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May 3rd was prom!

to say hi :)
Haven't been on in a while & just updated my other blog.
So yeah. Missed blogging haha. Almost everyday I'm like "I'll update soon" but never happens 'cause I'm way too busy. School's about coming to an end in a month. Still need to register for the SAT > >
Right now, slacking off, not wanting to do Calc hw. Been so freakin' sleepy this week.

It's like my diary that I don't update. <3

Waaah I keep having dreams of Raccoon.... I'm gonna dieeeee
Makes me sadd... LOLOL
Gosh keep having these sweet dreams. Makes me cryyy~~ TwT
I need to find some really sad animes to cry my heart out~

Last night's dream was the limit alright. </3

This weekend ate so much because of birthdays TT
Well, on top of that, all that junk food & sugar at home LOL

Fri (10/25) at badminton open gym, played doubles with Tong~
He just went around, wanting to challenge people haha err total of 5 games i think? win 3 lose 2 ;D


Today, i didn't feel like going but ended up going.
Played doubles w/ ron against weicheng & patrick. We lost our 1st set, but then won the 2nd one & 3rd ^^
Nervous nervous~ didn't think i was ready 'cause i hardly warmed up.
Ron said i'm doing better now :D yays~
But not gonna let it get to my head ._.

Yesterday ran a 2 mile & my calves hurt, my muscles felt like they were gonna pop out of my skin TT
Right now it's hurting again. It's so sore i can't even flex my muscle...

Well, November's coming up.
Nov. 9 - EHS Badminton Tournament
Nov. 11 - Infinite's concert

Thanksgiving = food = fat -.-

Hahaha Jungkyun's twitter. xD
Well anyway. It's about all the unfinished "projects" I have going on :p

I have yet to finish Auston's transcription... 
I want to do instrumental for so many songs, with violin, piano, guitar, & flute haha
Violin: Pinocchio, Michiyuki, Tsuki no curse.
That's all I have for violin by ear. Only part of it.

And then there's all the English versions I want to write. Oy.
Started writing English lyrics for Michiyuki. Coming along nicely haha
Never finished Friends lol.
And all the vocal covers I wanna do LOLOL omg. xD

Lots to do. Not enough time.

Came back from STEM 2 hrs ago.
Such a faaillll. We didn't place.
And the test was the same as the practice!! Because they didn't notice they copied the practice... > >
Neither did our towers & bridges > <
Gotta redeem ourselves next year >=O
Well, the physics lab before the math test was fun. ^^
So yeah, STEM was fun =D

Finally starting to do some art and stuff.
And finally decided on a forward-facing head guideline~~ ^^
I have so many dang programs on my computerrrr.
It's gonna be hella laggy >x<

Gah! I want more things! TT
They're so expensive.

Well, I just want 3 things I guess:

1. A new laptop (64-bit so I can use Sony Vegas Pro/Adobe Premiere Pro)
2. A good mic (for covers~)
3. A HD camcorder (also for covers)

Well not really hammer head. It did hit my back though. Not really sure if it was directly on my back... All I felt was the pain. It went away pretty fast.
This was while fixing the gutter. I'm all good now.
Plus! I've started doing some art~ Yay~
My first pixel art is a sheep. Lol. Not really good though.

Err.. these are the things I want to be able to do, I guess you could say:

1. Instruments
• Violin
• Piano
• Guitar
• Flute
2. Drawing (some projects)
• Okami
• Loveless
• OC (original characters)
• Chibis
• Cosplay outfits
• Fanart of anything!!
3. Covers
• Singing
• Dancing
4. Pixel Art
5. Animation

Well, played around with Michiyuki, Tsuki no curse, Everytime We Touch, and Pinocchio (Auston Lam) by ear. Transcribing Auston's song and found out I know so little about counting beats, metronome, and the different notes themselves!
-sigh- Need to hurry & learn perfect pitch.

Going to practice the vibrato exercises everyday. There better be improvement -.-
Still having difficulties holding the bow: my pinky is always straight > >
Hm what else... 
Can't wait for my electric violin to come in~~!!!

