thank u?) for the protection. i just smiled nd left nd bumped into michael. xDD
i was like oh sorry. but then i noticed he was waiting for a hug. haha.
ill be sure to give ppl hugs cuz like they like hugs for some reason. lol.


well tht's a long post. i hope i didnt forget n e thing. 
nd i posted on FB bout it nd ppl liked it rite? this is funny. xD




^these 3 r brothers nd they're like all listed in a row. i find tht rly cool. lol


[UPDATE: i'm so itchyyy!! i can't stop scratching. TT nd my diet's not going very well. :p i want CHICKENNN! lol. i think i still smell like axl... LOLOL]

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Scouted!
written on Saturday, March 3, 2012 @ 7:41 PM ✈

Wow... We would never have thought this would happen to us... *0*
So today we went to the Sherwood Mall, and we were just leaving Macy's.
We met this one lady from Barbizon. She's a talent scout...
for modeling and acting...

Sounds interesting! > <

It's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity...
I kinda wanna go and I kinda don't wanna go. > <
Ah! What to do!?
We're probably not gonna go... =_='

EDIT: Or not. Good thing we do research~~ ;D ahaha~
So... yahoo answers, people say it is a scam. it DOES exist. but it's like $2,000 per classes.
We ain't paying for those. :p


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New phone!
written on Sunday, September 18, 2011 @ 7:40 PM ✈

woot! i got a phone! <3
its a samsung solstice 2~ 
kekeke. XD

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@ the library
written on Friday, August 5, 2011 @ 2:47 PM ✈

rite now~
*sigh* trying to get my book done. -.-


well... letsee... i couldnt find my diary so.. this blog is the closest thing. XD
yesterday, looking thru some old stuff... reread the card taylor gave me, the one mina gave me, nd orion's. XD

sleeping early than usual (but not early enuf. x-X)
talk to jen alot... like bout random stuff...
guess we go thru alot of similar stuff~

--should go find the diary... the one w the hot air balloon-- -.-
gah! just need to go home nd dl the dance vids. sheesh. it better start working. *nd a feeling, i highly doubt it does -.-*
nd uh... more wii? XD
ooo~ yeah~ more pics!!! <33

**LOL = Lots of Love~ <-- just wanted to say tht. i think meimei also used the "LOL" acronym~

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heart for 2130 XD
written on Friday, July 29, 2011 @ 7:09 PM ✈

heart for 2 - ZE:A



i do hope they release mv for this...
heard they teased for "level up" but no full mv...
happened also to some other group... forgot...

well n e way, i could gif/screen cap this. XD
[lots of Dongjun ones?]
some nice places to do so~ <33


their album hav like wat 3-4 songs or so?
it's not hard to like all of them. ^^
-Watch OUt
-Waeyo? (rly like this. kekeke. the chorus~)
-Heart42 (rly think they should rite it like tht. LOL then again it could be read "42" XD)

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Personality Patterns.
written on Wednesday, July 27, 2011 @ 12:26 AM ✈

Pretty Accurate~

Original
You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.

You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.


Scrupulous
You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.

You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.

Meticulous
You tend to want everything you touch to be just right. You can spot errors, omissions, shoddy work, or bad taste from a mile away. You demand a lot of yourself, and you often hold others to the same standards.

You don't want to be one of those people who couldn't care less about doing a job well, and you don't think it helps to apologize for the sloppiness of others or cut them a lot of slack.

Unflappable
You are not a slave to your emotions. It takes a lot to upset or unnerve you. That's why you're a good person to have around in a crisis.

You don't let it all hang out, which means that those around you often don't know the pressures you're under or what you're going through. You're not the kind of person people run from in a crisis.

Excitable
You have a strong image of how you want things to be, and when the world around you refuses to cooperate you get annoyed, distracted, or worse.

You don't feel compelled to stay calm when the world around you is erupting in chaos; it's not your job to keep everyone else in line.

Laid Back
You prefer to do your own thing, in your own way, rather than attempt to force your will, or your ego, on a group. You're happy working on your own, taking your sweet time, and focusing on the job at hand.

You're not pushy. You're not interested in imposing your will on others, taking charge of every situation, being the first to raise your hand in class, or insisting on being the winner of every argument.

Unsettled
You may be comfortable on your home turf, but you have a tendency to be self-conscious in an unfamiliar environment. While you're usually at ease with your friends, you can be a little skittish around strangers.

You usually don't feel at home in unfamiliar settings or with new people. When you get rattled, you don't necessarily recover instantly.

Self-Contained
You like to stick to your own business and leave the power struggles to others; you know who you are and what you believe in, but you don't see any reason to impose your values on everyone else.

You generally don't get involved in organizing or motivating people, and you don't feel the need to always be seen as a big public decision-maker.

Competitive
You'd rather win than simply get along in most situations. When you know you're right, you would rather argue your point than compromise. Generally, those with a high score on the "competitive" trait hold leadership positions in industry and are exhilarated by risk-taking both in their professional and personal lives.

You are not always interested in getting along with others in a group, especially if it can mean losing your identity.

Responsible
You fulfill your obligations and responsibilities, are true to your word, and generally obey the rules. While the majority of those who have a high score on the "responsible" trait enjoy traveling, they are usually very happy to return home — and don’t mind staying put for a while.

You're opposed to making hasty decisions, you don't insist that you're above the rules, nor do you feel compelled to color outside the lines.

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