 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Eastridge~
written on Sunday, September 13, 2015 @ 3:16 AM ✈
Slept so late last night that I woke up around 11:30 this morning. Didn't want to get up. The original plan was go to Cupertino w/ John but he said that he had an emergency & we couldn't go.
We ended up going to the Eastridge Mall ourselves. We went to Daiso & Bea's inner child told her to get bubbles & a squeaky hammer LOL. After a bit more shopping around, we took the bus back to the stop.
We came back to the dorm & played w/ the bubbles. I cut out stuff for Art, organized "origami," & we had Snapple. Afterward, Bea wanted to watch a horror movie. We watched "The Ring." It was... Idk, scary or not. More like suspense. Didn't finish though, & we watched HSM instead. I got bored watching HSM to be honest, so I got on my cpu.
Lee messaged me, randomly. I was just watching stuff on the laptop. We talked about random stuff again? -sigh- It's so hard to talk to him about good future/education & stuff. I always have to be careful what I say. Like he said before, he's a mysterious person. I don't even know him that well personally so the way he acts online, is that really what he's thinking in person? He sounds like he doesn't worry too much about his future, but I feel a hint of stress at the edge of his words... All I could do is be optimistic w/ him & try to just support him, whatever he's planning on doing. Still, he says 2 years later, 2 years later. I don't know what's so special 2 years later o.o
At one point I said "let's go watch a movieeee" & he rejects me by saying he watches movies on his laptop. He says "hope to see you again in 2 years though" & I said "definitely will meet up! / you just have to agree to come meet up haha" (bc he always rejects me > >) & he replies "we will meet again / believe it" LOL what is this xD like we're waiting forever to see each other...? ahaha weird. Then he tells me to sleep. And then we get into another pretty long convo. At the end, all I could do was wish him luck /shrugs/
Then we watched 9/11 movie & actual recorded calls. I went back to typing my blog & Bea was reading my blog so I had her like, remind me of what happened. I don't know how that worked out, but we ended up reenacting parts LOL dang we died xD then we played w/ bubbles--so pretty~ I'm a master at bubbles LOL okay, after that I finally finished it, after so long. I gotta shower now!
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Eastridge~
written on Sunday, September 13, 2015 @ 3:16 AM ✈
Slept so late last night that I woke up around 11:30 this morning. Didn't want to get up. The original plan was go to Cupertino w/ John but he said that he had an emergency & we couldn't go.
We ended up going to the Eastridge Mall ourselves. We went to Daiso & Bea's inner child told her to get bubbles & a squeaky hammer LOL. After a bit more shopping around, we took the bus back to the stop.
We came back to the dorm & played w/ the bubbles. I cut out stuff for Art, organized "origami," & we had Snapple. Afterward, Bea wanted to watch a horror movie. We watched "The Ring." It was... Idk, scary or not. More like suspense. Didn't finish though, & we watched HSM instead. I got bored watching HSM to be honest, so I got on my cpu.
Lee messaged me, randomly. I was just watching stuff on the laptop. We talked about random stuff again? -sigh- It's so hard to talk to him about good future/education & stuff. I always have to be careful what I say. Like he said before, he's a mysterious person. I don't even know him that well personally so the way he acts online, is that really what he's thinking in person? He sounds like he doesn't worry too much about his future, but I feel a hint of stress at the edge of his words... All I could do is be optimistic w/ him & try to just support him, whatever he's planning on doing. Still, he says 2 years later, 2 years later. I don't know what's so special 2 years later o.o
At one point I said "let's go watch a movieeee" & he rejects me by saying he watches movies on his laptop. He says "hope to see you again in 2 years though" & I said "definitely will meet up! / you just have to agree to come meet up haha" (bc he always rejects me > >) & he replies "we will meet again / believe it" LOL what is this xD like we're waiting forever to see each other...? ahaha weird. Then he tells me to sleep. And then we get into another pretty long convo. At the end, all I could do was wish him luck /shrugs/
Then we watched 9/11 movie & actual recorded calls. I went back to typing my blog & Bea was reading my blog so I had her like, remind me of what happened. I don't know how that worked out, but we ended up reenacting parts LOL dang we died xD then we played w/ bubbles--so pretty~ I'm a master at bubbles LOL okay, after that I finally finished it, after so long. I gotta shower now!
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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