Well there's also drawing that I never got to... When am I ever going to have enough time for everything!? TT

Gosh I'm tired. And quite sleepy...
Didn't quite go the way I planned. I slept in a little 'cause it was too cold LOL
Woke up around 6:45. Got lazy and didn't start exercising until 7:20-ish? Didn't go jogging around the neighorhood/park 'cause too dangerous? lol

Regular exercises are boring.
So I did Blogilates! And it seriously kills more than regular workout x5.
Only like 30min or so, and I couldn't keep up. Gaaah.
Guessing that's not going to be a habit haha well, going to start cutting down rice.
Wonder what Cassey has for healthy foods... hm...

So it's finally viernes (Friday)! xD
Spanish has been going okay lol though I agree with our profesor, that we are quite slow i.e. super basic. xD It's still been fun.

Tomorrow is sábado (Saturday). I ended up having to volunteer mañana (tomorrow), but that's okay.
Also, starting tomorrow, I'm gonna be exercising~ Jogging in the morning aiyahhh
Hehe finally decided to take that up, just like how I took up my violin all over again~ <3

It's going to take a while to adjust; hope I can make that a habit.
Er... what else.
Hm.. well. I put up a cover today for Loveless's "Michiyuki" hehe. 'cause I was bored.
And I'm debating of getting a new laptop or camcorder > < But I'm thinking a camcorder 'cause I'm most likely going to get a new laptop for myself starting college... So yeah. But I seriously need a new laptop if I want to run Photoshop, Flash, & Sony Vegas Pro (!!!!)
-getting blisters from the violin & guitar :P -
Oh! I'm also trying to learn perfect pitch, but it always gets me sleepy.
And I should also start doing what I had planned: drawing anime & animation

Bleh. Going to bed now~ So I can wake up early to do, I don't know, blogilates/Korean aerobic instructor before running?

Gahh! Loveless cannot end like this! TT
Nu... But there's a rumor that if the manga & anime are well-loved, then there might be a 2nd season!
PLEASE LET THERE BE A 2ND SEASON! <3
Ah well... the anime ended... accordingly: ENDLESS

My thoughts of the ending of the anime:
Who is Loveless's real sentouki!? I really want to know... T^T
Demo! I like how the we can make up our own endings & even characters(?) basically~
So I heard the light novels [Utakata no Kizuna (Ephemeral Bonds) & Futatsu no Yukibana (Two Snowflakes)] finally mention Loveless's real sentouki - Seiryo Yukiharu. At the same time, he has people who imposes as his sentouki, & so basically, we still wouldn't know who his real sentouki is -3-
They say Yukiharu-kun looks a lot like Semei & so he (kinda) confuses Ritsuka... so is it possible that the 'Semei' we saw in Endless was actually Yukiharu-kun? Which could mean Semei is really dead... Although the manga (being only at vol.9 at the moment) already covered the part where Semei is, in fact, still alive with his real sentouki Nisei (who's also cute keke), being that Soubi isn't his real sentouki - he was a sentouki w/ no name, & Semei engraved his name on him.

What's good about this is that we are free to develop our own ending story line (until a 2nd season or last vol answers the questions). While it may be fun, I can't wait to find out the real answer to the mysteries of Loveless!

Kouga Yun-sensei! Please answer our questions in the upcoming volumes! >w<

I have really fallen in love with Kouga-sama's work & became a huge #1 fan! <3 Although it'll be sad when the manga ends, I will finally be able to understand (hopefully) all the mysteries~ Even after that, I will always be a major fan :D

P.S. A lot of people think of "Loveless" as just a Yaoi, but it really isn't. That may be what it seems, but if you look deeper, it's about the trust, bonds, and love between people, no matter the age or gender.♥

Labels: anime, kouga yun, Loveless, manga

What do you do when the unexpected falls upon you?
There is probably nothing you can do...

So the quote is always true: You notice the people you miss and regret not cherishing when they were still here.

That you don't know what you've done wrong until the very end.
Until you never get the chance...
to say sorry... to be with them...
Until they're just memories...

But why can't and won't we learn from this lesson?
It's human nature.
And probably because they never really expected them to truly disappear... forever.

I want to change my ways... but why can't I? Why won't I?
Why...

I know myself to regret many many things I've done and how I've acted.
And of course, history can't be changed.
I always try to do things I won't regret...
But there's always something that I regret... always...

