 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Neko Neko Honey!
written on Sunday, January 22, 2017 @ 4:45 AM ✈
"Neko Neko Honey!" is so cute! bc there's a family of were-cats! Seems quite interesting & I was sad when I found out the scanlation team dropped it. But! I found Chinese RAW scans! (hopefully they're all Chinese lol)
Oh yeah, a few sad mangas I've read were "500 Nen no Itonami" and "Ashita Shinu." It took me a while to understand the former, but it just hit me in the kokoro ToT & the 2nd one ("You were smiling" by Akane Sora)... why didn't I realize that the title, meaning "Will Die Tomorrow" is gonna be freakin' sad oneshots, where at least one person is dead or they're both dead. The first one hit me so hard. I didn't understand it as I read, but the realization started on the last page and I literally just teared as soon as I read the last panel. I could not. And I guess I was on a roll with sad mangas. One night I just kept thinking about them sad oneshots and my heart ached. It literally ACHED. Like hurt. Which made me start to think... hm.. when people say their heart hurts, it must feel like this. It may be the first time I felt that. Or not. I don't even know.
Also set up the camera. It's been a few days? Almost a week maybe, since we picked it up from Best Buy. Meh. LOL It's so windy lately and rainy. Gah, my Tsukiuta fanart book thoughhhh~ either it's there or not. If it, I hope it's fine. At least I know that if it was delivered, Biri's there to pick it up. Usually she'd text me if I got a package. Or not. *fingers crossed*
Side note, I just finished "B-Project"! I'm really frustrated with the last episode like WTH. It was so sudden. There was a reddit discussion I guess, and I agree with people there: they literally dropped the Yashamaru-drama bomb outta nowhere. and no explanation aka flashbacks to why he's vengeful & how Tomo even managed to get helicopters (since he the rich one lol) without phones. I demand a S2. Props to them for using 2D for the short dance scenes too, though it looked weird since they were simple and no shadows.
And then UtaPri, B-Pro, TsukiPro, and rejet are continuously releasing new stuff. Gah! I can't keep up. Some uploaded on HnA are not even full because some of the songs only come with the physical copy ugh. regret regret because I can't spend any more money on animate stuff but my "OCD" is like "get those complete downloads" sigh. Oh wells, by next year, it's more probable. But by then, I'd probably have forgotten. Plus I can't keep up with the forum either ^^;
School is soon. Next week. WHY. ToT Also, Lee texted me suddenly haha. So, staying up with him 'til his "bedtime" aka 5am. I'm surprised I managed 2-ish hours? lol Ah, but I'm at my limit lol. I haven't even showered eep. Damn... that last episode and music collecting is totally nagging at my brain right now OTL alright, good bye.
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Neko Neko Honey!
written on Sunday, January 22, 2017 @ 4:45 AM ✈
"Neko Neko Honey!" is so cute! bc there's a family of were-cats! Seems quite interesting & I was sad when I found out the scanlation team dropped it. But! I found Chinese RAW scans! (hopefully they're all Chinese lol)
Oh yeah, a few sad mangas I've read were "500 Nen no Itonami" and "Ashita Shinu." It took me a while to understand the former, but it just hit me in the kokoro ToT & the 2nd one ("You were smiling" by Akane Sora)... why didn't I realize that the title, meaning "Will Die Tomorrow" is gonna be freakin' sad oneshots, where at least one person is dead or they're both dead. The first one hit me so hard. I didn't understand it as I read, but the realization started on the last page and I literally just teared as soon as I read the last panel. I could not. And I guess I was on a roll with sad mangas. One night I just kept thinking about them sad oneshots and my heart ached. It literally ACHED. Like hurt. Which made me start to think... hm.. when people say their heart hurts, it must feel like this. It may be the first time I felt that. Or not. I don't even know.
Also set up the camera. It's been a few days? Almost a week maybe, since we picked it up from Best Buy. Meh. LOL It's so windy lately and rainy. Gah, my Tsukiuta fanart book thoughhhh~ either it's there or not. If it, I hope it's fine. At least I know that if it was delivered, Biri's there to pick it up. Usually she'd text me if I got a package. Or not. *fingers crossed*
Side note, I just finished "B-Project"! I'm really frustrated with the last episode like WTH. It was so sudden. There was a reddit discussion I guess, and I agree with people there: they literally dropped the Yashamaru-drama bomb outta nowhere. and no explanation aka flashbacks to why he's vengeful & how Tomo even managed to get helicopters (since he the rich one lol) without phones. I demand a S2. Props to them for using 2D for the short dance scenes too, though it looked weird since they were simple and no shadows.
And then UtaPri, B-Pro, TsukiPro, and rejet are continuously releasing new stuff. Gah! I can't keep up. Some uploaded on HnA are not even full because some of the songs only come with the physical copy ugh. regret regret because I can't spend any more money on animate stuff but my "OCD" is like "get those complete downloads" sigh. Oh wells, by next year, it's more probable. But by then, I'd probably have forgotten. Plus I can't keep up with the forum either ^^;
School is soon. Next week. WHY. ToT Also, Lee texted me suddenly haha. So, staying up with him 'til his "bedtime" aka 5am. I'm surprised I managed 2-ish hours? lol Ah, but I'm at my limit lol. I haven't even showered eep. Damn... that last episode and music collecting is totally nagging at my brain right now OTL alright, good bye.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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