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Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Complicated
written on Saturday, June 16, 2018 @ 1:26 PM ✈
Yesterday I finished "Ossan's Love" (2018) and uh, it's so cringey I can't, though I laughed a lot. I think it's comedy romance. But anyway, some parts do get intense. Last 2 episodes were a mess, though it ended on a happy note & I was satisfied with that. (Okay, but maybe I wished for a lil' bit longer of their lovey-dovey moments where Haruta finally accepts that he does like Maki and admits it.)
[The ending where Maki surprisingly forces a kiss on Haruta, which Haruta hates, but then he returns so sweetly KILLED ME. Haruta's (funny) confession to Maki hit me hard. My baby Maki finally gets his love returned.]
There were so many important points in the movie. And I hate how I keep relating it back to my situation right now (it's not really a situation???) But the end where Chizu-san told Maki that he should tell Haruta what he really thinks so he doesn't regret anything made me ponder...
Also, "running away before getting hurt"... the other party gets hurt just so you can be selfish you know?
最悪だ... that's why I don't have the courage to send him a message LOL I just thought, if I happen to see him over the summer I'll talk to him? But I highly doubt that's gonna happen ^^; I had a dream where I did happen to see him; he was working at a small coffee shop, Starbucks? I don't really remember what happened, but something like I waved? but all he had on was a poker face.
Ahh, all I think about when I wake up recently is just that. So many what-ifs, and I still can't make a move. If this is correct... 나는 사랑이 바보 야.
Enough of my ranting! By the end of summer, it will all pass by again and all I'm worrying about is work and school.
I'ma grab milk tea before work...
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Complicated
written on Saturday, June 16, 2018 @ 1:26 PM ✈
Yesterday I finished "Ossan's Love" (2018) and uh, it's so cringey I can't, though I laughed a lot. I think it's comedy romance. But anyway, some parts do get intense. Last 2 episodes were a mess, though it ended on a happy note & I was satisfied with that. (Okay, but maybe I wished for a lil' bit longer of their lovey-dovey moments where Haruta finally accepts that he does like Maki and admits it.)
[The ending where Maki surprisingly forces a kiss on Haruta, which Haruta hates, but then he returns so sweetly KILLED ME. Haruta's (funny) confession to Maki hit me hard. My baby Maki finally gets his love returned.]
There were so many important points in the movie. And I hate how I keep relating it back to my situation right now (it's not really a situation???) But the end where Chizu-san told Maki that he should tell Haruta what he really thinks so he doesn't regret anything made me ponder...
Also, "running away before getting hurt"... the other party gets hurt just so you can be selfish you know?
最悪だ... that's why I don't have the courage to send him a message LOL I just thought, if I happen to see him over the summer I'll talk to him? But I highly doubt that's gonna happen ^^; I had a dream where I did happen to see him; he was working at a small coffee shop, Starbucks? I don't really remember what happened, but something like I waved? but all he had on was a poker face.
Ahh, all I think about when I wake up recently is just that. So many what-ifs, and I still can't make a move. If this is correct... 나는 사랑이 바보 야.
Enough of my ranting! By the end of summer, it will all pass by again and all I'm worrying about is work and school.
I'ma grab milk tea before work...
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
: hidenobu suzuki,