Today the news just hit us.
Grandma has cancer. It was a surprising shock to us.
I just... I just don't know what we should do or can do.
We can't just cry... that won't do any good.
And for the time being, I don't think Grandpa knows.
I'm worried about how he'll take it... It could be the biggest impact on him...
And it might be too much for him...

I hate the way I treated her.
I hate the way I've gotten angry at her for the tiniest things.
I hate how I've never shown affection to her.
I hate all the bad things I've done to her.
I hate how I know almost NOTHING about her.
I hate myself for all that.
And I hate how life is so unfair.

But what can we puny, powerless humans do?
Life is a cycle from birth to death.
Some things will end up being gone forever.
And we all have to accept that...

Grandma... Stay strong for a little while longer...
If it pains you too much... then that is the time we'll say our farewells.

Mainly it's just about point break on last friday on the 24th. ahh.. theres not much to talk about. it was emotional. idk y i started to cry. i just felt like i NEED to.
i really dont kno how to summarize it all... i dont even kno how i felt...
it was weird bcuz my knee-to-knee partner was brandon her. [wat we said to each other is confidential]

in the end, there were the thanks to and sorry speeches.
if i did it, i would thank POLARIS~♥ john & robin (idk y for robin but... idk)
nd tht day [just to myself] i would thank sabreena nd aracely.
i would also say sorry to robin. just because. i guess cuz ppl always be "mean" to him bcuz of me. (nd other times, it's not even me :p)

and after that... idk. i figured nobody will rly stop judging ppl by their appearances. i mean, look at this generation -.-
it was a rly great experience tho. it made me like hugs more than b4. hugs are... somehow special sometimes. other times... hugs r just nice. ^^

still... problems continued, even tho it seemed tht there wont be n e. we're still hiding stuff no matter wat.
nd i'm sorry... just sorry... i can't do n e thing bcuz im not the type to be mean to one person, just to satisfy the other. i'm sorry... but if u hav n e problems w it, let's compromise, k?
i'm sorry for not knowing u more, even if i knew the gist of it. i'm sorry for not bothering to ask n e more. i'm sorry for not being there for u all the time. i'm sorry for hiding as much stuff as u.

i just can't say enuf sorries.
please forgive me.

and even wen u do, i probably won't be n e different. v.v
i don't go thru wat u do. i can't feel wat u do. so tell me. even if i cant help. tell me.
nd i kno most of the time im busy w lots of stuff. sorry...
there were LOTS of things tht i didnt kno about... until today...

.... wow. it was rly nice to rite out all this nd reread it. i kno im forgetting to sorry about something tho w so much on my mind... i just cant help change n e thing. TT

Wow so long ago that i haven't written.
For the most part i was too lazy. > <
And for the rest, i'm just too busy~
Well it has been about 2 months already.
Coming back soon? i don't kno. hope they're hanging in there.

DAY 17---62
(thats about 45 days. too much to list. xD)

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

aiya. didn't write for a couple days but i still counted on twitter. ^^
BUTTT! i kept missing 11:11 TT for the past 2 days only.
well nothing much. it's been quite a while since they left...
DAY 12
DAY 13
DAY 14
DAY 15
DAY 16

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

i guess he got shipped out now huh?

u kno wat? i need to release nd relax myself more :\
keep forgetting stuff nd not letting this burden go...
so today is prob michael's last call. they talked a long time.
he's getting shipped out 2moro afternoon.
idk bout anthony tho...
aiyah. been slacking off on exercise. TT
at least i finished my summer rding bk.
went to nancy's house today. they played mahjong.
we (rly just me) were (was) watching "alpha and omega" but didn't finish TT
too many comebacks.
omg nu'est & n-train! <3
nu'est is looking for fans to be their "sandy" for their new mv "SANDY". they'll play the leading role.
omg i want tooooo! xD
nd b2st (finally!) nd infinite~
DAY 10

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

rawr! didn't write one yesterday. TT^TT
well.. nothing much yesterday n e way.
michael called today. i heard jim talking to him
saying tht it's going away nd i guess it's the bump from the TB shot.
guess he's okay. haha.
she sed tht it's gnna be his last call today or 2moro.
theyre being shipped to places but i think anthony is getting shipped after michael.
same place tho or something. they sound like packages. LOL
well wish them luck!
DAY 8
DAY9

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

May 3rd was prom!

to say hi :)
Haven't been on in a while & just updated my other blog.
So yeah. Missed blogging haha. Almost everyday I'm like "I'll update soon" but never happens 'cause I'm way too busy. School's about coming to an end in a month. Still need to register for the SAT > >
Right now, slacking off, not wanting to do Calc hw. Been so freakin' sleepy this week.

