 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Sleepy & sore
written on Monday, January 22, 2018 @ 2:55 AM ✈
Currently at my sister's.
Last night I practiced "Want You to Say" & especially "Jebal" for so long, I'm so tired. My calves are just slightly sore. I don't know if it's the dancing or carrying heavy bags of stuff (met up with parents and grandpa at Chinatown) and/or after getting to Coach's (also, after ordering McD and Cool Tea Bar and walking to her place) that my whole body is starting to ache. Or, just me carrying my backpack and duffel bag to the bus stop and onto Bart that I'm sore. It hit me late.
Ordered Jonghyun's album. I don't care. I'm getting it. (I should really really stop spending ToT)
I'm still super sad that my NU'EST W photocard didn't come in yet! I'm really giving it until February...
Oh! Yadi also gave me her paintbrushes. Seems like she didn't use them yet? Though I don't know how's the quality... some of the hairs were falling out. Looks like oil paintbrushes. The other ones seem like watercolor or acrylic paintbrushes... Oh. Just looked it up. It came up on Amazon. The reviews were as expected: good for beginners/amateurs but definitely not the quality someone with experience would use. I don't know about the oil brushes, but the acrylic brushes seem good. I won't know 'til I test them though. Hopefully they aren't too bad. Grawr. I can't wait to start painting some stuff~ so many ideas~ and after turning in my sketchbook, and watching Leigh Ellexson's YT videos on her sketchbook, I really want to just draw/paint/color/ink without any worries.
Ah, I got distracted by Coco's OST.Oh yeah. I came upon this Barbie VLOG thing on YT from Twitter. It seems cool. I'ma watch x'D
Time to sleep. My eyes are tired. I ate too much so tummy is slightly uncomfy. I wanted to do my cover tomorrow, but will I be too lazy too? LOL
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Sleepy & sore
written on Monday, January 22, 2018 @ 2:55 AM ✈
Currently at my sister's.
Last night I practiced "Want You to Say" & especially "Jebal" for so long, I'm so tired. My calves are just slightly sore. I don't know if it's the dancing or carrying heavy bags of stuff (met up with parents and grandpa at Chinatown) and/or after getting to Coach's (also, after ordering McD and Cool Tea Bar and walking to her place) that my whole body is starting to ache. Or, just me carrying my backpack and duffel bag to the bus stop and onto Bart that I'm sore. It hit me late.
Ordered Jonghyun's album. I don't care. I'm getting it. (I should really really stop spending ToT)
I'm still super sad that my NU'EST W photocard didn't come in yet! I'm really giving it until February...
Oh! Yadi also gave me her paintbrushes. Seems like she didn't use them yet? Though I don't know how's the quality... some of the hairs were falling out. Looks like oil paintbrushes. The other ones seem like watercolor or acrylic paintbrushes... Oh. Just looked it up. It came up on Amazon. The reviews were as expected: good for beginners/amateurs but definitely not the quality someone with experience would use. I don't know about the oil brushes, but the acrylic brushes seem good. I won't know 'til I test them though. Hopefully they aren't too bad. Grawr. I can't wait to start painting some stuff~ so many ideas~ and after turning in my sketchbook, and watching Leigh Ellexson's YT videos on her sketchbook, I really want to just draw/paint/color/ink without any worries.
Ah, I got distracted by Coco's OST.Oh yeah. I came upon this Barbie VLOG thing on YT from Twitter. It seems cool. I'ma watch x'D
Time to sleep. My eyes are tired. I ate too much so tummy is slightly uncomfy. I wanted to do my cover tomorrow, but will I be too lazy too? LOL
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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