 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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It's a New Year!
written on Friday, January 1, 2016 @ 3:28 AM ✈
Happy New Year everyone! It's 2016! One year closer to our possible graduation date!! ....
Well. Nothing seems to be any different as another chapter of our life has ended, and a new one begins.
Yeah... nothing's different... haha
Today, I binge-saved BTS photos; I can't help it! I don't even know why I'm saving photos again, but I told myself after BTS, no more. don't even get me started on VIXX Dx
And also watched KBS & MBC end-of-year shows.
But I was bothered by my slight OCD(?) on music and dancing. Er, it's hard to explain, but when I dl-ed all the music albums, we transferred the files into a black hard drive. We kinda "lost it" but found one, however, the wire is faulty & we can't check if it's our hard drive, with all our stuff.
So the problem is, when I get caught up with a group or something, for example, Boys Republic or HALO, I have an urge to get all their released singles/albums, even though I vaguely remember I already have them. But I needed to get it to satisfy me. Even if I don't listen to the album.
Then the deal with the dance practices. Sometime it's hard to find every released practice video, so when I'm on Amy D's or mirrorHD's channel & they mirrored some rookie's or underrated group's practice videos, it leads me to fancam/album searching. It does get tiring but I can't help it...?
Sometimes, suggested videos or related videos lead me on even farther searches & down memory lane, like it did today to finding Twi-light, New-Us, & Demion.
Underrated groups are easily forgotten when they don't have any recent comebacks or news. Sometimes not even knowing the groups disbanded because they're not popular enough to be on the news. So when I see the practice videos, I kinda miss them...
And so, when I realized there are so many rookie/underrated groups that I've forgotten, it gets me wondering what other groups have gotten hidden under all the more popular and larger groups.
Ogawd, don't even get me started on New-Us. Member changes? ToT Plus, it's like impossible to find their singles Right Now & Love Panic and the songs are really good tooooo! I can only scavenge for their title tracks, & I'll have to deal with that...
Ah, it's late right now. I just had a long, weird talk with Victor. I've had 2 weird talks about love and relationships with 2 Hmong guys, what the heck xD
Anyway, I don't know how I'll phrase my '2016 New Year's Resolutions' but we'll see. Goodnight!
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It's a New Year!
written on Friday, January 1, 2016 @ 3:28 AM ✈
Happy New Year everyone! It's 2016! One year closer to our possible graduation date!! ....
Well. Nothing seems to be any different as another chapter of our life has ended, and a new one begins.
Yeah... nothing's different... haha
Today, I binge-saved BTS photos; I can't help it! I don't even know why I'm saving photos again, but I told myself after BTS, no more. don't even get me started on VIXX Dx
And also watched KBS & MBC end-of-year shows.
But I was bothered by my slight OCD(?) on music and dancing. Er, it's hard to explain, but when I dl-ed all the music albums, we transferred the files into a black hard drive. We kinda "lost it" but found one, however, the wire is faulty & we can't check if it's our hard drive, with all our stuff.
So the problem is, when I get caught up with a group or something, for example, Boys Republic or HALO, I have an urge to get all their released singles/albums, even though I vaguely remember I already have them. But I needed to get it to satisfy me. Even if I don't listen to the album.
Then the deal with the dance practices. Sometime it's hard to find every released practice video, so when I'm on Amy D's or mirrorHD's channel & they mirrored some rookie's or underrated group's practice videos, it leads me to fancam/album searching. It does get tiring but I can't help it...?
Sometimes, suggested videos or related videos lead me on even farther searches & down memory lane, like it did today to finding Twi-light, New-Us, & Demion.
Underrated groups are easily forgotten when they don't have any recent comebacks or news. Sometimes not even knowing the groups disbanded because they're not popular enough to be on the news. So when I see the practice videos, I kinda miss them...
And so, when I realized there are so many rookie/underrated groups that I've forgotten, it gets me wondering what other groups have gotten hidden under all the more popular and larger groups.
Ogawd, don't even get me started on New-Us. Member changes? ToT Plus, it's like impossible to find their singles Right Now & Love Panic and the songs are really good tooooo! I can only scavenge for their title tracks, & I'll have to deal with that...
Ah, it's late right now. I just had a long, weird talk with Victor. I've had 2 weird talks about love and relationships with 2 Hmong guys, what the heck xD
Anyway, I don't know how I'll phrase my '2016 New Year's Resolutions' but we'll see. Goodnight!
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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