It's like my diary that I don't update. <3

Waaah I keep having dreams of Raccoon.... I'm gonna dieeeee
Makes me sadd... LOLOL
Gosh keep having these sweet dreams. Makes me cryyy~~ TwT
I need to find some really sad animes to cry my heart out~

Last night's dream was the limit alright. </3

This weekend ate so much because of birthdays TT
Well, on top of that, all that junk food & sugar at home LOL

Fri (10/25) at badminton open gym, played doubles with Tong~
He just went around, wanting to challenge people haha err total of 5 games i think? win 3 lose 2 ;D


Today, i didn't feel like going but ended up going.
Played doubles w/ ron against weicheng & patrick. We lost our 1st set, but then won the 2nd one & 3rd ^^
Nervous nervous~ didn't think i was ready 'cause i hardly warmed up.
Ron said i'm doing better now :D yays~
But not gonna let it get to my head ._.

Yesterday ran a 2 mile & my calves hurt, my muscles felt like they were gonna pop out of my skin TT
Right now it's hurting again. It's so sore i can't even flex my muscle...

Well, November's coming up.
Nov. 9 - EHS Badminton Tournament
Nov. 11 - Infinite's concert

Thanksgiving = food = fat -.-

Hahaha Jungkyun's twitter. xD
Well anyway. It's about all the unfinished "projects" I have going on :p

I have yet to finish Auston's transcription... 
I want to do instrumental for so many songs, with violin, piano, guitar, & flute haha
Violin: Pinocchio, Michiyuki, Tsuki no curse.
That's all I have for violin by ear. Only part of it.

And then there's all the English versions I want to write. Oy.
Started writing English lyrics for Michiyuki. Coming along nicely haha
Never finished Friends lol.
And all the vocal covers I wanna do LOLOL omg. xD

Lots to do. Not enough time.

Came back from STEM 2 hrs ago.
Such a faaillll. We didn't place.
And the test was the same as the practice!! Because they didn't notice they copied the practice... > >
Neither did our towers & bridges > <
Gotta redeem ourselves next year >=O
Well, the physics lab before the math test was fun. ^^
So yeah, STEM was fun =D

Finally starting to do some art and stuff.
And finally decided on a forward-facing head guideline~~ ^^
I have so many dang programs on my computerrrr.
It's gonna be hella laggy >x<

Gah! I want more things! TT
They're so expensive.

Well, I just want 3 things I guess:

1. A new laptop (64-bit so I can use Sony Vegas Pro/Adobe Premiere Pro)
2. A good mic (for covers~)
3. A HD camcorder (also for covers)

Well not really hammer head. It did hit my back though. Not really sure if it was directly on my back... All I felt was the pain. It went away pretty fast.
This was while fixing the gutter. I'm all good now.
Plus! I've started doing some art~ Yay~
My first pixel art is a sheep. Lol. Not really good though.

Err.. these are the things I want to be able to do, I guess you could say:

1. Instruments
• Violin
• Piano
• Guitar
• Flute
2. Drawing (some projects)
• Okami
• Loveless
• OC (original characters)
• Chibis
• Cosplay outfits
• Fanart of anything!!
3. Covers
• Singing
• Dancing
4. Pixel Art
5. Animation

Well, played around with Michiyuki, Tsuki no curse, Everytime We Touch, and Pinocchio (Auston Lam) by ear. Transcribing Auston's song and found out I know so little about counting beats, metronome, and the different notes themselves!
-sigh- Need to hurry & learn perfect pitch.

Going to practice the vibrato exercises everyday. There better be improvement -.-
Still having difficulties holding the bow: my pinky is always straight > >
Hm what else... 
Can't wait for my electric violin to come in~~!!!

