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Why so sudden xD
written on Thursday, April 30, 2015 @ 11:55 PM ✈
Last season game and I can't believe I effed that up. (not too bad, but still cannot believe I lost -.-)
Minar & Meimei surprise visited~~ ❤️
The Franklin coach switched it up and had the JV play first. So us varsities were just watching the game. I was sitting w/ Mai and she suddenly asked me if I would date Lee. Uhm... what. I was so shocked by that question I didn't know how to answer. Wondered if I should "lie" but too late; I already hesitated too long. She knowsssss. My reply was "Why are you asking me this?" and "Did my sister tell you anything?" being all shy and stuff. I think I was red, bc it was hot lol. and her answers were no, it's just because she's curious. Bc she could see us together >///< So I ended up telling her, kinda. Then she asked me about his hair, like if he looked better in his new hairstyle (and what I thought when I first saw him w/ his new haircut). I couldn't lie LOL. She asked if she should set it up for me, and I'm like nuuuu. I really don't like set-ups haha.
(I thought I wrote about how Jim kept saying she had something to tell me, but that it would make me sad, but I can't find that post lol. But it was about how Vito had asked Mai would she go to prom w/ Lee :p & about him moving away after HS grad)
~Skip skip~
Nicole & Nanette needed a ride home, so we dropped them off at EHS. When we were almost there, Nanette, who was sitting next to me, said that she had something random/weird/out-of-nowhere to ask: "Do you like anyone on the team?" Me is shocked. Why are people asking about that now? xD Couldn't get out of this one LOL. I think I said yeah, and they guessed Lee. I mean, there's only like 2 guys on our team who's single. And he's the only senior single LOL.
He's been mentioned the whole day! At school I was telling Meimei Mina and Jessica about him and how if I should tell him in a letter that I was gonna give to the seniors at banquet. Still conflicting about that... And then Mai brought it up in the middle of the day. Then Nanette ended my day w/ him again LOL. Oh my... >3<
I got home and it was really hot and I was really tired and ended up napping. Woke up around 9 or 9:30 and checked my phone. I was surprised that he messaged me; kinda thought he was going to ask about my game LOL or about the line up. But he asked me to translate Coach's message for him.... w/ a pineapple and smiley emoticon. HE SENT ME EMOTICONS. That is so unlike him LOL. It's already hard enough to get a 'lol' and a sticker from him haha. But I don't understand the pineapple xD (which he means he just decided to read the poster LOL) & I guess that one signed on my poster that looks like an L + messy signature is not him o.o Wonder if he even signed mine > >
Damn. It's really hot. Tomorrow's the rally. Goodnight :p
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Why so sudden xD
written on Thursday, April 30, 2015 @ 11:55 PM ✈
Last season game and I can't believe I effed that up. (not too bad, but still cannot believe I lost -.-)
Minar & Meimei surprise visited~~ ❤️
The Franklin coach switched it up and had the JV play first. So us varsities were just watching the game. I was sitting w/ Mai and she suddenly asked me if I would date Lee. Uhm... what. I was so shocked by that question I didn't know how to answer. Wondered if I should "lie" but too late; I already hesitated too long. She knowsssss. My reply was "Why are you asking me this?" and "Did my sister tell you anything?" being all shy and stuff. I think I was red, bc it was hot lol. and her answers were no, it's just because she's curious. Bc she could see us together >///< So I ended up telling her, kinda. Then she asked me about his hair, like if he looked better in his new hairstyle (and what I thought when I first saw him w/ his new haircut). I couldn't lie LOL. She asked if she should set it up for me, and I'm like nuuuu. I really don't like set-ups haha.
(I thought I wrote about how Jim kept saying she had something to tell me, but that it would make me sad, but I can't find that post lol. But it was about how Vito had asked Mai would she go to prom w/ Lee :p & about him moving away after HS grad)
~Skip skip~
Nicole & Nanette needed a ride home, so we dropped them off at EHS. When we were almost there, Nanette, who was sitting next to me, said that she had something random/weird/out-of-nowhere to ask: "Do you like anyone on the team?" Me is shocked. Why are people asking about that now? xD Couldn't get out of this one LOL. I think I said yeah, and they guessed Lee. I mean, there's only like 2 guys on our team who's single. And he's the only senior single LOL.
He's been mentioned the whole day! At school I was telling Meimei Mina and Jessica about him and how if I should tell him in a letter that I was gonna give to the seniors at banquet. Still conflicting about that... And then Mai brought it up in the middle of the day. Then Nanette ended my day w/ him again LOL. Oh my... >3<
I got home and it was really hot and I was really tired and ended up napping. Woke up around 9 or 9:30 and checked my phone. I was surprised that he messaged me; kinda thought he was going to ask about my game LOL or about the line up. But he asked me to translate Coach's message for him.... w/ a pineapple and smiley emoticon. HE SENT ME EMOTICONS. That is so unlike him LOL. It's already hard enough to get a 'lol' and a sticker from him haha. But I don't understand the pineapple xD (which he means he just decided to read the poster LOL) & I guess that one signed on my poster that looks like an L + messy signature is not him o.o Wonder if he even signed mine > >
Damn. It's really hot. Tomorrow's the rally. Goodnight :p
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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