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Hello there & welcome to my blog. Here you'll read tidbits about my daily life, some random thoughts, & maybe a rant here and there. I'm sure you'll learn something about me, if you don't know me of course. Down below are links to find me (personal accounts not posted). I hope you enjoyed your stay while listening to the songs I'm recently listening to. Come back & read again~ ^w^/
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Confidence
written on Saturday, June 3, 2017 @ 1:26 AM ✈
Just a quickie. It's almost a week since I was back home. Gained 3lbs sadly... but anyway, I've been lazy to post, plus I played Blade & Soul for like 2 or 3 days straight? So I've barely been on my laptop.
I'm on now since I was doing a DTA entry, and the host only gave us 2 days to draw them after the hold, but yeah. It's been a while since I did any digital work (or any art not relating to school, that is) and I don't even know where to start. I have something that I'm okay with, but as soon as I tried to do the eyes, it just looked so bad ToT I really lack confidence, and usually that stops me from ever completing anything. But when I do force myself to finish, it never looks good ahahaha but I know I need to get all those "bad drawings" out of me. In my defense, I haven't drawn anime-style in a long time aight? ^^;
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Confidence
written on Saturday, June 3, 2017 @ 1:26 AM ✈
Just a quickie. It's almost a week since I was back home. Gained 3lbs sadly... but anyway, I've been lazy to post, plus I played Blade & Soul for like 2 or 3 days straight? So I've barely been on my laptop.
I'm on now since I was doing a DTA entry, and the host only gave us 2 days to draw them after the hold, but yeah. It's been a while since I did any digital work (or any art not relating to school, that is) and I don't even know where to start. I have something that I'm okay with, but as soon as I tried to do the eyes, it just looked so bad ToT I really lack confidence, and usually that stops me from ever completing anything. But when I do force myself to finish, it never looks good ahahaha but I know I need to get all those "bad drawings" out of me. In my defense, I haven't drawn anime-style in a long time aight? ^^;
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
whose life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
I kept the image on the left bc it was kawaii-ne~ & this above bc I really liked what the creator wrote ^^
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: afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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