Well there's also drawing that I never got to... When am I ever going to have enough time for everything!? TT

Gosh I'm tired. And quite sleepy...
Didn't quite go the way I planned. I slept in a little 'cause it was too cold LOL
Woke up around 6:45. Got lazy and didn't start exercising until 7:20-ish? Didn't go jogging around the neighorhood/park 'cause too dangerous? lol

Regular exercises are boring.
So I did Blogilates! And it seriously kills more than regular workout x5.
Only like 30min or so, and I couldn't keep up. Gaaah.
Guessing that's not going to be a habit haha well, going to start cutting down rice.
Wonder what Cassey has for healthy foods... hm...

So it's finally viernes (Friday)! xD
Spanish has been going okay lol though I agree with our profesor, that we are quite slow i.e. super basic. xD It's still been fun.

Tomorrow is sábado (Saturday). I ended up having to volunteer mañana (tomorrow), but that's okay.
Also, starting tomorrow, I'm gonna be exercising~ Jogging in the morning aiyahhh
Hehe finally decided to take that up, just like how I took up my violin all over again~ <3

It's going to take a while to adjust; hope I can make that a habit.
Er... what else.
Hm.. well. I put up a cover today for Loveless's "Michiyuki" hehe. 'cause I was bored.
And I'm debating of getting a new laptop or camcorder > < But I'm thinking a camcorder 'cause I'm most likely going to get a new laptop for myself starting college... So yeah. But I seriously need a new laptop if I want to run Photoshop, Flash, & Sony Vegas Pro (!!!!)
-getting blisters from the violin & guitar :P -
Oh! I'm also trying to learn perfect pitch, but it always gets me sleepy.
And I should also start doing what I had planned: drawing anime & animation

Bleh. Going to bed now~ So I can wake up early to do, I don't know, blogilates/Korean aerobic instructor before running?

Gahh! Loveless cannot end like this! TT
Nu... But there's a rumor that if the manga & anime are well-loved, then there might be a 2nd season!
PLEASE LET THERE BE A 2ND SEASON! <3
Ah well... the anime ended... accordingly: ENDLESS

My thoughts of the ending of the anime:
Who is Loveless's real sentouki!? I really want to know... T^T
Demo! I like how the we can make up our own endings & even characters(?) basically~
So I heard the light novels [Utakata no Kizuna (Ephemeral Bonds) & Futatsu no Yukibana (Two Snowflakes)] finally mention Loveless's real sentouki - Seiryo Yukiharu. At the same time, he has people who imposes as his sentouki, & so basically, we still wouldn't know who his real sentouki is -3-
They say Yukiharu-kun looks a lot like Semei & so he (kinda) confuses Ritsuka... so is it possible that the 'Semei' we saw in Endless was actually Yukiharu-kun? Which could mean Semei is really dead... Although the manga (being only at vol.9 at the moment) already covered the part where Semei is, in fact, still alive with his real sentouki Nisei (who's also cute keke), being that Soubi isn't his real sentouki - he was a sentouki w/ no name, & Semei engraved his name on him.

What's good about this is that we are free to develop our own ending story line (until a 2nd season or last vol answers the questions). While it may be fun, I can't wait to find out the real answer to the mysteries of Loveless!

Kouga Yun-sensei! Please answer our questions in the upcoming volumes! >w<

I have really fallen in love with Kouga-sama's work & became a huge #1 fan! <3 Although it'll be sad when the manga ends, I will finally be able to understand (hopefully) all the mysteries~ Even after that, I will always be a major fan :D

P.S. A lot of people think of "Loveless" as just a Yaoi, but it really isn't. That may be what it seems, but if you look deeper, it's about the trust, bonds, and love between people, no matter the age or gender.♥

Labels: anime, kouga yun, Loveless, manga

What do you do when the unexpected falls upon you?
There is probably nothing you can do...

So the quote is always true: You notice the people you miss and regret not cherishing when they were still here.

That you don't know what you've done wrong until the very end.
Until you never get the chance...
to say sorry... to be with them...
Until they're just memories...

But why can't and won't we learn from this lesson?
It's human nature.
And probably because they never really expected them to truly disappear... forever.

I want to change my ways... but why can't I? Why won't I?
Why...

I know myself to regret many many things I've done and how I've acted.
And of course, history can't be changed.
I always try to do things I won't regret...
But there's always something that I regret... always...

Today the news just hit us.
Grandma has cancer. It was a surprising shock to us.
I just... I just don't know what we should do or can do.
We can't just cry... that won't do any good.
And for the time being, I don't think Grandpa knows.
I'm worried about how he'll take it... It could be the biggest impact on him...
And it might be too much for him...

