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Unnecessary frustration
written on Monday, September 21, 2020 @ 11:53 AM ✈
This morning I woke up crying. Probably because my dream-me was bawling, and I don't know why. Also because I woke up at 7:30am (by alarm) and Robin went to get groceries with his brother LOL I was sneezing so much last night, like I had full-on allergies, with a stuffy nose. I ended up taking DayQuil pills (I prefer liquid Nyquil though lol) but it looks like it did the job, and I slept well. Woke up with no more stuff nose. I continued sneezing after blowing my nose though -.- Anyway, yesterday we fixed up my desk setup (well, he did since he didn't like how "cluttered" my setup was), and so, I'm switching over to Windows. At least just my art stuff. I don't want to part with my Macbook since it literally has everything on there lol it took a few hours to get my Clip Studio Paint settings uploaded to cloud and restored to the PC CSP. I have to make adjustments. I'm trying to recreate the CSP layout as close to the Mac version as possible, but I couldn't even get my brushes from my hard drive because Windows can't read the Mac-formatted drive. Which is where the unnecessary frustration comes from. I was SOO annoyed with it because I swear I could read the drive before... so in order to use the drive with the PC, I need to reformat it. WHICH MEANS. I need to transfer all my files to another drive. We have a 2TB drive, which is taking forever to move to another storage. AND THEN. I gotta wait for everything to transfer from my 4TB (~2TB worth of stuff) to the 2TB drive.
*So I thought you gotta pay for Paragon for Windows, but you can actually download Paragon for free from Seagate. I downloaded it because I have a good feeling that it would work, and was getting happy that I would not need to format my drive, but he said not to trust software, don't download extra software etc etc etc *rolls eyes*
Fine. We'll do it the long way then. It's not even a big problem, so I don't even know why I was extremely pissed at the whole situation.
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Unnecessary frustration
written on Monday, September 21, 2020 @ 11:53 AM ✈
This morning I woke up crying. Probably because my dream-me was bawling, and I don't know why. Also because I woke up at 7:30am (by alarm) and Robin went to get groceries with his brother LOL I was sneezing so much last night, like I had full-on allergies, with a stuffy nose. I ended up taking DayQuil pills (I prefer liquid Nyquil though lol) but it looks like it did the job, and I slept well. Woke up with no more stuff nose. I continued sneezing after blowing my nose though -.- Anyway, yesterday we fixed up my desk setup (well, he did since he didn't like how "cluttered" my setup was), and so, I'm switching over to Windows. At least just my art stuff. I don't want to part with my Macbook since it literally has everything on there lol it took a few hours to get my Clip Studio Paint settings uploaded to cloud and restored to the PC CSP. I have to make adjustments. I'm trying to recreate the CSP layout as close to the Mac version as possible, but I couldn't even get my brushes from my hard drive because Windows can't read the Mac-formatted drive. Which is where the unnecessary frustration comes from. I was SOO annoyed with it because I swear I could read the drive before... so in order to use the drive with the PC, I need to reformat it. WHICH MEANS. I need to transfer all my files to another drive. We have a 2TB drive, which is taking forever to move to another storage. AND THEN. I gotta wait for everything to transfer from my 4TB (~2TB worth of stuff) to the 2TB drive.
*So I thought you gotta pay for Paragon for Windows, but you can actually download Paragon for free from Seagate. I downloaded it because I have a good feeling that it would work, and was getting happy that I would not need to format my drive, but he said not to trust software, don't download extra software etc etc etc *rolls eyes*
Fine. We'll do it the long way then. It's not even a big problem, so I don't even know why I was extremely pissed at the whole situation.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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