 konnichiwa~
Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Heartstrings
written on Friday, June 15, 2018 @ 2:04 PM ✈
Ah, I'll blog a bit about my day yesterday later, but this morning I woke up at 8am. I think my biological clock is set ^^;
I woke up from a... weird dream. It felt like I had tears in my eyes? But it's not like they were falling. Maybe that's why I woke up... but also, when I woke up, my heart ached a bit. You know, it's really weird. This isn't the first time I felt a heartache of some sort (I think another one was because of a dream too...) But it just hurt a little bit. I don't even understand the dream. There was like a lover's quarrel, but he ended up being small like Mii-kun, even though he was a normal shortie at first. And then the boyfriend had to explain stuff? I don't know lolol
This morning was cool. The weather seems to have cooled down now. It's gonna be hot again. But I went to Academic Coffee, got a Dragon Pearl Green Tea (green tea + jasmine blend, it smelled good, wasn't too bitter but it wasn't sweet lol) and a churro custard muffin. After finishing, I asked to put up UP10TION posters and leave flyers. Afterward, I went home and watched Ossan's Love (2016). It's weird LOL so much cringe, but aww at the end xD so dumb lol Currently watching the drama series version. And, uh, also much cringe lol it's pretty comedic too. But so many love advice that so indirectly applies to me and I'm just like ALSKDFJ lol -sigh-
I don't know why it's bothering me so much...
And I don't have any courage ahahaha...haha..ha...
ANYWAY. I have work soon. I didn't even do anything for Jonathan x'D Oops.
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Heartstrings
written on Friday, June 15, 2018 @ 2:04 PM ✈
Ah, I'll blog a bit about my day yesterday later, but this morning I woke up at 8am. I think my biological clock is set ^^;
I woke up from a... weird dream. It felt like I had tears in my eyes? But it's not like they were falling. Maybe that's why I woke up... but also, when I woke up, my heart ached a bit. You know, it's really weird. This isn't the first time I felt a heartache of some sort (I think another one was because of a dream too...) But it just hurt a little bit. I don't even understand the dream. There was like a lover's quarrel, but he ended up being small like Mii-kun, even though he was a normal shortie at first. And then the boyfriend had to explain stuff? I don't know lolol
This morning was cool. The weather seems to have cooled down now. It's gonna be hot again. But I went to Academic Coffee, got a Dragon Pearl Green Tea (green tea + jasmine blend, it smelled good, wasn't too bitter but it wasn't sweet lol) and a churro custard muffin. After finishing, I asked to put up UP10TION posters and leave flyers. Afterward, I went home and watched Ossan's Love (2016). It's weird LOL so much cringe, but aww at the end xD so dumb lol Currently watching the drama series version. And, uh, also much cringe lol it's pretty comedic too. But so many love advice that so indirectly applies to me and I'm just like ALSKDFJ lol -sigh-
I don't know why it's bothering me so much...
And I don't have any courage ahahaha...haha..ha...
ANYWAY. I have work soon. I didn't even do anything for Jonathan x'D Oops.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
: hidenobu suzuki,