 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Last day
written on Wednesday, May 17, 2017 @ 3:42 AM ✈
Wow, what a hectic day. I pulled an all-nighter & I'm pretty proud of what my painting turned out like (though I didn't do the reflections because I was worried I might mess up the painting & I didn't have time for that x'D)
Yesterday I rehearsed with Hanalyn & we had our acting "final" today. Omg, it was going good until I screwed up a line I'm alksjdflkajs ToT It was a super long awkward pause. Hanalyn tried to help me, but I was then so nervous, I couldn't make sense of what she was saying. Other than that mess up, the rest of the scene went pretty smoothly. Hung's partner couldn't make it so Gladys played as a stand-in. Omg their scene was so funny, probably funnier than it should be xD Hung is just adorable? I don't know, sorta shy & insecure but at the same time not (I didn't mention this, but last week I was late to class, and the only seats open were the front seats, so I quickly took a seat next to Hung's backpack; he was sitting in the seat next to it. At one point, I happened to look over and we had eye contact for like a second. Too close for comfort and it was awkward xD but he had such... innocent eyes? I don't know... like there's this feeling of him that I just can't describe... is he a deer? lol -shrugs-) Anyway, then in Inga's we went out to paint flowers. I was almost late to class so I literally had to run from time to time. Barely made it to class, and when I took out my painting Eric and Arlene were like "it looks good" & I creyyy TuT
So yeah, we went painting outside. I'm like super slow at everything? My friends pretty much finished their flower paintings & they look so nice, and then mine looks like flat, symbolic painting. I CRY.
Anywho, lots of work needs to be done before I can be DONE done. I came home and napped for 4 hours; woke up around 9? Would you look at the time now; at least no more alarmssss lol I'm actually still sleepy. My eyes are tired. Was going to watch "The Girl Who Leapt through Time" since I don't think I watched the anime version...? but I'm tired now lols zzzz
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Last day
written on Wednesday, May 17, 2017 @ 3:42 AM ✈
Wow, what a hectic day. I pulled an all-nighter & I'm pretty proud of what my painting turned out like (though I didn't do the reflections because I was worried I might mess up the painting & I didn't have time for that x'D)
Yesterday I rehearsed with Hanalyn & we had our acting "final" today. Omg, it was going good until I screwed up a line I'm alksjdflkajs ToT It was a super long awkward pause. Hanalyn tried to help me, but I was then so nervous, I couldn't make sense of what she was saying. Other than that mess up, the rest of the scene went pretty smoothly. Hung's partner couldn't make it so Gladys played as a stand-in. Omg their scene was so funny, probably funnier than it should be xD Hung is just adorable? I don't know, sorta shy & insecure but at the same time not (I didn't mention this, but last week I was late to class, and the only seats open were the front seats, so I quickly took a seat next to Hung's backpack; he was sitting in the seat next to it. At one point, I happened to look over and we had eye contact for like a second. Too close for comfort and it was awkward xD but he had such... innocent eyes? I don't know... like there's this feeling of him that I just can't describe... is he a deer? lol -shrugs-) Anyway, then in Inga's we went out to paint flowers. I was almost late to class so I literally had to run from time to time. Barely made it to class, and when I took out my painting Eric and Arlene were like "it looks good" & I creyyy TuT
So yeah, we went painting outside. I'm like super slow at everything? My friends pretty much finished their flower paintings & they look so nice, and then mine looks like flat, symbolic painting. I CRY.
Anywho, lots of work needs to be done before I can be DONE done. I came home and napped for 4 hours; woke up around 9? Would you look at the time now; at least no more alarmssss lol I'm actually still sleepy. My eyes are tired. Was going to watch "The Girl Who Leapt through Time" since I don't think I watched the anime version...? but I'm tired now lols zzzz
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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