I hate the way I treated her.
I hate the way I've gotten angry at her for the tiniest things.
I hate how I've never shown affection to her.
I hate all the bad things I've done to her.
I hate how I know almost NOTHING about her.
I hate myself for all that.
And I hate how life is so unfair.

But what can we puny, powerless humans do?
Life is a cycle from birth to death.
Some things will end up being gone forever.
And we all have to accept that...

Grandma... Stay strong for a little while longer...
If it pains you too much... then that is the time we'll say our farewells.

Mainly it's just about point break on last friday on the 24th. ahh.. theres not much to talk about. it was emotional. idk y i started to cry. i just felt like i NEED to.
i really dont kno how to summarize it all... i dont even kno how i felt...
it was weird bcuz my knee-to-knee partner was brandon her. [wat we said to each other is confidential]

in the end, there were the thanks to and sorry speeches.
if i did it, i would thank POLARIS~♥ john & robin (idk y for robin but... idk)
nd tht day [just to myself] i would thank sabreena nd aracely.
i would also say sorry to robin. just because. i guess cuz ppl always be "mean" to him bcuz of me. (nd other times, it's not even me :p)

and after that... idk. i figured nobody will rly stop judging ppl by their appearances. i mean, look at this generation -.-
it was a rly great experience tho. it made me like hugs more than b4. hugs are... somehow special sometimes. other times... hugs r just nice. ^^

still... problems continued, even tho it seemed tht there wont be n e. we're still hiding stuff no matter wat.
nd i'm sorry... just sorry... i can't do n e thing bcuz im not the type to be mean to one person, just to satisfy the other. i'm sorry... but if u hav n e problems w it, let's compromise, k?
i'm sorry for not knowing u more, even if i knew the gist of it. i'm sorry for not bothering to ask n e more. i'm sorry for not being there for u all the time. i'm sorry for hiding as much stuff as u.

i just can't say enuf sorries.
please forgive me.

and even wen u do, i probably won't be n e different. v.v
i don't go thru wat u do. i can't feel wat u do. so tell me. even if i cant help. tell me.
nd i kno most of the time im busy w lots of stuff. sorry...
there were LOTS of things tht i didnt kno about... until today...

.... wow. it was rly nice to rite out all this nd reread it. i kno im forgetting to sorry about something tho w so much on my mind... i just cant help change n e thing. TT

Wow so long ago that i haven't written.
For the most part i was too lazy. > <
And for the rest, i'm just too busy~
Well it has been about 2 months already.
Coming back soon? i don't kno. hope they're hanging in there.

DAY 17---62
(thats about 45 days. too much to list. xD)

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

aiya. didn't write for a couple days but i still counted on twitter. ^^
BUTTT! i kept missing 11:11 TT for the past 2 days only.
well nothing much. it's been quite a while since they left...
DAY 12
DAY 13
DAY 14
DAY 15
DAY 16

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

i guess he got shipped out now huh?

u kno wat? i need to release nd relax myself more :\
keep forgetting stuff nd not letting this burden go...
so today is prob michael's last call. they talked a long time.
he's getting shipped out 2moro afternoon.
idk bout anthony tho...
aiyah. been slacking off on exercise. TT
at least i finished my summer rding bk.
went to nancy's house today. they played mahjong.
we (rly just me) were (was) watching "alpha and omega" but didn't finish TT
too many comebacks.
omg nu'est & n-train! <3
nu'est is looking for fans to be their "sandy" for their new mv "SANDY". they'll play the leading role.
omg i want tooooo! xD
nd b2st (finally!) nd infinite~
DAY 10

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

rawr! didn't write one yesterday. TT^TT
well.. nothing much yesterday n e way.
michael called today. i heard jim talking to him
saying tht it's going away nd i guess it's the bump from the TB shot.
guess he's okay. haha.
she sed tht it's gnna be his last call today or 2moro.
theyre being shipped to places but i think anthony is getting shipped after michael.
same place tho or something. they sound like packages. LOL
well wish them luck!
DAY 8
DAY9

GOOD LUCK & BE SAFE!! MICHAEL & ANTHONY ZAPANTA!
MISS & LOVE U GUYS! :')

Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there.

I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^

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